Meant

Did I ever mean anything to you?
Do I mean anything to you now?
Am I one of your best friends?
Do you treat me as one?
Why her?
How could I love you when there's so many others?
How can you look so dashing and charming?
How can you look so dashing and charming even from far?
Do you even put me in your eyes?
Ni you mei you ba wo fang zai yan li?
Do you know how much you mean to me?
Why do I still hope to see you everyday?
Why do I look at you everyday?
Why do I think about you?
How would you react if I told you about it?
How do you think of me?
How much am I inferior to her?
You like her for her looks, don't you?
Are you that superficial?
Are all guys like that?
Do I really need you?

I wonder if I ever crossed your mind. For me it happens all the time.

She said

This is dedicated to a special someone :

Ooh boy, would you mind if I got closer?

You can't be too careful anymore.
I say, can you believe it?

I'd go wherever you want to go.

Cos you're amazing, just the way you are.

In my head, I see you all over me.

10 out of 10.

I go crazy because of you.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend.

I love you river deep mountain high.

I say a little prayer for you.

I'm singing in the rain.

Boy, you're so one in a million.

Something's got a hold on my, oh it must be love.

You make me feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream.

Dance with me.

Now I'm feelin' so fly like a G6.

I don't need a parachute, baby if I got you.

Baby if I got you, I don't need a parachute.

You're gonna catch me now.

Promise this, be the last to kiss my lips.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.

I had the time of my life.

My life would suck without you.

A day without you is like a year without rain.

No other.

Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you.

Why can't you see? You belong with me.

Total eclipse of the heart.

Thanks for the memories.
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts.

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say, we're moving on and we'll be okay.

I used to be lovedrunk, but now I'm hungover.

And I'm like, forget you.

I love you forever, forever is over.

I'm ridin' solo, I'm ridin' solo solo.

Brace myself for the goodbye.

I'm just a little too not over you.

How could I love him when there's so many others?

Two is better than one.

And everytime I look at you, it's like the first time.

And I'd go back to December all the time.
And I need you now.

I miss your fair skin and your sweet smile, so good to me, so right.

I remember every look upon your face. The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste.

You make it hard for breathing.

Cos when I think of you and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away.

There's something bout love that breaks your heart.

It was only just a dream.




This song totally describes how I feel.

Need you now

I'm sorry. I really am. I'm sorry, friend. I've failed you. I'm really very sorry. I'm sorry..

I'm very confused. Confused about everything. About everyone. Confused about my own feelings. Why must you always pop up in my head? Why are treating me so nicely? Don't you know that I'll fall for you even harder? Friend, good friend, one of my best friends, I must tell you this.
I love you. Even when you're always busy staring and looking at someone else. I'm the one who's always been there for you. Been here for you. When you treat me badly and hurt me, I fall for you even harder. When you treat me nicely, I still fall for you even harder. I'm so confused. Is this what they call love? I'm so confused now. I have my own distractions, but they don't seem to be working. I'm still thinking of you. My distraction was good. It really was. But you're always still on my mind. And I said I was gonna get over you and that this year is gonna be about me. Well, look at how it has turned out.
You always infiltrate my mind and your face is still in my mind everyday. When you don't text me, I feel weird. When you don't talk to me, I feel weird. What happened to our closeness? We used to talk everyday like nobody's business. Is it because of school? And we're both very busy nowadays? I have no idea what I'm saying and what I'm feeling now. But just so you know, I can't help these feelings from surfacing. And it's drowning me. I know that it's not a wrong thing to like someone. And when that someone don't like you back, it's just too bad. You gotta get your ass up and move on with life. I believe I've moved on.
But whenever I see you, all those feelings just come back to me. It comes rushing back to me and they just grip and tug at my heart. Is this what they say by old flames never die/die hard? Well, you were an old flame. But that day when I saw you, a new flame was lit up in my heart. It's like as if that candle was about to die. But then you came with a lighted up matchstick and lit up that candle again. Why? I don't know how to get over these feelings. To reject them. To push them away = to push you away. And I can't do it. I've tried, but you came back and stole my heart once again. Well you know what? I'm gonna get it back. I'm gonna get it back yo.
You are one of my best friends, and I really need you right now.

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

Dianna Agron

She suits yellow alot! :D
Jiemin, this is the pic! LOL.

Changed blogskin!

Changed blogskin!
I like this blogskin, it's awesome! :D
I'm wondering if I should change the pic to Dianna Agron (:
See how first lol.
Awwww I've been sitting infront of the comp for an hour now, and I haven't even bathed yet -.- I should probably go bathe soon. Very soon.

Ytd received Core Hist test marks. 16/25. Phew, didn't fail! (: But I want to get higher!
And ytd Sec 1s came! Awesome, they very cute! :D
And after Choir, celebrated Ms Ng's bday yay :D

Dianna Agron is so pretty! :D
She looks really pretty in dresses and with her hair down! :D

Sigh

Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror.
Why must you bitch about others without reflecting on yourself first? Seriously?
Do you know that what you said really hurt me?
But it's okay, I know too many things about you that spoils my whole impression of you.
I can't believe that I even prayed for you for like what, how many weeks. Maybe even a month. But that's okay. I'm gonna continue praying for you cos that's what I'm supposed to do. Love your enemies, that's the right thing to do, yes it is.
Pls, just don't comment comment on others stuff and whatever when you know that you yourself aren't any better. Maybe you don't even know how much of a bitch you are.
And go on, continue saying lots of things to hurt me. Cos I can't be bothered anymore. I wash my hands off this. So go on, keep bitching about me and others, cos I DON'T CARE. I see no point in wasting time and energy and not being able to concentrate in classes cos of you. It's just so time-wasting and energy-zapping and I'm wasting my breath to actually be angry over someone bitching about me. It's not worth it.
If I go around bitching about you too, I'll just be exactly the same as you. So no, I'm not gonna bitch about you.

Just stop and reflect on yourself before you open your mouth to bitch about people again.

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I can't control my feelings. Am I falling for you too hard? Or is it just another crush? It's gonna be okay if I brush off that feeling. Cos I know that you won't ever like me back. It's just not worth it.

CNY!

YAY today is the 2nd day of CNY aka Chu Er! :D

Ytd ytd, Chu Xi, The eve of CNY, had tuan yuan fan at Uncle's house. Great time of makan-ing! :D Then we watched Despicable Me HOHO :D

Ytd, first day of CNY, Chu Yi, went to Grandpa's (Dad's side) house first, ate the beehoon we always eat every CNY :D (now I'm craving for it. I MUST learn how to cook it someday! It's so delicious :D), then went to Bedok for Dad's relatives. After that, went hospital to visit Grandpa (Mum's side). Then went home, played Mahjong and Monopoly Deal with Bro and Cousin. from like 3 plus all the way to 5plus. And helped Mum to cook inbetween. I MADE PORK BALLS! HAHAHHA SO AWESOME! :D Then our delivery from Sakae Sushi came hoho! The legendary must-have every CNY, Yu Sheng! :D The best salad in the world hahahaha!!!!! :D And plus sushi (damn shiok with wasabi mixed with soya sauce!), and plus the cold dish too! (Including stuff like Sashimi, lobster salad jellyfish and many more! :D) Then relatives (Dad's side) and family friends came. Started lao-ing yusheng, then ate ate ate until my stomach want to burst and expanded like never before lol. I ate more than my Bro for the first time O: Woah. LOL. Then played MD with Bro, Cousin and Family Friends for like, 2 hrs? HAHHAH OMG SO AWESOME! :D

Then tmr going to Jurong for the Granny (Mum's side haha) and Mum's relatives! :D

I LOVE CNY! :D

Hmmm, though Idk why last time I say I prefer Christmas or CNY (I still do), but CNY is just so awesome, right? :D

LATER GONNA HELP MUM COOK ANGEL HAIR PASTA FOR DINNER HAHAHAHAAHHA I LOVE ANGEL HAIR PASTA! :DDD