Sunday, July 5, 2009

for god, and only god.

tdy went out with ly and dayna :D went suntec. then all of a sudden. i felt very frustrated. and my heart the chest area internally was very heavy. is my spirit hungry and thirsty for god? GOD PLS HELP ME THRU THIS!! i'm listening to mighty to save now, hopefully god will be able to rid of this thing. but i know i need god, and i decided to heed dayna's advice ;D though it's hard, but i'm willing to try if it gets me closer to god or god speaks abt something to me. i still feel like i'm a spiritual child to god lor. JESUS CONQUERED THE GRAVE, so i believe he can help me thru this. GOD HELP ME!! god pls help dayna too. i don't wanna be taken over by the world. yes, i believe i am ready for your comeback. jesus, i am willing to die for you, to make the sacrifice you had once made for us. the painfulness, the blood, the screams you had had just cos of us. god, i love you. god help me. god i am HUNGRY for you!! for you and only you!! i wanna have a breakthru!! i wanna be the ever once upon a time so on fire for you!! let me not backslide again, let me rise up for you!! god, pls help me. help me god!! thank you so much. i will live for you everyday, every heartbeat. this alasbaster jar is all i have, and i break it at ur feet god. hosanna in the highest. hosanna in the highest is god. from the inside out my soul cries out for god, only god. SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME LORD. BREAK MY HEART FOR WHAT BREAKS YOURS LORD.

anw, i still feel bad abt my emoness. cos ly and dayna. sorry guys!! no matter what, i'll make it up to you guys :D

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