haircut :)

ytd went for haircut at hair journal. now like my hair, not so thick, but after i washed my hair today, the chemical all come out, and then my hair become frizzy again -.- but the haircut is good, then da jie who cut for me also good :) then after come back home, then my doorbell ring. in the end is dayna and sarah. LOL! then sit around with them. then went to cell tgt, but they went to cheers to buy stuffs. so me and my bro go cell. and on da way there i bought ft island ex link sticker :) but ít's the one with wonbin, old one. so no seunghyun :(
then today, afternoon went to parkway with cousin, bro and dad. shop shop around, bought new sch shoes, and gifts for my tuition teachers. then met up with my mum, go family dinner with everyone from my dad side and family friends. eat until super full. then went to uncle's house to celebrate aunty and family friend's bday. then went home. now very FULL and TIRED.

like :)

I'VE DECIDED TO CONTINUE LIKING HIM! :D and of course, MY sungmin and MY seunghyun. sungmin is dating sunny! it's rumoured btw. and donghae dating jessica, and eunhyuk dating his fan. all are rumours lol

falling head over heels

falling head over heels in admiration and teenage crushes again. why must it be? why can't it be another person. pian pian must be him! again, i don't understand why ppl crush. i mean, i don't even know him lor.. it's like, look liao, begin to notice, and then start to like. however, not like previous crushes, i feel strangely warm when i see him. as in my heart feels very warm, there's warmth in me. last time is i get excited and my heart starts beating fast. but this time it's diff. i even dreamt of him 3 days consecutively! something's changed. sungmin didn't even appear in my dreams! OMG. that spells trouble. sigh.. i dunno why.. but yeah, it's different. totally so very different. maybe i'll just see how it goes. whether to stop liking him ornot. how can i stop? how can i stop when i keep seeing you around... i don't even know you. and one thing, i guess he would have known by now, cos it's just so obvious. i still don't get why ppl crush on someone they dunno :S it's silly right? i guess it's part and parcel of growing up. maybe i should just continue? cos i feel the happiness and warmth.

happy bday yesung! <3

HAPPY BDAY TO YESUNG!!!! :DDD i srsly love his vocals! :D jyjy yesung! YESUNG, FIGHTING! :D yesung is the first person i like in super junior :) so he means alot leh! haha.. the first time i saw him on mtv in pajama party mv, i love him! :D here is a vid of yesung to celebrate his birthday! :

youth anni!! ; ft island!

today was youth anni :D haha.. met zu er, qiao er, jerolyn and clara at aljunied mrt. then went to marina bay mrt take shuttle bus to marina barrage. we went there too early LOL! then in the end go tour the visitor centre before going our stall. then the whole day in the sun!! omg my eyes hurt cos of the sun. and got abit sunburnt le. whole day we never sit down, abit only haha.. leg very pain. before this pain liao, now walao even more pain. BUT IT'S ALL WORTH IT!! COS WE'RE DOING IT FOR GOD AND YOUTH ALIVE!! woots! and then like, earned quite alot haha.. but very thirsty. then watched the dance performance by fission X. was UBER GOOD! good job dancers! haha. although i have my criticises, but i don't think it's good to point them out here. ltr ppl get offend, i die :X LOL! yeah and then after that left and went back to aljunied eat with zu er, qiao er and jerolyn. eat until very full haha. enjoyed ourselves :) oh yeah and at the coffee shop, saw yingying and her church ppl. haha so talk to her awhile then we eat and left :D enjoyed myself, though now i walk very pain haha :D

AND I'M IN LOVE WITH FT ISLAND!! I REPEAT, I'M IN LOVE WITH FT ISLAND!!! :DDDD i find their songs SUPER NICE! all thanks to dana who told me :) before she tell me i know ft island very good, but nvr really listen to them haha.. now that i do listen to them, they are SUPER!! :D but i know that super junior is always in my heart :D this is my fav ft island song. it's called i hope. i first listened to it on pops in seoul haha.. thanks to VJ Isak!! :D this is i hope by ft island! :

HAPPY BDAY KIM KIBUM! <3

okay... so.. HAPPY BDAY KIM KIBUM! I <3 you forever! :D anw, he's not kimbum kay.. he is kibum! super junior's kibum! and when he smiles.. the whole world simply stops :D so happy bday! <3 :D 3 more days to yesung bday! woot! anw, since blogger can't upload pics, i upload VIDEO! this is for kibum! :

anw.. pft 5 stations today.. again failed the same stations which are standing broad jump and shuttle run.. and i'm like eating banana and ice cream for lunch now :S i keep forgetting to buy blue file for dnt.. gonna hand it up on monday..
anw.. my leg now very pain.. dunno how sia tmr youth anni.. and ltr meeting cell at 5!!!! for decorations!! faints.. so early.

i srsly love Why I Like You 니가 좋은 이유 by super junior :D i srsly srsly LOVE it! it sometimes make me cry. this is my <3 song apart from it's you 너라고. here is the piano version :

S2!

omg... ms ho switched me to SOPRANO 2 ytd!! faints.. i very not used to high notes.. i think when ms loh come back the system will change again. walao keep changing... but nvm, i got gillian (sec 1) and sin joo and xinying and ppl there! :) oh and happy birthday, qiu qin!

and then here comes it.... PFT!! was totally shag today.. tdy ran 2.4! omg i FAILED again.. just by 1 bloody stupid single minute. tmr got 5 stations. actually i see no use passing pft. even if i pass 2.4, my standing broad jump make me fail. but i'll just try to pass that 1 min when got retest bah.. and then today some ppl ambush us (me wenting liangyue) in the toiliet! ask us if can interview us regarding MJ (michael jackson). then we were like, erm don't want. but they force. so i gave in. wah then so paiseh, the videocam at my face!
cries :'( i hope they don't show me! don't show me! don't show me! show me, i KEEL you! (LOL)

OMG OMG youth anni is coming very very super soon!!! *hurray!* hahaahhahahahahahaahaha!! hope that we all will have fun at marina barrage! (i still don't get why they must hold it at that place sia) and let's be good stall holders! PL2, FIGHTING!

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this is the song that says my feelings for.... :)
this is by SUPER JUNIOR!!! *all cheers and screams*
너라고 neorago (it's you)

너라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)
난 너뿐이라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)

다른 사람 필요 없어 난 그냥 너라고
다시 한번 물어봐도 난 그냥 너라고
이미 너는 다른 사랑 했겠지만 (너라고)
놓칠 수가 없어 다시 돌이킬 수 없어 (너라고)

내 눈빛이 뜨거웠던 순간에 (너라고)
가슴 깊이 못을 박던 순간에 (너라고)
미련없이 바로 너를 선택했어 (너라고)
그래 난 너라고 oh! 난

그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천 번 만 번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you 너라고

아무 말도 필요없어 난 그냥 너라고 (너라고)
너무 늦었다고 해도 난 그냥 너라고 (너라고)

잘못된 사랑인 걸 알고 있지만 (너라고)
포기 할 수 없어 절대 놓칠 수는 없어 아아 (너라고)

차디찬 내 입술을 더 부르네 (너라고)
뜨거웁게 너를 찾아 외치네 (너라고)

불러봐도 대답없는 너이지만 (너라고)
널 기다린다고 oh! 난

그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천 번 만 번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
난 너라고 너라고 나는 (왜 모르니 왜 모르니)
난 너라고 너라고
나는 나

그 누가누가 뭐래도 나는 상관없다고 (난 상관 없다고)
그 누가누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고 (널 바라 봐 hey)
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천번 만번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

너라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)
난 너뿐이라고 (너라고) 너라고

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
" It’s too late " , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

cremation

i just went to the cremation today. morning. woke up at 6 plus, then faster get prepared for the cremation. got to the wake at about 7 plus. then waited for everyone to come. then went to the catholic church for service. then headed to mandai crematorium. i was just crying, crying crying. i guess it's just a natural human process. i feel so sad. but then i know she wants us to be happy. and i'm going to be happy! i must be happy! then after that headed back to eat. then went home.
ytd night at the wake, went to fitness corner to exercise. now arm pain cos i train my arm abit. but my leg, strangely not pain :S then i saw at the wake someone who looked like the waiter from orchard hotel during thanksgiving dinner. lols. until now i still dunno if that person is the waiter ornot. cos srsly look very alike.
and saturday was our thanksgiving dinner performance! i came to sch just in time. i thought i was going to be super late! then the bus would leave without me :P lol. and then during our performace i screwed up the dance.i was like doing three actions at the same time! :O omg.but then the dinner was GOOD :) and went around with shufang talking to some teachers. haha they all look so pretty (for the female teachers) cos they specially dressed up for this haha..anw enjoyed myself and went really high. oh i changed tables to shufang's table :D then our whole table were arm link arm, and were swaying together. then the waiter (the one i think i saw a the wake) coming to clear our plates. then he stare at us, then he go off. and when he came back, mavis asked him : why you go off just now? then his reply was super funny. it was like : cos you all there..... and then we all LOL:D is only 17 sia! i thought he is 20 or something (we know he is 17 cos this shufang go and ask LOLLOL!). the pics are on facebook. see those ppl who upload, cos i myself didn't take much pics.except for my orange juice and one with yilin.

wake

thursday, a day of tears. i could not help it.. but only on friday during sch then i broke down. thurs i teared.. i know she don't want us to be mourning, but it's natural. i think only time will heal this. now there's only 9 of us. my bro said something abt reproduction. maybe ten years down the road. anw, i hope that everyone will still remember her in our hearts. i am very sorry i was not there for her when she needed support the most. only on the last day. i'm glad she's in a better place now, with god.. i miss you. thank you for everything you had done for us and the family all these years. thank you for your love and care you have showered upon us all this years. love you.
and i went to the wake on thurs, and ytd (fri). i can't go today cos of the performance.

life is precious

life is precious. i am going to cry. very soon. i dunno when it's gonna happen, i pray hard that it won't happen. but if it's god's will, then i have nth to say. it's been hard. esp for my lil' cousin. been thru so much yet so strong. i hope that a miracle will happen. though it may not. but i know that she'll be going to somewhere better than this earth. i just hate to think of that thought. i didn't treasure life before. i just wished that it won't happen. it won't... now then i know how to treasure life. even hearing it makes me tear. god pls save.

anw, i saw him again!

:O

tdy i almost slept in science again. seems like that time of the day i always very sleepy. but science damn inetersting lor!! i can't believe it -.-

i feel so alone. lonely. like no one there. i know god is. and there's a bunch of great great bffs :) and friends :D but i still can't help feeling left out.. in class and sch esp... cries.

happy belated bday sg

HAPPY BELATED BDAY SG! i'm sooo 1 day late -.- hahaha.. anw went church ytd, and sarah came! :D finally, someone is church likes suju songs :) hahah i was waiting for this moment :DDDD
haha anw i'm just like watching suju's exploration of the human body :) super funny :)

outing with sarah :D

YAY!! haha.. went on an outing with known-since-birth SARAH CHIANG!! :D hhahah.. i LOVE going out with her. she super cute! haha.. cute = funny :) went to orchard, then we were looking for far east plaza to look for my korean clothings. then found our way there, but could not find the shops !_! wasted sia.. but bought 2 bangles :D one white, one baby pink!! one for one somemore! $4! haha.. cheap, cheap :) next time i know, come far east plaza le. anw, then FOUND OUR WAY to wisma (if i spelt that correct), then went to look at forvever 21. then she got a ring she uver LOVES. then went to kallang mrt, then we dunno how to take bus to kallang leisure. HAAHAHA!! in the end got to call dayna and ask where to take, how to get back HAHAHA!! super funny :) thanks dayna :D and then went there, then go subway eat. very yummy. went to the korean shop and bought a pen :D FINALLY, i bought something made in korea! then go to find a place to cam-whore. in the end find nowhere to cam-whore, so just took a few pics here and there, then go yoguru (I LOVE IT!) and i ate MY frozen yoghurt :DDDD i wish can have some zhen zhu nai cha. but my throat la!! and went to wait for bus 11. take sooo long! finally came, and then take back mrt to aljunied, and went library hahaha.. went there, cam-whored abit but i was not co-operative cos i tired le. and then read some seventeen magazines while waiting for her dad to come. then i went home :) haha.. now very tired, but worth it :D haha.. really want to go out with sarah chiang again! :D

anw ytd was sch celebration of ndp. very suck, cos i couldn't sing. doc said : absolutely no singing :( so i didn't sing! and the sch dun even know, say what thing we not enthu, nvr sing. I CAN'T SING, GETTID??!! :D didn't go prayer meeting cos of my throat.

must fast fast get well!! or else cannot go practice or performance!! JYJY myself! :D

going to church tmr :)

SUNGMIN! <3

this post is for sungmin! i was just thinking... abt sungmin :D haha.. how he started with suju, and etc etc :D haha.. this vid is MY SUNGMIN! :D and this song is by sungmin, lina and dana of girls generation (i think). lol. anw, here is the vid + song =



and this is another vid of cute sungmin! =


and another one of sungmin cam-whoring =


hee.. and i find this is the most cutest vid! this is of sungmin eating. =


hees... last vid! =

another round!

SIGH... BIG BIG BIG BIG SIGH! :( got another round of medication. since my throat got wrose 0.o aiyah, what i can do is : sigh.

anw, long time nvr use comp liaos! 3days.. cos dunno why suddenly the wireless mouse cannot work. then wah.. die.. in the end is found out is the battery prob -.-

anw, suju FIGHTING! lol random :D

oh and and and wed ran 2.4 again :) and i improved by 1 min! ALL THANKS to DANA for pushing me :D if not for her, i think i would have gotten worse :) thanks dana! :DD

SUJU SORRY SORRY ALBUM!

finally bought suju's sorry sorry album :DDDD congratulate me!! :DD i feel so good after having a missiona dn wish accomplished :D hahah.. anw went out with yilin and wenting today. lols we went suntec. after going cinema, then go find place to eat. almost went over to marina, then i rmb got food court. lol cheap and good! i ate ban mian. the ban mian so hard de lo! haha.. then we go the cinema there see harry potter :D until now i still confused about the ending! O.o haha.. but enjoyed myself after all :) but need to drink lotsa water in case my sore throat come back again haha.. thanks yilin and wenting! happy bday in advance wenting! :D

TMR GOT SCH AGAIN. SIANZZZ. but got choir :D

church :D

went morning service tdy. cos combined. haha.. then omg youth anni coming so fast! i think need to shop for pirate / sailor clothe le lor. haha.. now stoning at lit essay. i wrote my first line. now i dunno how le :S