cremation

i just went to the cremation today. morning. woke up at 6 plus, then faster get prepared for the cremation. got to the wake at about 7 plus. then waited for everyone to come. then went to the catholic church for service. then headed to mandai crematorium. i was just crying, crying crying. i guess it's just a natural human process. i feel so sad. but then i know she wants us to be happy. and i'm going to be happy! i must be happy! then after that headed back to eat. then went home.
ytd night at the wake, went to fitness corner to exercise. now arm pain cos i train my arm abit. but my leg, strangely not pain :S then i saw at the wake someone who looked like the waiter from orchard hotel during thanksgiving dinner. lols. until now i still dunno if that person is the waiter ornot. cos srsly look very alike.
and saturday was our thanksgiving dinner performance! i came to sch just in time. i thought i was going to be super late! then the bus would leave without me :P lol. and then during our performace i screwed up the dance.i was like doing three actions at the same time! :O omg.but then the dinner was GOOD :) and went around with shufang talking to some teachers. haha they all look so pretty (for the female teachers) cos they specially dressed up for this haha..anw enjoyed myself and went really high. oh i changed tables to shufang's table :D then our whole table were arm link arm, and were swaying together. then the waiter (the one i think i saw a the wake) coming to clear our plates. then he stare at us, then he go off. and when he came back, mavis asked him : why you go off just now? then his reply was super funny. it was like : cos you all there..... and then we all LOL:D is only 17 sia! i thought he is 20 or something (we know he is 17 cos this shufang go and ask LOLLOL!). the pics are on facebook. see those ppl who upload, cos i myself didn't take much pics.except for my orange juice and one with yilin.