I miss you

You may not know it, but I miss you so much. I miss your laughter, your presence around me that never fails to make me happy. Without you in my life I just feel an empty hole, like something's missing in my life. I wish to turn back time so all of these never happened. I wish I didn't cause you any misery at all and made life happy and easy for you. I wish I could've realised how impt it is to make a positive impact on someone's life, now that I instead caused you hurt. I know that sorry's not gonna help nor is it gonna change anything. I'm too ashamed even to face you. I just want you to know that, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry and though I don't show it, I miss you really, really a lot. It's really like a hole without a treasure without you. I'm not sure how you feel, but I think I've done too many things that can't be forgiven. So if you wanna leave, I understand. I know you're gonna say like But just so you know, I'll be here for you.