You

You. I trusted you to change your ways. You said you would change your ways. And look what has happened now. Was it a misunderstanding, Idk.

But whatever it is, you made me feel like this :



If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault 
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
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You of all people should understand how I'm like. In fact, you said you knew me too well.
Well, look at how you made me feel.
This has happened far too many times, and Idk if I can take it any longer. Yes, I do admit, I am eager to see you everyday. In fact, VERY eager, EXTREMELY eager. I want to see my best friend, I want to spend time with you. When I said I wanted to spend some time with you catching up, you didn't even reply that part of what I said. Do you know how that feels?
And yes, I said I was okay. Cos that day was good. But after what happened on that day itself, Idk what to say and what to feel.
I don't expect ANYTHING from you at all. NOTHING. Oh, you don't have to change your ways for me. Yes, you saw it right. For me. It's okay, no worries. I just can't take it that your attitude is seriously like a jerk. Seriously, you were being such a jerk that I couldn't stand it anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm a stranger to you. I feel like I'm not even your friend. Why why why?
First it was R. He left me. We don't talk anymore.
Then, L. He left me too. When I try to talk to him, he just gave short replies. Now we don't talk anymore.
Are you gonna be next? I hope not. Whenever I think about you being the next, I feel like crying and start to tear. Pls, just don't leave me.
But still, I can't stand you those times when you were being such a jerk to me. I really couldn't stand it. I felt like ending this friendship.. But at the same time, I can't stand the thought of you leaving me. Or me leaving you. I don't ever want it to happen. Pls, just don't leave me, whatever it is. I don't wanna lose a good friend like you too. Do you know that when you said you didn't want to lose a good friend like me, I cried? I like, seriously, seriously cried? Cos I know that my feeling towards the friendship is mutual, and it was a great feeling. Our friendship's been through thick and thin. And it was amazing. It included fond memories that I can look back on and smile at.