Idk

Idk if I should be happy or sad.
Is this really love? Do I still really like you? I'm so confused. But hey, I think I love you.
What happened ytd, Idk, but I think I felt a deep sense of nostalgia. Of what we used to be.
When I opened your card, I was just smiling. Smiling all the way. Smiling to myself for no good reason whatsoever. I think I love you.
I miss your voice, your face, your texts, your presence in my life, your everything.
I wanna hug you you forever and never let you go. I want to hug your present and card to me. I never want anyone to take you away from me. Pls just tell me you'll stay in my life. Whenever I think of you, my heart skips a beat.



But I keep having this fear that after I graduate, we won't keep in touch anymore. No no I never want that to happen. You played a major role in my life. Everytime something happens, the first person whom I wanna tell it to is you. You just pop into my head. Don't go away, and pls tell me you will stay.
I wanna tell you I love you so much.
But I can't tell you about it. Never. It would mean too much to our friendship. If I tell you, I'm scared that you will be scared to talk to me and stuff like that. Besides, I already know who you fancy. You yourself told me. So what's the point?



Why.. Why.. Why? I keep having this feeling that you're gonna be gone from my life. You've moved on. I haven't, and never want to. My friends tell me you're not worth it, it's not worth it. But I say, hey, you're the one I love. No one's ever made me feel this way before. It's you.



(Yes, I'm over kpop but this song just relates to me so much.)

It's MYE now. Damn, I'm so not prepared yet. For MYE AND Os.. Die -.- Bye I'm gonna go study now.