2010 resolutions/back from sec 3 camp!

HEY I'M BACK FROM SEC 3 CAMP!
the toiliet there so dirty! want shit also cannot. finally i come back and everything all clear liao. woots! and shower time very rush lol. i'm suffering from extreme tiredness.
and it's quite fun lah. didn't go kayaking due to my abrasion. went rock climbing, but i climb halfway 3 metres then cannot find any rock to put my foot on liao T_T so i went down. then went abseiling and flying fox. and also jumper. quite fun lah haha just that personal hygiene..... -.-
AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH AIRPLANES :D

I MISS HOKKAIDO! :(
and my bro haven't uploaded the hokkaido photos into fb! cannot tahan anymore, i upload some here first. i hope he faster uploads it onto fb otherwise i will do it liao :P

how long do i have to wait?? i feel so depressed and sad alr. it's gonna be a month soon. it's alr half a month, but time passes so slow. over at hokkaido when i'm enjoying myself and feeling very blessed, time passes so fast. when i'm sad now, time passes so slow. i know that love's not time's fool, but i just can't stand it anymore. it's morphing me, killing me. lord pls help me, i wanna see U again. i feel so... no words can ever describe. singapore is so small. let us meet again lord. i can never stop hoping that i will see him again. let me recognise him when we meet again.
do you know that airplanes remind me of you? do you know that i am willing to wait for you? do you know that you touched my heart so deeply that i can't seem to forget you? the time you used yourself as a pillar for me when skiing, that was when i was uber touched. but i regretted not reciprocating your love. and now i'm suffering. let me just see you again soon. time passes so slow nowadays. it's rly heartbreaking and my heart is yearning for only you. if i could just talk to you or see you again, i would be so happy. it's like having no air. that's how i feel. my heart aches, and i'm hyperventilating.
if i could just see you..

this song totally describes my feelings, it makes me wanna cry too.
it's the theme song for my sassy girl (nice movie btw). called i believe.


Translation: I believe (Singer: Shin Seung Hoon)

I believe… When you are not with me there are no stars in the sky.
I believe… The way back to you will feel a little far.
I’ll carry all those memories deep inside me.
I’ll feel pain, it’ll make tears fall.
When I won’t cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I’ll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.
I believe… It’ll hurt me to see, you can’t cry.
I believe… My tears will fall, you should turn back to me again.
Again I’ll glimpse you come into my sight
And it’ll make my tears fall.
When I won’t cry you will leave me
With no change and no tears.
Someday again the tears will come around
You know it
I’ll believe that you are waiting.
I do it for you.
Before I knew you, the world was dazzling.
From that sky I got left with tears.
I will care for that person.
You are the only reason…
To me the wait gives me enough happiness.
Love is the only reason…
As days pass by,
If you forget the way, I’ll be waiting
I do it for you.
I do it for you.
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this song also describes my feelings. it's the movie white chicks (darn funny movie :D) theme song, a thousand miles by vanessa carlton.


Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight
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oh yah, about 2012 resolutions for me, it would be :
1. to be able to meet him again (more of a wish than a resolution, but i don't care, i wanna see him again badly)
2. i wanna do well for this year!
3. get a new schoolbag T_T
4. springclean my room MYSELF before CNY (lol)

that's about all. i only want the first one most.