first day of school

it's the freaking first day of school that i dreaded.
it's back to soceity and civilisation.
it's upper sec life alr.
and i don't like it.
i want to fast fast graduate ~
crap lah.
sec 3 camp is in like 2 more days?!
lol my bro says it's the best camp in sec sch life.
but somehow i not looking forward leh T_T dk why also.
AIYAH!!!!!

and idk if i should learn beatbox ornot leh.. it's 4 lessons are $65, and near raffles place. but idk if i should go learn, cos i find using my parents money like very... erm idk how say lah. i asked my mum, she say waste money. but i alr show people my interest in it and even ask how much liao lor! damn. idk if i should go ornot.
my mum will say no.
my dad will say okay.
my bro will say anything.
so how am i supposed to make a decision?!
damn. i'm really interested in beatbox. aiya see how lah. i very frustrated now.