it's new year's eve

so fast, 2009 passed in a blur liao. so far, in 2009, there was only 3.. and the last one is not gonna be forgotten easily. in fact i'm gonna wait until that day comes. today is the 10th day that i've waited. seems so short right? in fact, it seemed to me like a decade. each day passes so slowly.. yet over there each day passes so quick! i wish i can reverse time and go back to the 12 dec again... but yet, i can't. i can only wait for the next chance, and when it comes, i shall grab it with all my might and never let it go.

and yet again, 2009 passed so fast. my sec 2 life is over. argh i don't wanna go sec 3! i'm not prepared yet :( i look at the POA, core hist, physics, chems book all i sian diao alr. ESP CHINESE. HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE CHINESE AGAIN. DIE LAH :X
hopefully there will be a miracle

my new year's wish is to be drunk, and have a hangover. yesh, you may all think i'm mad or crazy or whatever, but i don't care. i think of liquor as my thing. and my type of drink. i think of liquor as cover of sorrow. it covers up sorrow that people has in them. likewise, same to me. i felt so happy drinking the asahi beer and sake in hokkaido. well, but i WAS truly happy in hokkaido. come back here only, sigh...

well, i'm glad my cousin UNKNOWINGLY ( heh heh ;) ) bought some alcohol chocolates from germany for us :D had a great time eating it man. next time i'm gonna buy sake from sol mart alr. and when i turn 18, i'm gonna down myself with lotsa lotsa beer :D

haha and tuesday went out with SARAH :D went 313 @ somerset. WAH the forever 21 there got 4 storeys! cool :D and the uniqlo there so big! but cannot compare to JAPAN lah, hor? :) bought a 5 dollar shirt from cotton on, quite nice hahaha.

I'M SO NOT PREPARED FOR SEC 3 LIFE. ARGH... my hair is screwed, my bag is screwed (I FREAKING NEED A NEW BAG), and i no like to go back to school to face society and studies once again. i'm afraid i will burst out in tears any moment in school, and it would be like, so embarrassing! i'm afraid i will not be my usual happy-go-lucky self, and i would just sit there and sulk all day long. i'm afraid i will cast a loner image with my sorrow. well, i'll try to be happy! god has given me joy and happinessm i should thank him for it.

well, bye bye 2009, welcome 2010.