happiness god placed in me :)

forgot to say about the white chocolate factory ytd. WAH IT WAS DAMN NICE! it was like disney concept, the whole building. damn nice :) the place very class :D

i'm still waiting for god's answer. yes, wait, or no?
if it's yes, i'm sure i'll see him again very soon.
if it's wait, i shall wait no matter how long it is.
if it's no, i will get over it.
most likely it's wait. i just have this feeling, but i wanna confirm it. so i'm waiting for god's answer.
if we are fated to be, i'll definitely see him again.

haha and god gave me a sudden surge of happiness ytd and i became my normal self again :) then went out with dayna and told her about the whole thing. the happiness thingy, she said, it's definitely from god (and i know it myself too). but then there are maybe 2 reasons for the happiness.
1) is that happiness for me to get over it.
2) is that happiness for me that i will get to see him again.

i loved like never before.....