Sunday, April 26, 2009

The devil comes to..

The devil comes to kill, steal and to destroy. thats what i feel he's doing. stealing my passion of God away from me. stealing the passion of serving God away from me. Stealing the calling that God placed in my life away from me. good news is, god has recovered all of them!! praise the lord!! and now, i am motivated again!! for studies wise, im not sure. lols.. anyways, its a good news to share around with everyone abt this :D

oh my.. i wish everyday is syf.. den no nid go sch. so shuang :D haha..

Saturday, April 25, 2009

my heart will go on...

What is love? Is it just about couples? Is it just about sweet nothings? I believe 10-15 years down the road, i will experience a true one as my parents did. Just wondering, what is love? 爱爱爱不完?还是什么?啊。。我不惯那么多了啦。。现在要读书!!努力地读书!!加油加油!! :D :D



this is a song in titanic. though old, its still famous and very nice. can cry listening to it man. go and imeem or youtube it :D

My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till were gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life well always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Youre here, theres nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
Well stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

------- end of song ------------

I dunno whats the damn problem man... why are there ppl tao-ing me at one time, ppl getting prouder at the same time, ppl who ignores me at the same time, all the SAME PERSON!! im so pissed.. those of you who doesnt know, too bad. cos im not gonna say anything.. sad felt like crying. now is just pissed.

and my history file is lost :( :( i dunno where i put it!!! damn!! :( somemore i monday have to passup!! CRAP D:

beach cleaning with class on june holidays.

decided not to join stretch already, no passion already.

cant study. no mood to. hopefully i can pull my studies up again.. god help me.

CYNTHIA DONT LISTEN TO ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT GOD!!!

LORD HELP ME!! save me from everything i am going thru!! i believe and have faith you will save me from this situation!! thank you dear lord. i pray everything will be fine again. thank you my lord my god

Friday, April 24, 2009

The definition of friends

hey ppl. i've been high and emo at the same time -.- high cos syf silver!! emo cos i have fake friends. the only true ones are church, pl2 they all. well, i MUST and WILL have a change of mindset. some ppl dont even care. and those who care are other schools, either that or other classes. yilin, wenting and dayna are the only true friends i feel that i have in class. i dunno wats going on. CYNTHIA DONT LET THE DEVIL TELL YOU THIS!! I WILL HAVE A CHANGE OF MINDSET, AND EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE OKAY. ITS OKAY, ITS OKAY.

anyways 2day aft assembly went dance room meet ms ng, gave us lollipops!! thanks ms ng!! :D give us a treat nxt time bah :D haha..

Thursday, April 23, 2009

SILVER IS FOR SYF :D

lo and behold, our GMchoir got SILVER for SYF!! :D everybody clap hands!!! :D thank god soo much and those who had prayed for the choir :D CHOIR READY TO PERFORM, NUMBER ONE HUNRED AND TWENTY THREE, GEYLANG METHODIST SCHOOL SECONDARY. THEIR SONGS ARE (or something like that i cant remember) WHITE HORSES, MORNING STAR, AND TA XUE XUN MEI. and everyone claps hands.
My heart beat fast fast. my stomach at butterflies. there we were in wesley hall (aka chapel hall), having our last rehearsel before the oh so long-awaited syf. aimed to do my best, our best :D okay, i thought, its gonna be like this, go up on stage, get done with it and go off. we will get the medal we deserve. and we did :D

WARNING : this whole post gonna be abt today syf, dont like to read it, ur business.

as i woke up at the so darn early time at 5am, preparing myself, doing make-up and hair at home (which my dearest mum did for me :D as they say, shi jie zhi you mama hao :D), ate my breakfast, got ready, and off i went to meet shufang first. waited for her at traffic light, and after she came, we went up to music room. it wasnt open. we then went back and saw joanne and sharon on the way and we found our way to canteen, and then choir ppl went to dance room. alumni came to help (so sweet of them :D i appreciate it, thanks so much, alumni!! :D), and once we stepped into dance room, after all the boys go out, girls started changing. after change did make-up and ate bread. i ate half and threw the rest away cos couldnt finish. and it felt darn weird cos everyone were staring at us while we ate (outside the dance room!!). and then went into dance room to do touch up, and went to wesley hall to rehearse. rehearse rehearse rehearse, and then off we went!! omg going down the stairs to general office to get to the bus was a total paiseh-thingy going on. all the upper sec 2.4km/pft boys were there, staring at us while waiting for the others to come down. i mean, ALL were staring at us. damn paiseh. saw ron, saw linus and all the sec 3 familiar faces. den we ran to the bus, got on, sat at the back with rachel loh, shufang, regina and huiting. when we went off all the buys stared at our bus AGAIN. dammit. haha.. and then reached VCH. went there, practiced outside, and some other sch ask us keep quiet cos we disturbing them -.- dont care, den we went to the practice room for 10min. that place was neat and cool :D haha..i was damn nervous that time, my heart beating damn fast. den went to queue up for our turn. everyone was so nervous, esp kimberly. lols. den our turn, i followed kimberly up the steps and stood, waiting, smiling. and they announced : CHOIR READY TO PERFORM, NUMBER ONE HUNRED AND TWENTY THREE, GEYLANG METHODIST SCHOOL SECONDARY. THEIR SONGS ARE (or something like that i cant remember) WHITE HORSES, MORNING STAR, AND TA XUE XUN MEI. and everyone claps hands. formed a curve, with ms ho's instructions. and the piano started playing. my heart was beating, my stomach was growling (with hunger). and we opened out mouths and sang white horses. after white horses, changed position to morning star position. sang thru morning star, after morning star my stomach growl damn loud. even during at that practice room alr growling. den changed places to ta xue positions, and sang thru. after that smile, den go off. i was relieved it was finally done. hurray!! (quan shi jie bu shui jiao, yi qi yao :D thats S-POP hurray song, done by JJ Lin Jun Jie, my most fav singer of all times :D lols random!!) okays anyways den went to watch a few more choirs, before that ate bread alr but my stomach still growling. den after that went on the bus again, and then went back sch. sit wif da same peeps, and we crapped tgt haha :D its really fun :D haha..and went back dance room, change, go back class take books (very waste of time and damn weird, cos we everyone staring at us and kep asking us wat medal we got), slacked, den went back class during science again. should not have even went back man. waste of time. only 10 more min left to dismissal den i went back -.- haha and dismissal that time i walked damn fast back home, ate ice cream and kinder bueno for lunch, and had tuition. and then i got the results. SILVER :D haha really really thank god for bring with us thru this time and for giving us this blessing :D haha..

and was talking to yang just now. super funny. cos he say that he tell jere i very good. lols am i?? haha..

only 1 day i used up 60 msgs le -.- die die.

anyways got 2nd in class for literature test!! 16 and a half over 20!! yay!! :D thank god still, for everything!! :D :D haha..

nth getting into my head for studies. NTH AT ALL

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

1 more day to SYF

hey ppl!! its one more day to SYF!! the long awaited day. am i happy? am i excited? am i scared? YES to all. tmr we're gonna hear : CHOIR NUMBER 123, GEYLANG METHODIST SCHOOL SECONDARY!! (123 is a nice number) anyways after all this its ALL DONE!! and can focus on studies. though i dont study MUCH :D OH YA, and here are the results of the rest of the performing arts groups (in case u didnt know), ours are coming out tmr after we perform, 3pm :D. so here are the results for the rest :
BAND - SILVER :D
DRAMA - GOLD WITH HONOUR!! :D
DANCE - GOLD WITH HONOUR!! :D
hope choir gets at least a silver, but we will have to work hard though, and tmr we alr performing..

haha me and wenting were crapping abt kirei kirei cos the advert was played on my tv. so funny. i'll try using kirei kirei one day :) sooner or later i will :)

yups, thanks to dayna who lent me her blue eyeshadow :D haha..

my msg the plan renew again!! yay!! :D

and i would like to thank my besties and friends who are and were standing by me during this thunder
JESUS :D
dayna
lydia
lauren
yilin
wenting
shufang
joanne

SO JING ZHANG ABT TMR!! 1 more day to syf!! :D jyjy choir!! we can do it!! :D

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

OUR BLESSED HOPE :D

dayna had chosen "our blessed hope" theme for the cet presentation. now what? wait i dunno what to do, how to do -.-

wells anyways ALL THANKS to DAYNA for lending me for blue eyeshadow :D haha jia yous choir (and me) for syf!! 2 more days, yi ding xing de!! :D so far, results band is silver. so good. dance results coming out tmr 4pm. sure get gold de. jia you dance and drama!! :D

wells anyways dont so pissed le dayna, chill, relax :)

1 more day to msg-ing again!! :D yay

AAHHH THE BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG DAY IS COMING!! must not fall sick :D

yups, and today so damn angry. i was waiting at traffic light, when it just started raining super heavily. before that was raining, and it stopped and the sky cleared. walao den so fast like this suddenly have one heavy downpour. and so many ppl were running, and so i followed suit, wifout thinking may cause illness (omg and syf is 2 more days!!). i was soaked and ppl laughed at me. argh!! and then aft sch ate lunch wif wenting and zoe. den aft wenting went off rememdial, yilin joined me and leah and me and leah ate roti john :) and drank yet another cup of passion fruit jiuce!! regretted eating so much, my weight increased!! need to do situps!! need to do crunches (or whatever they call it)!! need to do the leg thingy (dunno how to say, just exercising leg)!! :D haha.. i shant say much abt lessons :X

ytd me, wenting and yilin went siao and crazy, totally. we just kept laughing at stupid and nonsense stuffs. so funny. we just anyhow make up stuff and laugh, rofl, over it haha. SUPER SUPER SUPER FUNNY!! :D and they gave our new ez-link card!! eeeeee. so ugly me back then!!

on sunday, lauren didnt understand sermon cos pastor moses preached. lols lauren, work on ur chinese and get well soon. i cant believe im gonna say this (for the millions of times), go doctor. get well lauren!! u can make it!! :D jia you jia you. zu er was quite ok :D looking forward to talking more with her :)

JIA YOU CHOIR!! YI DING XING DE!! JYJYJYJYJY :D
2 MORE DAYS TO SYF!! :D yay

Saturday, April 18, 2009

ytd, 2day the same :D

ytd :
the sprinter C. kunalan came our sch to talk abt sportsmanship and friendships!! haha its so cool and funny :D enjoyed it alot. helped me waste 1 period of lesson! :D grateful to that man :) ahah..
AND HISTORY KILLED ME. TOTALLY. essay i wrote rubbish, described abt WW2 and Great Depression when im supposed to follow the pointers -.- stupid right? and i forgot it was open book and i was supposed to write nots to help me, but i forgot. im so dumb. but thank god i knew the questions and knew how to answer them :D

and erms, night time went out wif cell after tuition!! :D but the new girl and jerolyn, ron, clara, royston nvr come -.- its not a whole pl2 already. but we still did have fun!! and we all went really very high :D and lauren and lydia kept repeating the "chu yi chi cu, chu er chi cu, chu san chi cu" that thing until lydia stopped at chu shi, but lauren went on until chu er shi. yang started it!! haha.. he asked us to say the thing. i can do leh!! :D haha yay!! :D ya and we went just noodles at suntec :D super nice, and free flow of drinks and ice cream!!! i ate 4 scoops of choc icecream. and now i have flam. greedy me -.- and i just measured my weight. i looked at it, and i said OMG. its confidential :x and we also did another funny thing, and which yang got frustrated at and kept us (me and ly) from running away. lols :x haha.. we cant say!! or else someone will complain :x haha.. and super fun lors :D haha..
lauren, i do hope u get better :D
lydia, dont let those things bother you. dont be sad le k? :D

2day :
choir choir choir. morning star!!! omg i dunno how le. nvm 5 more days, jyjyjyjyjy :D haha..

3 more days to msg-ing. FREELY AGAIN!! :D
5 more days to syf. OMG OMG jing zhang la :D haha..

Thursday, April 16, 2009

changed seat!!

changed seat wif kathleen ytd. now sitting wif dayna!! :D although missed the time when sit wif jasmine, but i sit wif dayna now we talk ALOT haha.. :) anyways science spa test was a killer. sure fail. literature est, ok ok la, can pass :D tmr history test!! AGAIN.

poor lauren, dehydration and leg pain. cos of that run right? get well soon :D

and tmr theres cell outing at city hall, free flow ice cream and drinks!! :D haha.. and theres a new sec 1 girl joining our cell!! :D yay new member!! :D so fun :D her name is zu er :D yay yay yay!! :D super looking forward to tmr, i miss pl2!! :)

7 more days to syf!! 0.o go choir go!! go me go!! :D

Monday, April 13, 2009

easter sunday service!! :D

for one moment i forgot wat the blog about. den i remembered :D

ytd easter service was great :D but very early end, 4pm -.- haha.. and thens the drama and dance was super nice, funny and good :D and priya, yanting (tan), ruth and cheryl was brought by dayna!! dayna danced good :D good good keep it up!! :D haha.. den after that went to macs wif lauren, my bro, lydia, royston and azriel to slack and talk. and then me and lydia were at the counter deciding wat the eat and we were very fickle (i mean lydia was the one ordering, wo pei ta only) and we keep laughing and the counter person also laugh. lol so darn funny. and so she decided on an apple pie :) and shortly after that she went to buy strawberry shortcake ice cream haha.. and i made a concoction :D haha.. and it was really horrible, like the kind i made wif rachel chua and huiting at macs :S haha..

i got 11/20 for history test!!! :( im so sadd.. i've never done this badly for history before?? why the heck must it be history?? i've always been getting straight As for history. why the sudden deprovement??? i think its cos of my time management thats the problem. :( i wanna study but i cant. when i stare at the book, my mind goes blank and i strat doodling and wandering off to fantasy land!! :( :( waa can i cry?? isnt it too late to regret now?? i should really just put my effort in again.. esp when MYE is coming!!

and syf is 10 more days away.

9 more days to sms-ing wif my phone again!! :D

Sunday, April 12, 2009

bento lunchboxes!! :D

this is the bento lunchboxes :D enjoy!























Saturday, April 11, 2009

100th post!!

HEY PPL!! THIS IS MY 100TH POST!! WHOOHOO :DD

AND CONGRATS TO LYDIA WHO HAS HER VOICE BACK AND RECOVERED!! THANK GOD :DD

JEROLYN!! dont give up!! jia you jia you!! must do well in O lvl hor :D haha..

well it really sucks too, wif only 1 free (pathetic) sms left to use for 11 more days??!! how can i survive, i wonder. its impossible lor. thank god my mum lemme use her phone when shes around for me to sms :D

and i received an email from my mum. its abt the lunchbox bento. so cute all those bento sets!! :D haha. those who received it u will know wat im talking about :D hahah..
ya and me and jero now talking, we talking abt harry potter and movies and random stuffs like new moon, and movies we wanna see :D haha..

yup, and oh on thursday aft sch went wif joanne to mrt to buy my lunch, den headed back home after walking and talking wif her. talked abt him.

and ytd met up wif dayna b4 church and walked to church tgt. and some unknown number had called dayna. den dayna was like, who u. den the person said : lydia!! lols so it happened that lydia had actually used jerolyn's phone to call dayna. den we were like, oh lydia u recovered!! haha.. :D

tmr is easter, so fun fun fun :D i mean, cos jesus resurrected. the whole of heaven must be very busy, wif so many ppl in the world celebrating it :D haha.. just that some ppl get misconcept that its all abt some easter bunny -.-

11 more days to syf!!

I WILL NEVER LET YOU FALL, I"LL STAND UP WITH YOU FOREVER. I"LL BE THERE FOR YOU THORUGH IT ALL

Thursday, April 9, 2009

JAI HO

jai ho by pussycat dolls :D i like it but my bro keeps playing it. veru sian -.-

well anyways, those who are sick get well real soon!! :D
shufang!! recover from ur flam and throat :D syf 14 more days!! :D
ron!! dont injure urself again kay. take care haha :)
dayna!! congrats, syf is over!! :D
huiting!! dont sad kay? :D

erms my phone msg bomb.. i only left 10 free msgs (i just found out), try not to msg me unless i do.

oh ya tmr is good friday!! the day our lord died on the cross for all our sins!! thank you lord for this. and easter is the day he resurrected, and NOT about some bunny giving eggs to little kids. (but i still like the chocolate eggs on easter :D haha) yup, tmr i think im sitting wif my cell for da service :D woots!!

OMG sincy!! u are leaving GM!! no... but u going ACS leh.. good sch. but i will miss u!! lets talk about the "gan jing" guy wif yilin :D haha..

yups, i find i cant hit high notes anymore.. i have no idea why too

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

YO :D

hello once again. good news!! my chinese got 40.5/50 and my maths got 16/20 :D
i thought it was 10, in the end its only 9 -.-

TAG REPLIES :
david - yea miss u la :] haha..
shufang - HI :D
huiting - yea la kk la.. aiyo.. A go B la :D haha random :D eh how u get my blog ah?
yang cheng - YANG!! paiseh worh haha :D how u get my blog de? haha..
lauren - haha ya number 21 :D lauren ur number 2 :D haha.. when r we making brocoli cake? :D
jerolyn - YO :D

choir was erm.. pain? lols i dunno but mr lee asked us to like erm used our hands to support our body when we sit on the floor to tighten stomach muscles. pain pain pain. lols.. but it works leh. i find i dont go out easily :D

well anyways CONGRATS TO DAYNA 100TH DAY :D AND ALSO FOR HER SYF TMR!! :D JIA YOU DAYNA U CAN DO IT!! :D

and i finally went to see the doctor again and im taking pills again. so paiseh she examine me :P im not gonna say wat cos this is very private, u guys will probably laugh and like, euughhh.. its very disgusting la i put it this way.

shufang, hope ur throat gets better :D
ron, the reason u get injured is cos u squashed lulu :D lols nah just kidding. must NOT get injured again hor. take care yea.
yilin, sorry i tell him. but ta tai guo fen le bah. bu ying gai da ni mah. haha..

Sunday, April 5, 2009

gone out :)

YAY!! went out wif lydia, dayna 2day to bugis!! :D after combined service 2day went to subway wif da guys and lauren they all to eat lunch at singpost, den me lydia dayna went to bugis to take neoprints and window shop :D super fun and funney :D and we called ouselves JAR :D sshhh pretend i didnt say anything then :) haha..

lauren, u SHOULD teach him a lesson. u SHOULD :D hope u recover from the injuries :D NO, banging ur head is not fun. im glad u resisted :) lols delete ur inbox msgs la :D
lydia, dont talk. it'll only make ur throat worse. jia you jia you :D
dayna, jia you to 100th day :D

thank god for everything he has done for me :D im still thinking of joining music ministry but its hard leh.. lol but i believe i will and i can, just waiting for lauren to go to drums intermediate or her drums improve first. jia you lauren!! oh yea and sarah, i dunno if i still wanna join bcm ornot.. cos im contemplating music ministry, paiseh :( u can join too :D haha..

my 100th post of blog is coming sooooooonnn :D

Saturday, April 4, 2009

I'll praise you in this storm


lauren!! ur fav duck :D its in my dad's car haha

this is VCH. 0.o

I LIFT MY EYES UNTO THE HILLS, WHENCE DOES MY HELP COME FROM? MY HELP COMES FROM THE LORD, THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH :D
YOU'VE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE. ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS TORN. I'LL PRAISE YOU IN THIS STORM. :D

wheeeee my bro is coming bac tmr!! pity im not going to fetch him :P lols..

shufang, u will forget him de. dont think too much. sure got someone better coming along for u!! jia you :D

oh yea and i would like to thank all my frens and god himself too, although im like backsliding but dayna's method really works and i feel that god is speaking to me again but i still dont really think much of him le. i used to be singing praises to him every second of my life!!! i dunno wats happened now, i've backslided, my studies steep down, i have no more attitude, and wat the heck everything's all so screwed up!! wish i could be like sec 1, studies good, guai guai de, no problems, nth to worry abt, happy and happy and free and free. but i still thank god cos hes still there for me no matter what, and i really thank and praise and worship my lord :D he helps me, he comforts me and he loves me :D

and i wanna thank all my frens too, who had been wif me thru all this :D and those who have been accompanying me :D no matter choir, sch, f2-3, pl2, zone 1, church, cousins, family, etc etc :D
THANK YOU ALL MY FRENS!! :DDD
THE MOST ULTIMATE FRENS I HAVE : JESUS!!! :D AND MY BELOVED COUSIN FAUSTINA!! :D
1.DAYNA!!! :D
2.LAUREN!! :D
3.LYDIA!! :D
4.LINUS!! :D
5.ARETHA!! :D
6.SARAH!! :D
7.MY OWN BROTHER, GABRIEL (LEONG)!! :D
8.RON!! :D
9.YILIN!! :D
10.HUIMIN!! :D
11.SHUFANG!! :D
12.HUITING!! :D
13.JOANNE!! :D
14.FELICIA!! (F2-3) :D
15.JASMINE!! :D
16.ZOE!! :D
17.LEAH LEAH!! :D
18.CHEN ENG!! :D
19.GIGI!! :D
20.JEROLYN!! :D
21.YANGCHENG!! :D
22.JERE!! :D
23.CLARA!! :D
24.AZRIEL!! :D
25.WENDY!! (CHOIR) :D
26.WENTING!! :D
27.REGINA!! :D
28.RACHEL LOH!! :D
29.MIN YEE!! :D
30.RACHEL CHUA!! :D
31.XIANGYING!! :D
32.MARY!! :D (although not same sch le, but we still keep in touch!! :D)

Friday, April 3, 2009

L.O.V.E.

L.O.V.E. da da da da da da da da da, L.O.V.E. doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo

YEA!!:D i just remembered da song in xi jie album by lin jun jie :D its a nice beat haha. haha well anyways aft sch went to slack wif huiting. we joked and talk abt crap, yi bai wan, alot alot of stuffs :D it was fun. :D tmr got choir. shit i just realised i dunno da dynamics yet. crap crap crap.. i've been having quite an angry week, dont ask me. talking abt it will make it worse....

LULU IS STILL SQUASHED BY RON (lols enough abt lulu already)

and my bro is in cambodia right now. pray he is ok and hes coming back tmr the tmr :D wheeeee den i wont be 1 person at home le. but wats the use poly also starting alr =.=

oh yea
linus, glad u r ok!! :D
lydia, dont talk.. take care of ur throat yea dont fall sick again:) all da bestest for dance!! :D
dayna, looking forward to da 100th day, arent u!! :D lols
shufang, dont sad, jia you cheer up!! :D haha
lauren, nooooo u must be superduck!! we r one super family of animal farm!!:D not forgetting fishball boing boing :D DONT bang ur head. its NOT fun. yea haha da waitress understood u :)
huiting, glad to talk wif u!! :D
faustina, lets go out and random around again :D wheeeee
aretha, ur not gonna be alone, im still a "super" :D super junior plus supercow rocks!! :D haha.. yea dont go that clinic. expensive!! haha.. hows da poor little duckling? yea, joshua (not xiao hua) is so hot!! :D haha

IM FEEDING DA KOREAN WAVE IN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yea, im crazy :P

not to forget, thanks to the lord for all he has done for me :D

Thursday, April 2, 2009

i forgot abt lulu!!

hey ppl.. i just remembered abt lulu.. lols. ron!! u still sat on lulu!! lols but shes fine now lols and wif lauren (i guess?)

well anyways, chior has been good, except i couldnt sing on some days cos my fever interrupted 0.o WALAO EH!! the medicine for my flu, sore throat and fever was really very very expensive!! my poor dad, had to pay for it since my neighbourhood doc was closed. if not i could get all that for at da most 20 dollars =.= and da antibiotic was really big, so i could not swallow it, but slowly i did manage to swallow it (its not capsule!! its one big fat tablet!)

enough of my medical history (i have been getting sick almost every month now). oh yea i finally got the consent form to join stretch, vocals. but i cant register it yet cos i dont have money to pay =.= anyways lydia is joining drums, dayna is helping out wif dance, my bro and royston (and maybe jere, im not too sure) is joining vocals too, and ron is electric guitar, clara im not sure, yang is teaching guitar, lauren not joining, azriel i dunno, jero im not sure either, and linus is bass. well thats all abt wat i know (for now) lols.

i just found out that i cant really get over him yet.. its like, very hard when i see him everyday.

shufang, dont sad k? sure have ppl better de :D

btw : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VAaBjmkhZ8
this song by jewelry S is called date. its really nice, and its a girl's feelings. lol.

oh yea and david archuleta rocks!! i like crush and a little not too over you by david archuleta :D it fits my feelings exactly :)