the WHOLE week of sch D: i am sick again!

D: D: D: - my exact emotions in sch. this week bloody suay suay. sigh.
oh i am sick again. throat very pain, very bad, now have to take two very very big pills every 3 or 2 times a day :(

monday - hsitory test :) i studied somemore :D hahah..

tuesday - can't rmb what happened.

wednesday - physical torture day D: RUN 6 ROUNS 2.4!!! :( then my leg so bloody painful. and i did a stupid thing. i breathe thru my mouth. then no saliva inside. LOL. and i ran like 21 min lor. FAIL le :( aiya my pft every year sure fail de la even if i pass 2.4 also fail, cos of standing broad jump.

thurs - worst day of the week. throat bloody pain. and when i woke up, going off for sch, my dad come and tell me that my spec the leg broke. whole thing. WTF. then i go around sch blur blur the whole day, and during lesson i wear my pri sch spec, and one side blur one side clear. WTH. then geog test i studied abit :D ahhaha.. and at night went to make new specs and repair my specs. and my dad tell me can try contacts :D finally! :D haha..

friday - fell sick today. throat damn pain. so aft tuition went to see doc. doc prescribed me some medicine. again take medicine. i never broke my record before (RECORD OF FALLING SICK EVERY MONTH). i wish i can only like sick when i want to be. or rarely sick. cos today is FOP! wth.. so i cannot go fop D: don't wish to spread to my zone :D haha.. i hope you all are reading THIS! see how kind i am ;D hahahah.. kidding kidding :}

maybe either tmr or sunday i going with mama to watch combined works of shakespear. haven't even bought tickets yet lo LOL. cos need to see how my condition. THROAT SUPER PAIN!

THIS IS FOR MY COUSIN, my only LEONG cousin, JYJY, never give up, never stop hoping okay? you are the smart smart smart cousin i know, and don't ever give up spirit. no matter what happens, we are family and we are always here for you!! don't feel upset by anything no matter how bad is the situation, no matter how strong the storm in life is yeah. press on, never give up hope! :D *always here for you, cousin* :D

btw, i listen to it's you song by suju the piano version, and i find this SUPER NICE la!! here it is :



and this is the mv version. same song :D :



and of course, the dance version :

new blogskin :D

hehe.. i changed another blogskin again :D i'm currently searching for a sungmin one :D but i LIKE this. better than the last one.
but take a bloody long time to load my blog

NEW BLOGSKIN

i've change my blogskin to super junior blogskin!! yeahh.. :DDD haha thanks to FELICIA who guided me thru this :D thanks felcia :D

this skin is bloody screwed. my links suppose to be on the right side they go and put the left side. then the right side only got one LINK the heading there. angry like mad. SO THE LINKS ARE ON THE LEFT YEAH

BLOGGER STILL CANNOT UPLOAD PIC

blogger!

BLOGGER BLOGGER, why is the format liddat de? cannot post photos! sigh..

oh and anw, on sat, went to hillsong concert with bro, elson, linus, lydia, lauren, royston, and royston's friends. we sat on the ground. lol i first time on the floor. last time i always sit seat de :P lol now i know, sit on floor much much and wayyy better! :DDD went high, jumped alot until my feet now very pain LOL haha.. enjoyed myself really :) and some pastor from seattle preached. very comic, that pastor haha :D and i am 90% going fop! :DD oh and like, zu er and lydia have suju the sticker or card or whatever you call that! i am so envious, i want to go get also the lady say don't have liao. damn. nvm, i will be getting my album VERY soon :D hahah..

aretha!!!

YO!! went to send aretha off at airport ytd. i didn't notice the time, and OH by the time we left it was like 10plus, got home at 11 plus. LOL. anw i enjoyed it. though tiring cos we keep taking jumpshots and camwhor-ed :DDDD haha.. i will upload some pics once ly tags us on facebook haha :D or via pl2 group :D oh yeah and really enjoyed myself, though aretha went back again. but she'll come back again! :D haha.. woah. me and jero ate the indonesian grill, or something liddat, and then the chicken was SO BIG. jero could not finish it, and i gave half to my bro LOL. ly get well soon! :D lauren, JYJY! :D come back soon aretha :)

anw tdy is hillsong concert! woots! sorry azriel not enough tickets, we miscalculated :(( really very sorry sorry sorry sorry :( oh and yeah, at first i didn't wanna go, but decided to go in the end -.- see if this can help me bring me back closer to god :)

haha.. gillian says her new korean partner is me. ohh ~~ how touching :D haha.. GILLIAN, don't throw felicia away, and you ROCK :D

SUNGMIN OPPA!

shinee juliette

i've decided to learn shinee's juliette dance :D haha.. i'll learn suju first. although shinee's juliette is easier, but suju is number 1!! :D haha.. here is juliette dance vid :)



and tdy we're going to send aretha off at airport! SOMEONE will get surprised tdy :}

xiangying take pic with lin jun jie!

XIANGYING IS SOOO LUCKY LOR!! she saw lin jun jie, even take pic with me. i am SAD! i never get to see him. cries. sooo lucky la xiangying!!!! i have ALL his albums at home :D but now, my main focus is on suju :D but i still like JJ all the same la ahhaha.. AND I HAVE TO GET SUJU'S ALBUMS NO MATER WHAT!! 1ST, 2ND, 3RD ALBUM I MUTS GET!!! RAWR!!! LOL!! hahaha..

sians.. and i totally screwed up praise and worship ytd. lauren and lydia and dayna, cheer up yeah!!! :D haha.. i'm always here for you guys yeah!! thanks alot alot of the magazine jero :D <3

and speaking of teenage magazine, ytd after jero handed me the magazine, i decided to buy another one from ntuc. cos i want to paste 1 side suju 1 side BOF. so i bought 2 :} haha.. now i currently have 2 suju posters!! i want another one :D

teenage SJ and BOF :D

hey!! i just found out from jero ytd. that teenage got bof and super junior posters!! OMG. my 2nd suju poster is gonna be hung up in my room!! OHH YEAHH :DD and i asked jero to help me buy le :O thanks alot jero! :D hahahaha.. bof confirm have artticle bout it. suju 70% bah :D i hope got :)

anw,, i'm srsly feeling very vrey tired. practically fell asleep in sch tdy. and thanks to dayna tdy for showing me concern :D thank you dayna!! best friend forever :D

i hope you'll be okay :)

oh and ytd i fall during pe :O while doing zero point or whatever. damn. and then choir was really funny haha.. instead we learnt joyful joyful DANCE steps. oh yeah. haha.. dancing fun :D

SJ SUPER!!

HEY!! i forgot to talk abt class photo taking ytd. was NOT fun. clarice go and push my face in the funny shot. tsk tsk. haha :D and some da jie kept leading me around taking my arm. LOL!! yes, tdy vocab test was failure. i dunno how to do everything. and lauren did not give me any recognition for typing out shakespear romeo and juliet part for her. LOL. oh and i'm doing praise and worship. decided to do the theme god almighty :)

anw here is a video of MY SUNGMIN waking up in adonis camp. he is the first one displayed when the video is started. with kangin :( haha.. then after that i like the parts which sungmin gets waken up by hankyung (his face looked so stunned), and the part where he uses his leg to switch off the light, the part which eunhyuk was dragged out of the room by hankyung, and the part when leeteuk went back to sleep. LOL. so here it is :


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and this is MY SUNGMIN ;D i know, cute right?! don't you dare say no. say YES :DD and then like, he's so soft spoken and cute and baby faced, matched him exaactly!! haha :D



and this is felicia's leeteuk. felicia, i purposely put this up for you de like you did. haha :D



this is eunhyuk :D jem of super junior. great great dancer and choreographer and rapper :D



this is donghae :) another cute one.



and.. finally, last but not least, yesung!! :D super junior's best singer :)



i don't want go sch tmr!

class!!

haha.. i find this pic of super junior happy very cute :D esp MY SUNGMIN!! omg. leeteuk, eunhyuk, sungmin, and yesung look so sweet here. and cute! haha :D not sayin g that shindong and kangin is not la. haha just that i find eunhyuk leeteuk sungmin yesung better :DD




ytd church was very high :D haha..first time in this year i felt so high in church :D
tdy class cme, was very.. haha i dunno what to say. made us form dunno how many ppl in one group. like say the number, then we supposed to get into groups of that number. those don't have kicked out. my group was the last one standing LOL! anw, after we all see almost everyone all out le, we ourselves feel like out-ing ourselves. hahah!

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i don't believe anything. is this really true? is this not a dream? is this not my imagination? is this noit an illusion? is this REAL?

MRS SUNGMIN :D

HEY ppl!! lemme tell ya all smth :DDDDD I AM OFFICIALLY MRS SUNGMIN!! :D we (me and sungmin) are now married to each other :P haha!! miss felicia aka mrs leeteuk just married us tgt :D over msn -.- haha!! anw, happy happy happy now :D ltr got church!! but the thought of cet... anw, PLS, call me MRS SUNGMIN from now on :D it's sooo nice to hear that :D i chose sungmin since i can't have leeteuk and eunhyuk and donghae (taken by someone called felicia chua. ahem ahem cough cough) so i chose sungmin. anw, sungmin is in my top 3 list le, so why not? haha.. and he's soo cute!! his face still so baby face, and his voice is still so nice sounding (not like deep deep de, although his voice long time ago break liao), and it's just simply so angelic!! haha :D

this is MY sungmin!! hear that? MINE!! haha :D SO NO STEALING. RAWR!!

DANCING TILL NO END

WOOTS!! HEY PPL!! before i do anything, let's just say HAPPY VERY BELATED BDAY TO DEAREST LEETEUK YEAH? haha :D last time blogger got some thingy, can't upload pic. NOW then can :) haha!! and the next time either eunhyuk, leeteuk, sungmin, kibum, donghae or yesung's bday come up, i SHALL and WILL say happy bday and upload their pic :D




i'm BACK to super junior!! it seems better for me, maybe english songs are not really my type haha. anw... i really like the part in the mv of rokkuguh where teacher eunhyuk keep whacking things at shindong and they have a showdown. LOL!! so funny sia eunhyuk. oh and i bought super junior happy album! YES!! a mission to buy their album accomplished :0 i bought it when i went suntec with ly and dayna :) haha.. i keep forgetting to blog down... SORRY SORRY IS A MUST LEARN DANCE THAT I WANNA LEARN!! AND IT'S YOU ALSO!! AND AND BASICALLY SUPER JUNIOR'S DANCES!! ALL I WANNA LEARN!! WOOOTS!! hahaha. basically what i wanna learn is this (this is in order, starting from 1, being the first one i wanna learn, and i want to learn most. so there you go :
1)sorry sorry - suju
2)it's you - suju
3)happiness - suju
4)U - suju
5)wonder boy - suju
6)cooking cooking - suju happy
7)pajama party - suju happy
8)twins (knock out) - suju
9)miracle - suju
10)don't don - suju

hahah so this is ALL those i wanna learn :D one at a time bah. i'll start with sorry sorry first :D oh and this is sorry sorry dance version :)



and this is it's you dance version :)

quiz?!

Tagged by felicia chua to do this:

1) The person who tagged you is:
felicia chua :)

2) Your relationship with him/her:
friend? HAHA
3) Your first impression of him/her:
hello.

4) Your most memorable moment with him/her:
mac? haha

5) The most memorable thing you said to him/her:
i can't remember haha

6) If him/her becomes your lover:
oh then i'll be les? haha

7) If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him or her to improve on?:
nth :)

8) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will you do?:
i will die.

9) If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason?:
snatched someone away from me :}

10)The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are:
SHARE WITH ME EUNHYUK AND LEETEUK AND BLAH BLAH!!

11) Your overall impression of her/him:
HAHA. i dunno :S

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
me? i dunno :P

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
hehe. my fattiness :P

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:
i have no idea. me myself I

15) For people who care and like you, say something to them:
i love you guysss!!

16) Pass this quiz to 10 randompeople who u want to know how they feel about you:
1. DAYNA!! {dancing!!}
2. LYDIA!! {lovable!!}
3. LAUREN!! {labbage!!}
4. JEROLYN!!
5. ARETHA
6. SHUFANG
7. FAUSTINA
8. CLARA
9. YILIN
10.YANGCHENG {magnet mama!}

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with? (shufang)
hehe.. winter love? :D(kidding)

18) Is 9 a male or female? (yilin)
FEMALE!! :S

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing? (faustina and yang)
LOL!!! they dunno each other :S

20) What is 2 studying at the moment? (lydia)
same as me probably? LOL :D

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3? (lauren)
now i'm chatting with her via msn :D

22) What music does 8 like? (clara)
lols. i dunno :S
23) Does 1 have any sibling? (dayna)
yeah, one very ... brother.

24) Will you woo 3? (lauren)
NO. we're not les, aren't we lauren?

25) How bout 7? (faustina)
NO!! HOW CAN I WOO MY COUSIN!! I'M NOT LES :DDD
26) Is 4 single? (jerolyn)
haha yeah.

27) What's the surname of 5? (aretha)
loh :)

28) What's the hobby of 5? (aretha)
watching dramas? haha :)

29) Do 5 & 9 get along well? (aretha and yilin)
haha they only met once. at church valentine day special :)

30) Where is 2 studying at? (lydia)
TK :D smart ehh.

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
hmm. if i take out my spec, i go blind. i want contacts!!

32) Have u tried developing feelings for 5? (aretha)
no :)

33) What color does 4 like? (jerolyn)
green? haha

34) Are 5 and 1 good friends? (dayna and aretha)
DUH!! THEY ARE VERY GOOD FRIEND!! :D

35) Does 7 like 2 ? (lydia and faustina)
they dunno each other, they are NOT les!

36) How did you get to know 2? (lydia)
haha.. since baby, to bcm, to pl2 :D

37) Does 1 have any pets? (dayna)
haha no.

38) Is 7 the sexiest person on in the world? (faustina)
hmm probably? haha.
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anw, hey ppl. cell on friday was good (i forgot to post abt cell here) long time nvr play mahtong le :D was recharged!! haha :)) and then i only saw aretha for a what it seemed 10 secs, and she went off. oh my tian. anw, then cell, then supper, then dayna came!! yeah. haha. then went off.

for god, and only god.

tdy went out with ly and dayna :D went suntec. then all of a sudden. i felt very frustrated. and my heart the chest area internally was very heavy. is my spirit hungry and thirsty for god? GOD PLS HELP ME THRU THIS!! i'm listening to mighty to save now, hopefully god will be able to rid of this thing. but i know i need god, and i decided to heed dayna's advice ;D though it's hard, but i'm willing to try if it gets me closer to god or god speaks abt something to me. i still feel like i'm a spiritual child to god lor. JESUS CONQUERED THE GRAVE, so i believe he can help me thru this. GOD HELP ME!! god pls help dayna too. i don't wanna be taken over by the world. yes, i believe i am ready for your comeback. jesus, i am willing to die for you, to make the sacrifice you had once made for us. the painfulness, the blood, the screams you had had just cos of us. god, i love you. god help me. god i am HUNGRY for you!! for you and only you!! i wanna have a breakthru!! i wanna be the ever once upon a time so on fire for you!! let me not backslide again, let me rise up for you!! god, pls help me. help me god!! thank you so much. i will live for you everyday, every heartbeat. this alasbaster jar is all i have, and i break it at ur feet god. hosanna in the highest. hosanna in the highest is god. from the inside out my soul cries out for god, only god. SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME LORD. BREAK MY HEART FOR WHAT BREAKS YOURS LORD.

anw, i still feel bad abt my emoness. cos ly and dayna. sorry guys!! no matter what, i'll make it up to you guys :D

SUPER JUNIOR (FAV) BDAY!!

lols, felicia just gave me all the super junior ppl that i like the bday :)) see my tagbox.
LEETEUK 1 july
EUNHYUK 4 april
DONGHAE 10 oct
YESUNG 24 aug
KIBUM 21 aug
SUNGMIN 1 jan

haha!! thanks felicia :D

leeteuk bday (1 day late)

HEY PPL!!!
I JUST REALISED... YTD (1 JULY) WAS LEETEUK'S BDAY!!! OH NO.. I FORGOT!! sigh.. ANW, QUICK WISH HIM HAPPY BDAY NOW!!! NOW'S NOT TOO LATE :D i already did wish him happy bday!! and.. i can't seem to upload leeteukie's pics here. since his bday, tmr i try again if can upload :D oh yes!! <3 <3
i need to watch these ppl's bdays from now on : (not in order)
1)EUNHYUK <3
2)LEETEUK <3
3)DONGHAE <3
4)YESUNG <3
5)KIBUM <3
6)SUNGMIN <3
7)THE ULTIMATE : LAUREN!!! :D cabbages for her? LOL