I am counting on God

What happened to emotion? - FTSK < Listening to this now on youtube favourites :)
I'm gonna focus on studies starting from tmr onwards (though tmr I'm still gonna watch Glee 3D Concert Movie :X)
So I'm not gonna blog anymore.. Until after Os. Well I think there might be a few occasions where I'd get tempted :X
I'll try not to post on Fb or Twitter either.
I will only use the iPad for internet, which will most prob be checking Fb or Twitter only.
I promised myself I won't touch the iPad or use internet for more than 1/2 hour a day.
This is the last chance, all out, fight for the finish line!

First time making Brownies and Cake Pops and it's successful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to Eunice, I now know this mashup yessss!! :D TW's in it!


I'm sad to say this but apparently I think this is the last post on Blogger (I might still get tempted once in a while though :X). See you after Os, Blogger!

Everytime I listen to this song, I always feel extremely encouraged :D
For now and forever always, I am counting on God :D


I'm in a fight not physical,
I'm in a war but not with this world,
You are the light that is beautiful,
And i want more,
I want all that is yours

Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God

I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
Im in a fight not physical,
Im in a war but not with this world,
You are the light that is beautiful,
And i want more,
I want all that is yours

Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,

I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God

In the miracle of christ in me,
Is the mystery that sets me free,
Im nothing like i use to be,
Just open up your eyes,
You'll see
In the miracle of christ in me,
Is the mystery that sets me free,
Im nothing like i use to be,
Just open up your eyes,
You'll see

Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So we never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,

I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,

I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God

What makes you beatiful

After 1D released this song's mv today, I listened to the song and felt so inspired.
Some people really have no idea how good they are, in the area of character.
You, who is reading this now, MUST know you ARE beautifully and wonderfully created for who you are.
Never feel inferior and never compare yourself with others because everyone's different.
What makes you beautiful is who you are inside.
We are who we are.
Heh I feel so inspired now yay.

Chinese Os got back C6.. Not sure if i should retake.. I'll consider and pray about it. Cos my oral got a Pass -.-

Speaking of oral, today's English oral was just... Sigh. I don't wanna dwell on it :X


You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

So c-come on
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes

Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you
Baby you light up my world like nobody else

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
But that's what makes you beautiful

What happened to emotion?

Well sure I miss you. But come to think of it now, maybe life is really better without you. I see you in school, but yeah we don't talk anymore. I THINK I'm numb towards you now.

And I just drank a warm mug of English Breakfast Tea :) Life is good. I love it! (L)

Well maybe not that good -.- I could've gotten an A2 for my English Paper 2 if I had 1 more mark damn it :X And just got back Science MCQ results. Failed Physics by 1 mark (got a glare cos of that -.-) and failed Chem by 2 marks (faced disappointment -.-). Well this just proves 1 theory : My Science is CMI/sucks. Well but I gotta pass for Os. I'm mentally prepared to fail Science already. Heck if I fail it now, I gotta work hard and prove to the whole world that I can FRIGGIN PASS MY SCIENCE YEAH MAN.

Tmr is my mock science practical exam. Good luck to all taking the English Os Oral and Science Practice exam tmr and on Friday! All the best for those collecting Chinese Os results tmr too! :D (including me :X Nervous!)

Okay bye! This song is really nice. Depicts how I feel too. Cya, the person who walked out of my life for good.

Yeah, we’re young but for how much longer?
We’ve been caving in under all the pressure,
All for time.
You’re cynical and kinda crazy,
And honestly we’ve been contemplating why we even try.

You’re killing me, killing me, killing me slow.
And I don’t even, don’t even, don’t even know.
What it is that you’re doing.
If you really knew me you would let me go

And you’re cutting me, cutting me, cutting me down
And you’re wearing me, wearing me, wearing me out
And the songs that we’re singing
The point of our feeling
What happened to emotion?

I’d make amends if it made things better
We give, you take with such little effort
All for time.
Sure I’m passive but you’re aggressive
And I honestly can’t be tolerating it anymore

You’re killing me, killing me, killing me slow.
And I don’t even, don’t even, don’t even know.
What it is that you’re doing.
If you really knew me you would let me go

And you’re cutting me, cutting me, cutting me down
And you’re wearing me, wearing me, wearing me out
And the songs that we’re singing
The point of our feeling
What happened to emotion?

Hands up ’cause I’m jumping off this train
I’m giving up and I hope It’s not too late
I’m taking back, taking back what I said
’cause I’m done, I’m done pretending
’cause I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna change
I don’t wanna stop, I don’t wanna change
I’m never gonna stop, never gonna change
We’re never gonna stop, never gonna change

Killing me, killing me, killing me slow.
And I don’t even, don’t even, don’t even know.
What it is that you’re doing.
If you really knew me you would let me go

You’re killing me, killing me, killing me slow.
And I don’t even, don’t even, don’t even know.
What it is that you’re doing.
If you really knew me you would let me go

And you’re cutting me, cutting me, cutting me down
And you’re wearing me, wearing me, wearing me out
And the songs that we’re singing
The point of our feeling
What happened to emotion?

Remember

Dearest Aunty Eliza

I will always remember you. 2 years ago, you left the earth. I miss you Aunty Eliza. Idk if you can see this from heaven, but I miss you and I love you. You are the most lovable person I have ever met. You find fault with no one, no one at all. You give everyone your unconditional love and care and concern. You help others no matter what, even if you are tired or busy. No one can find fault with you either. I still remembered while you were recuperating at home, you had time on your hands and cooked creamy spaghetti for me on my 13th birthday. You helped my brother find a job after his Os at your office. And also when I msged you to wish you happy birthday, you replied, thank you Cynthia you made aunty's day!!!

Your niece is such a failure, she didn't know you were battling with cancer until Sec 1 (I think). You had such great faith in God that I should learn from, you had faith in him even though the inevitable was about to happen. You showered your cuteness and love on us all and made us all happy. I remember in Korea you were so happy and excited to see snow for the first time, wherever got snow, you immediately ran there with Rech and play with the snow, esp on the cold mountain top. Then I remember at the carpark while we were walking to the Korean BBQ restaurant, you saw snow in the bushes, and then you and Rech ran there and made a mini snowman for me. I remember we couldn't bring it into my restaurant, so I had to smash it on the ground -.- I shouldn't have done that and save the snowman instead, but then I smashed it. I'm so sorry :( Sigh anyway it's far too late to say all these already.. But I will always remember those memories.

Things are still not the same without you, though it has been 2 years, and I don't think it'll ever be the same because you impacted us deeply and you will always be in our hearts. We still talk about memories of Korea and the past when you were around. We remember the places we went to makan at while you were still around. I still remember after you left, Jenese who was only 3 years old then asked where you went. Uncle Eric told her heaven. She asked, where is heaven? Then Uncle Eric said a faraway place. I always remember that. I still remember how the pasta you cooked for me looks like too. And the food you used to cook during CNY for tuan yuan fan. Yum yum.

Well I know that you're in a better place now, a place called heaven. You might even be singing praises to God now. Idk how it's like but I will when I myself pass away. And I'm sure it's great. I love you and I miss you. You will forever be in my heart. Though your presence isn't here, the memories and times spent with you and family and family friends will always be in my head and heart.

Sincerely, your niece Cynthia Leong.

Cone-ing part 2

FTSK uploaded a new cone-ing vid :D

Of cos, the first guy in the vid isn't part of FTSK lol I think he's their manager or smth.

Desperado

I'm a despo kid.
I tweeted Nathan Sykes, Tom Felton and Liam Payne to wish me all the best for Os and that it'll greatly motivate me. I'm not expecting an answer though lol. I guess I'm just a crazy obsessed-with-celebrities kiddo. And I changed my iPad lock screen to Nathan Sykes' picture of him holding a tag that reads "Keep calm and carry on".
I'm just studying for the sake of studying and thinking of what I can do and should do after Os -.-
Which is worrying and I'm kinda freaking out.
After this post I gonna study Geog already. I just finished studying Rivers and Natural Veg. Later start on Kalimantan and Development. As well as EMaths.

And ytd I drank a Caramel Frappe from Starbucks and it's Venti-sized! Zooweemama when my Bro came back with it I was like woah, that's huge. And I drank it all up within 30 min -.- $7 flew away.

Woah the comments page on Cher Lloyd's Swagger Jagger is... Idk what to say. Err, hateful comments? Lol they should disable comments.

Oh yeah I most prob will not be updating as often as before.

Okay I'm off to study now!