Remember

Dearest Aunty Eliza

I will always remember you. 2 years ago, you left the earth. I miss you Aunty Eliza. Idk if you can see this from heaven, but I miss you and I love you. You are the most lovable person I have ever met. You find fault with no one, no one at all. You give everyone your unconditional love and care and concern. You help others no matter what, even if you are tired or busy. No one can find fault with you either. I still remembered while you were recuperating at home, you had time on your hands and cooked creamy spaghetti for me on my 13th birthday. You helped my brother find a job after his Os at your office. And also when I msged you to wish you happy birthday, you replied, thank you Cynthia you made aunty's day!!!

Your niece is such a failure, she didn't know you were battling with cancer until Sec 1 (I think). You had such great faith in God that I should learn from, you had faith in him even though the inevitable was about to happen. You showered your cuteness and love on us all and made us all happy. I remember in Korea you were so happy and excited to see snow for the first time, wherever got snow, you immediately ran there with Rech and play with the snow, esp on the cold mountain top. Then I remember at the carpark while we were walking to the Korean BBQ restaurant, you saw snow in the bushes, and then you and Rech ran there and made a mini snowman for me. I remember we couldn't bring it into my restaurant, so I had to smash it on the ground -.- I shouldn't have done that and save the snowman instead, but then I smashed it. I'm so sorry :( Sigh anyway it's far too late to say all these already.. But I will always remember those memories.

Things are still not the same without you, though it has been 2 years, and I don't think it'll ever be the same because you impacted us deeply and you will always be in our hearts. We still talk about memories of Korea and the past when you were around. We remember the places we went to makan at while you were still around. I still remember after you left, Jenese who was only 3 years old then asked where you went. Uncle Eric told her heaven. She asked, where is heaven? Then Uncle Eric said a faraway place. I always remember that. I still remember how the pasta you cooked for me looks like too. And the food you used to cook during CNY for tuan yuan fan. Yum yum.

Well I know that you're in a better place now, a place called heaven. You might even be singing praises to God now. Idk how it's like but I will when I myself pass away. And I'm sure it's great. I love you and I miss you. You will forever be in my heart. Though your presence isn't here, the memories and times spent with you and family and family friends will always be in my head and heart.

Sincerely, your niece Cynthia Leong.