Thursday, November 24, 2011

Jay's straight hair

pic.twitter.com/b2QwZNg7

I have never seen this pic of James McGuiness before. Ever. I just happened to see it on Twitter.
Hahhaa giggling like mad now!!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Dear God

Dear God

I know I've got to change. I can't conform to the ways of the world anymore. I should be renewed by you. I'm so sorry Lord. I'm sorry for having a hard heart and being bad Cynthia. Pls help me be good Cynthia and never let bad Cynthia ever come out again. Dear God I pray that you change me. Change my heart. Soften it. Help me correct my sinful ways. Help me treat others better. Yes you've reminded me countless times about what JOY stands for. Jesus, Others, You. Help me to ALWAYS put you and others before myself. Dear God I'm so sorry for all my sins. Pls help me. I repent from the bottom of my heart. Pls help me to be a better person and mend wounded relationships and not just sit there and do nothing about it and end up hurting you and the other party and myself. I'm so sorry for the way I've been living my life. I know I've gotta change. So from now onwards, from this second onwards, I'm devoting my life to you again. Fill me with your holy spirit and teach me right from wrong again. Tell me what is good and what is bad for me and for everybody. Protect me, love me. Protect all of us, love all of us. I pray for your peace in everyone's heart, in my heart, in my soul, in my mind. Lord love us, love me. For without you, I am nothing. I submit to you once again. Help me to have this passion for serving you again. Help me to make an effort. I'm so sorry I've not been close these few days though I'm already free. Help me. Set me free from the bondages of sin. Help me be the shining star, the light of the world, the salt of the Earth for you again Lord. Teach me, guide me, mould me, use me. I promise you, I will try. And I will lean on you, always. Dear God pls forgive me and pls soften my heart again. I pray that I will always be with you. I know that when I take one step towards you, you take two steps towards me, because you love me. And I love you too I want oh so badly to serve you and follow Jesus' lead. You placed many people in my life for a reason to encourage me to pray, lean on you, love you, and serve you. Thank you so much for them. Thank you so much too for the miracles in my life, in everyone's lives. I pray that you pls continue to work miracles, love us, protect us, bless us, lead us and guide us. I was in the wrong, I did wrong, but through your grace and mercy, I am now redeemed and set free. I pray that I will never leave you nor forsake you ever again. Thank you so much for your forgiveness in my life and in everyone's lives. Take my life, take everything of me Lord. Once again, I ask for your forgiveness, grace and mercy to me. Thank you so much, for I know that I am forgiven. Thank you Lord I love you and I will do you proud so that next time and everytime you'll praise and call me a "good and faithful servant" :) Give me one more chance Lord. Thank you. Pls forgive me, and thank you :)

In Jesus' name I pray,
AMEN! :D



She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air


Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands

Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Ooh, Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, take it, take it from me
Ooh ooh wah ah ooh ooh ooh

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Warzone

I give up. I really give up on you. You think just texting me every now and then asking me random and weird questions are just gonna redeem our friendship or whatever we had in the past? Well, it's not. It's too late now. I feel sad and empty without you, but you really do seem happier with your other friends. You seem happier without me in your life. I feel I'm being made use of. I feel that you're just getting closer to me cos of the girl you fancy. Idk whatever happened but it's just too late. If you don't say anything, I'm just gonna shut up and try to pretend nothing happened. Well, isn't that what you seem to be doing too? Idk I feel everything you said was just lies lies lies. It's too late, I repeat, it's just too late. My heart is sinking and feeling heavy while I'm writing this cos I'm letting someone special go but you know what? I don't think you're worth it anymore. I'm gonna get over it and you should too. I'll see you for the last time this Friday and disappear from your life cos I'm never going back to the school (apart from collecting results and Choir). I'm a girl, you're a guy. There's no way one can ever understand the other fully.And that's how we are. I don't understand you at all. So unless you're gonna do some intervention, I ain't gonna do anything, I'm giving up on it.

This song explains how I'm feeling. Being made use of. Except it's not a girl -.-



I can't believe I had to see
The girl of my dreams cheating on me
The pain you caused has left me dead inside
I'm gonna make sure, you regret that night

I feel you close, I feel you breathe
And now it's like you're here
You're haunting me
You're out of line, you're out of sight
You're the reason that we started this fight

But I know,
I just gotta let it go,

I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now

I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,

I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone

In our house, I hate that place,
Everywhere I walk I see your face
Try to erase a memory with a flame,
And hope I never see you again

Standing here, in this burning room,
You know the end could never come so soon,

It's clear to me,
The lies you use,
The ones that killed me ain't hurting you,

So I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone

I'm running from a warzone
I can't do this anymore
I'm running from a warzone
What are we fighting for?

I'm running from a warzone...

I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone

Monday, November 14, 2011

Grandma Sim Ah Ma (SAM)

My dearest grandma, ah ma, passed away very peacefully on 29 Oct 2011 at night.

She led a tough life and brought up 5 kids with my grandpa of cos. She's the best grandma I've ever had cos my other grandma (Dad's side) passed away when I was 2 or 3 I think? And yes my cousins and I have played with her, prayed for her and prayed with her, ate with her and did many things with her. We used to go out with her when she was still strong too. I remember her sitting in the car beside me and I was fidgeting around. I was still quite young then. Then I remember playing with her and taking pictures with her when I was Sec 1. I told her I went to visit a lao ren yuan then she said, good, must go and visit more often. She lived with me since very young, so I'm very attached to her. I might have been annoyed with her and secretly in my heart I ask for her forgiveness for words that could've been spoken were not, cos it's too late. I really wish she was here. To tell me that everything's okay, to tell me not to worry, to take my hand and pat it, to laugh with me and to laugh at me for being a scaredy cat again. But I know she's in a better place, hallelujah!

She was fine. Then all of a sudden, one day, she fell ill. Very ill. Until the extent of having to go to the hospital for 2 or a few weeks I think. The whole family visited her, spent days and nights at the hospital. Grandpa went too, and it was emotional for they were reunited after a decade apart. I believe he misses her greatly too. Will keep praying for him and for the whole family. And then it got so serious until she fell into a coma and passed away. But very peacefully. She had the peace of God in her. When the peace of God fell upon her heart, she was very peaceful and didn't frown or curse like she normally did. It was very nice, and very great. Somehow we all felt sad, but yet there's this joy in our hearts as well, for we know she'll be with Jesus, she'll be in heaven, a better place, enjoying and rejoicing with God and praising and worshipping Him! How great is it to even think about it :) Yes, I am deeply saddened by the loss of my dear grandma, but I know she's in a better place, where there isn't any suffering. Thank God, thank God! :D

Ah Ma, I will miss you a lot. We all, the whole family will. In fact, we are already missing you. But we'll meet again someday aye? And we'll be together with Jesus and rejoicing! :D See you soon, Ah Ma. I miss you.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

This Time

Pia's voice is like the bomb! :D
This time, I'm not gonna be deceived by you and what you say again. You may be in my heart last time, but you'll never be in my heart again. Cos I'm getting back to the real me, with none of your influence. Besides, you seem happy without me too.



Well I'm mad as hellI ain't gon' take it no moreMy bag is packed at the back of your door'Cause I don't know who I am no moreYou won the battle but you lost the warI've been in denial, now I'm living the truthBeen down for a while, now I'm standing up to you
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my wayThis time, I'm finding out the hard wayThis time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found meNo more, closing back the real meJust wait, in a minute you'll seeThis time, is it time, it's my timeGetting back to the real me
Don't try to stop me with the words you say'Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you playI'm gonna free myself, gonna make a changeAnd like a butterfly, I'mma spread my wingsBeen crying for too long, now I'm drying my eyesGrounded for so long, now it's time for me to fly
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my wayThis time, I'm finding out the hard wayThis time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found meNo more, closing back the real meJust wait, in a minute you'll seeThis time, is it time, it's my timeGetting back to the real me
I'm mad as hellI can't take it no moreMy bag is packed at the back of your door
I promise you, this time!
This time, this time I'm gonna do it my wayThis time, I'm finding out the hard wayThis time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found meNo more, closing back the real meJust wait, in a minute you'll seeThis time, is it time, it's my timeGetting back to the real me

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Immature

I wonder how immature kids nowadays can get.

Okay, so here's the scene.
2 besties walking to Mac tgt to get a meal and some ice cream. They walk past a group of kids playing at the playground. They're at least 4 years younger than the 2 besties. One of the besties has hearing problems and both were very tired. The 2 besties didn't hear the kids asking them to walk faster so idk whatever reason. All of a sudden, a girl follows them and keeps saying oi. Then they turned back and the girl said, didn't you hear them telling you to walk faster. And then they were in a blur and one of them just said, really? And so they walked off.

I wonder how immature kids nowadays can get. I mean, you should at least give respect to people older than you right! I wasn't like that at their age. Well, maybe it's just me but seriously, they're just asking for trouble if they continue this kind of behaviour. And I mean, real trouble. Who knows what'll happen?

Seriously, I'm just gonna ignore them even though I'm still kinda pissed but they dk what they're doing cos they're still young. They'll learn as time passes. Anyways, it's none of my business so I don't care about them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Do-T28tY08

I'm just gonna be like Dwayne in Full House (the American one!) and say "whatever" and shrug my shoulders about everything lol.

25 more days to Os!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

What the..

What the... Seriously, I really strongly dislike you even more now. You think everyone's dumb and you're the smartest in the world lah? Well, you're wrong! Cos Einstein's smarter!

Bringing us down like that, ranting out on us just cos you're in a bad mood? Who do you take us for?

Argh I'm not gonna care about you already, I'm just gonna concentrate on Os and I won't have to see your face ever again after that! My goodness I really strongly dislike you so much now.

That look on your face was just !@$%. Thinking everyone's dumb and you're so smart. I didn't even ask for your help in the first place! Seriously, words cannot describe you, you're just too ugh!

It's because I don't wanna be disrespectful, so I'm just gonna endure you. Endure, endure.

And I don't have to care about you and your opinions. I know you think that I'm dumb and stupid and ignorant and annoying and brainless. Yes, cos there's always a glint of annoyance on your face whenever you see me, even if it's not so, I feel that way so whatever. Well, guess what? I'm gonna prove you wrong in Os. You think you're so smart heh? I'm gonna prove you wrong. I bet your face is gonna be like WOAH. HAH THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANT DAMN IT. I'm gonna prove you wrong.

Thinking about what to do after Os is really exciting and relaxing :) Motivation motivation!! My motivations are NO MORE STUDYING and GOING OUT WOOHOO and Nathan James Sykes :)

On the sidenote, Bro's coming back from Tekong this Friday wheee! :D

Monday, September 19, 2011

The Wanted 17/9/11 pics

DISCLAIMER : THE WANTED GALORE. PLS DO NOT ENTER IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!

Yes.. so here are the pics from Saturday! :)

This was taken at around 2.30pm - 3pm before there was a queue (there were only 4 girls waiting :X) and before it even started lol.

                                Loren and I in the priority queue, near the stage :)



                                Before it started.. I think around 6pm?

                                YEAH BABY THE PRIORITY QUEUE PASS!

                                The hosts from 91.3FM were entertaining us while The Wanted was on the way. Their Twitter said that they were in Bugis Street actually LOL.


                                When they arrived already haha the whole crowd went crazy. You can see Nathan in this already lol. Tom was the first to get up onstage, but Nathan walk until go in front of him lol. And this was the girl who kept spoiling my pics and pushing me :(

                                Doing a very short interview session with TW!


                                Haha Nathan.

                                When they were taking a pic with us! :)

                                Yeah the very short interview session.

                                HAHAH I LIKE THIS PIC TOM'S EPIC FACE LOL.

                                BLUR.

                                TSK :(

                                JAY WAS BLOCKED HERE.

                               HAHAH NATH'S CHEEKY FACE!


                                SIGH SHAKY HANDS..

                                 About to start the autograph session already :)

                                When they're all seated down. The security and organisers kept blocking!

                                HAHAH JAY'S FACE. THIS WAS EXACTLY THE FACE HE GAVE ME WHEN I MET HIM LOL. It's a little blur here though :X

                                SIGH.



                                TSK.


                                I GOT PUSHED!

                                After I took this shot, I was like, aiya take what pic, take ppl's butts only -.- And offed my cam lol.

There's no vid cos Idk how to change to vid mode! I forgot to ask my Mum before leaving the house :( So there's only pics, but ahh well I'm the only one who likes them apart from Loren so yeah keep in pics and memory can already :) And I'm not a CRAZY fan like the girl who kept pushing me -.- So fed up lol.

AND OH YEAH I GOT TO SEE NATHAN SYKES AND THE WANTED :)









i love him x



Nathan Sykes <3.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

THE WANTED 17/9/11

So... Ytd Loren and I went to Bugis Junction at 2.30pm and checked out the autograph session for The Wanted place there. Outside Starbucks. There were only 4 people lol. So we went to Bras Basah to buy the album, which had a priority ticket in it, that allows you to be nearer to the stage and get your autographs signed first. So I bought another one even though I already had one at home lol. So alright, then we went to the library and helped Loren in SS.

Then when we went back to Bugis, ZOOWEEMAMA A WHOLE FREAKING CROWD WAS Q-ING THERE, AND THE QUEUE SPREAD TO STARBUCKS THERE. So we faster bought Starbucks to drink and then joined the queue behind 2 Indian girls. They are 14 and 15, but they looked like Primary School kids! And then their eyes are really big and their eyelashes very long, very nice! So we talked to them for a while hahah. Then when finally the queue started moving cos security was setting up the barricades and we got all the way in front, we had to wait, sweating like mad cows, for 30mins before The Wanted came. And they were sipping coffee and walking around in Bugis Street while we were waiting for them... -.- LOL but it was worth the wait, cos when they finally came, EVERYONE STARTED SCREAMING AND I WAS TOO COS OMG I SAW THEM LIVE! And they're really tall (duh) and their faces were rather big as well Idk why but I just thought it was big O: Not meant as an insult! I love TW still :)

And yeah I have no idea why I like them, I just do lol.

So then Nathan was as usual, wearing his cap. And a t-shirt that says "music is life".
They were all wearing rather casual clothes. And when it was our turn to go onstage, my body was kinda trembling (actually it was shaking when they came). They all smiled with teeth and were waving at us! Then first it was Siva. He smiled at me and when I passed my album to him to sign, he asked me what's my name. So I told him. Then he was "Huh?" I think cos the background noise was very loud. So I said again, louder. Then he gave me the WOW face and said "Wow! That's a nice name!" So I was like, thank you! And he "Nice to meet you!" Then I got pulled by the security guard to go on to Jay, and I was still shouting, nice to meet you! Then Jay looked at me funnily LOL. And I smiled at him, so he smiled back too (with teeth), and said hi to me. HIS HAIR IS REALLY VERY CURLY OMG HAHAH. But I didn't get to ask him that question, cos he already finished with my album and the guard pulled me. Then it came to Max, and he just signed my album without looking at me, he was looking in another direction!!!! -.- But ahh well I still got his autograph! Then it was Tom. Zooweemama Tom just waved his whole hand in my face and said a very huge hi!!! With smiling (with teeth). Then I did the same thing back, and he gave me my album. Then last is Nathan :) So I passed it to him, and he did almost the same thing as Tom. He smiled, with teeth, and waved (quite big also lah) and said hi :D I did the same, and while he was signing my album, I leaned down and told him "You're my favourite one!" And he looked up, and gave me a WOW face, and his eyes got really big, and it was pale green in colour, and his smile widened really big, and he said "Really? You're beautiful then!" His eyes had a glint of excitement in it. I melted (L) Okay I know that it was sweet talk/gaining favour but oh well, he still said that okay! :D Then I was like gasping, and said "Thank you!" And he smiled and nodded at me :) Then I said bye bye, but he didn't hear it I think.

And the organisers didn't allow us to touch them or talk to them, but they themselves still talked to us! HAH IN YOUR FACE YOU ORGANISERS!!! LOL. But then we saw that some girls got hugs from them and kisses on the cheek from them too. Aiya Idc already, can see them can already lah!

Sorry for being such a crazy girl.
So yeah, ytd was really great :) And I dreamt about The Wanted lol. I shall upload the pics tmr cos gotta go study already.

Okay I shall turn on my not-fangirl mode now.
Apparently, I am very fed up with a particular person. Beating about the bush, acting so serious and then acting like a happy kiddo when he hears that he'll be getting notes. Like seriously dude, you already got everything and now you want somemore?! I already gave you, and so did others, so stop going around to ask from other people!! You got all cocky, and you've extra time, so don't complain and whatevert whatever. Sheesh. You're not the only one who needs to study okay! I need to get into the course I want, and that requires 14 points, so don't you go around and waste everyone's time!!!! -.-

Alright, shall upload the pics tmr when I get back from school, bye!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Best day ever

Today has got to be the best day ever. Well, maybe not. But it feels like it :D

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THE WANTED'S COMING SINGAPORE ON 17 AND 18 SEPT!!! ZOOWEEMAMA I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED. I CAN DEFINITELY GO FOR THE AUTOGRAPH SESSION COS MY ALBUM HASN'T BEEN SIGNED YET ZOOWEEMAMA THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY CHANCE TO SEE THEM YESSSSS :D

I'm so sorry if I'm being annoying I'm a crazy fangirl :X

And the best thing is... Wait for it.... THE WANTED RETWEETED MY TWEET!!

the wanted

Awesome!! RT @GleekyCynnie: @thewantedmusic The Wanted is trending in Singapore! Pls RT to let all know that we Singaporean fans <3 TW! :D Cya boys on 17 & 18 Sept! <3

I feel like as if life is complete :)

Yes I love TW a lot. I really do. I was hoping that they wouldn't come until after Os, but looks like I'm wrong. Well, at least it isn't during October! *happy dance* I have almost all the items needed for TW!! :D Except for the take a pic session :X Sigh! Well at least I know for sure I'll be able to go for the autograph session! I just pray that it won't be too crowded! (though I think it will, well, not unless I go early and camp hoho :D Nah I'm not so crazy to do that -.- Or am I? HAHAHAHHA IDK.) I'll see if Loren and Felicia's going first! If they're not.. then Idk who to go with :\ Ahh well I'll see how when the time comes!!! :D (L) And the meet and greet session omg :DDDD

Xinmsn :
The Wanted Private showcase
Date: September 17, 2011
Location: St James Power Station
Doors Open: 4pm
*Present a copy of The Wanted debut album to enter the showcase venue. 1 CD admits 1 person.
The Wanted autograph session
Date: September 17, 2011
Location: Bugis Square, Bugis Junction Level 1
Time: 6.30pm
*Present a copy of The Wanted (unsigned) debut album to get the boys' autograph
Take-A-Pic Photo Session with The Wanted
Date: September 18, 2011
Location: HMV, 313@Somerset
Time: 7pm
*Present The Wanted Photo Redemption coupon to get a photo taken with the boys. To get the redemption coupon, simply purchase The Wanted album from HMV now.
 
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Saturday, September 3, 2011

Failed

My plan failed. Oh sod it I'll just update on weekends.

I fail in a lot of aspects of life. Friendships, relationships and time management. Sigh.. Idk how many stuff I've screwed, and I can only say everything is my fault. It really is. I guess I'm too ignorant to many things. But at least I know that someone up there loves me for who I am :) I shan't curse myself by saying I fail in studies NO I CANNOT HAVE THAT MENTALITY I'M GONNA DO WELL FOR Os AND PROVE MY PARENTS WRONG THAT I'M THE ITE SORT!! IMMA STUDY ALRIGHT. Yeah and I just spent the day slacking. Fail, again -.-

Well, I just want you to know that I know no matter what I say, nothing will change your mind, and I'm sorry. I know I'm ignorant and terrible. Well, I can't do anything since you've already made up your mind. And all I can do now is just to respect your decisions. If that's what you want, there's nothing more I can do or say that'll change it. I'll respect your decision.

You are on my mind everyday. I see you in school almost everyday but I still can't forget about you. Everyday I think about how you are doing, whether you are doing fine or have stuffs happening in your life. You seem happier without me. I'll just back out and never disturb you again.

In fact, I think I'll never disturb anyone again. I'll back out and let everyone enjoy life. They do seem better off without me and my annoying antics.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I am counting on God

What happened to emotion? - FTSK < Listening to this now on youtube favourites :)
I'm gonna focus on studies starting from tmr onwards (though tmr I'm still gonna watch Glee 3D Concert Movie :X)
So I'm not gonna blog anymore.. Until after Os. Well I think there might be a few occasions where I'd get tempted :X
I'll try not to post on Fb or Twitter either.
I will only use the iPad for internet, which will most prob be checking Fb or Twitter only.
I promised myself I won't touch the iPad or use internet for more than 1/2 hour a day.
This is the last chance, all out, fight for the finish line!

First time making Brownies and Cake Pops and it's successful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to Eunice, I now know this mashup yessss!! :D TW's in it!


I'm sad to say this but apparently I think this is the last post on Blogger (I might still get tempted once in a while though :X). See you after Os, Blogger!

Everytime I listen to this song, I always feel extremely encouraged :D
For now and forever always, I am counting on God :D


I'm in a fight not physical,
I'm in a war but not with this world,
You are the light that is beautiful,
And i want more,
I want all that is yours


Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God


I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God

Im in a fight not physical,
Im in a war but not with this world,
You are the light that is beautiful,
And i want more,
I want all that is yours


Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,


I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God


In the miracle of christ in me,
Is the mystery that sets me free,
Im nothing like i use to be,
Just open up your eyes,
You'll see

In the miracle of christ in me,
Is the mystery that sets me free,
Im nothing like i use to be,
Just open up your eyes,
You'll see


Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So we never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,


I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God

Joy unspeakable that wont go away,
And just enough strength to live for today,
So I never have to worry what tomorrow will bring
Cuz my faith is on solid rock,
I am counting on God,


I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God
I am counting on, I am counting on God