TP Chorale camp

TP Choir camp's tmr!! I'm kinda stoked for it actually hahah.

But things I don't like bout camp is limited time and dirty clothes. Or maybe I'm just that lazy heh heh heh :P

Anyways, the thought of missing service again tmr is just.... At least I hope camp will be fun!

WHY ISN'T TWITTER AVAILABLE. TWITTER, Y U KEEP SAYING "THIS WEBPAGE IS NOT AVAILABLE"?! Kanna sai lah haha.

Oh and I just remembered last time Sharm said that I look decent and demure but then once I open my mouth the demure-ness is gone LOL. I really speak until so rough meh? :/ Maybe I do just that I don't notice it or too used to it :X

Oh and I've calculated my pay. I thought I can escape CPF cos I'm working very little this month. Who knows sales can be so good until overshot 500 -.- Now -20% *cries* Heh I'll be able to use that money when I'm 65 though zzzz lol.

My dreams of getting Samsung Galaxy S3 was dashed.. I rmb when my colleague just bought it last week I was ooh-ing and ahh-ing over it. But at least I'll be getting LG Optimus L7 instead, not bad also :)

I spent 1/2 trying to connect to the internet in school just now.. And didn't connect in the end cos I was very frustrated already and ended up playing Mahjong Titans on my laptop to pass time instead HAHA while waiting for KahYen.

Thank God for letting me see a post on Facebook just now called "Letter To Heaven". It's a pic actually. Cos in the train otw home I listened to Tongiht by FM Static and thought of my Grandma.. Then when I came back home I saw this :



Yes, thank You for the comfort Lord, you work in wonderful ways :)

Oh and CONGLE, if you're seeing this (most likely you won't, unless you got stalk me? ^^) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! Sorry I meant to write this post before 12am but alas it's 12am so it's 22 June already :/ Haha I'm really glad I met you and I remembered when I was waiting for you to faster come back from the toilet the first day we met. THEN YOU COULDN'T RMB WHERE THE STAFF ENTRANCE WAS LOL. I was thinking, wah this girl so blur sia  Turns out I'm even more blur than you are -.- hahahah. And I went to buy water for you from SASA okay!! Anyways thanks for being my friend and enduring my crap and nonsense ;) M18 already sia!! Haha enjoy your time in camp, don't worry, I'm sure you'll love having your birthday in camp :)


What am I doing still awake at this hour.. I should be doing CSA at least!! Right I'll get started now..

Bye!!

Missing Piece ; Love

These 2 songs have been stuck in my head for quite a while. esp Love :)

If you don't want me in your life, that's alright. All I ever did was bring you misery in the first place. It's better  this way. I don't want to cause any further unhappiness and complications. I'll just slowly move away, I'll let you be happier. I'll make up for the past by not appearing in your life any longer. You deserve so much better. But just remember, I'm still here yeah, if you ever need me.

Oh and Idk if I mentioned this before, but during my Grandma's wake last year, my cousin Faustina mentioned to me that she didn't seem to have much wrinkles compared to last time. Then we go look inside her coffin. And alas, she really didn't seem to have wrinkles :O Before that, in the hopsital, when her coma wasn't so bad, Faustina kept touching her forehead too and mentioned it was really smooth. Then I went to touch and alas, it really was smooth. Lol dk if we noticed it before. But in her last days, her wrinkles seem to have disappeared.. Maybe she wasn't frowning as much as last time?

But I know that this perhaps may be God :) Ever since she accepted Jesus into her life (which was a week before she passed away I THINK? Can't remember sorry :(.. ) she stopped frowning and her wrinkles seemed to be disappearing. Lolol thank God :)

Why I suddenly mention this is that today was Parents' Day is church. Thanks Mummy and Daddy for everything for so many years :) And church showed one vid about the a younger generation guy not understanding why his parents wanna take care of his Grandma since she caused them so much trouble, and why they were sad when her condition in the hospital was critical. He was disrespectful to her at times. Then they showed a flashback. When his Dad was sick with fever, his Grandma ran in the rain to get him to the hospital. She was so concerned for him.
That made me think of my own Grandma. Bringing up my Mum, Aunties and Uncles. There were times I was disrespectful to her, and I regret it but there's nothing I can do. She knows I don't mean it I think. Anyway, she's in a much much much MUCH happier, joyful, blissful and peaceful place now :)

I'll always miss you Ah Ma, but I know I'll be seeing you again someday. And I love you :)

Mid-sem tests starts tmr.. READY SET GO!!! #GodWillGuideUsThroughThisNoFear