You. I trusted you to change your ways. You said you would change your ways. And look what has happened now. Was it a misunderstanding, Idk.
But whatever it is, you made me feel like this :
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
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You of all people should understand how I'm like. In fact, you said you knew me too well.
Well, look at how you made me feel.
This has happened far too many times, and Idk if I can take it any longer. Yes, I do admit, I am eager to see you everyday. In fact, VERY eager, EXTREMELY eager. I want to see my best friend, I want to spend time with you. When I said I wanted to spend some time with you catching up, you didn't even reply that part of what I said. Do you know how that feels?
And yes, I said I was okay. Cos that day was good. But after what happened on that day itself, Idk what to say and what to feel.
I don't expect ANYTHING from you at all. NOTHING. Oh, you don't have to change your ways for me. Yes, you saw it right. For me. It's okay, no worries. I just can't take it that your attitude is seriously like a jerk. Seriously, you were being such a jerk that I couldn't stand it anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm a stranger to you. I feel like I'm not even your friend. Why why why?
First it was R. He left me. We don't talk anymore.
Then, L. He left me too. When I try to talk to him, he just gave short replies. Now we don't talk anymore.
Are you gonna be next? I hope not. Whenever I think about you being the next, I feel like crying and start to tear. Pls, just don't leave me.
But still, I can't stand you those times when you were being such a jerk to me. I really couldn't stand it. I felt like ending this friendship.. But at the same time, I can't stand the thought of you leaving me. Or me leaving you. I don't ever want it to happen. Pls, just don't leave me, whatever it is. I don't wanna lose a good friend like you too. Do you know that when you said you didn't want to lose a good friend like me, I cried? I like, seriously, seriously cried? Cos I know that my feeling towards the friendship is mutual, and it was a great feeling. Our friendship's been through thick and thin. And it was amazing. It included fond memories that I can look back on and smile at.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Nathan Sykes
Today, 18/4/11, Monday, is my dearest and beloved Nathan James Sykes' 18th Birthday!!! :D He's reached the legal age of being able to drink now! Awww (: He can finally join the rest in drinking hahha :D
Once again, Happy 18th Nathan! :D I love you! (Yeah I'm just being crazy and Cynthia-ish, so pls don't mind me)
Hope that your days (esp today, since it's your birthday hehe) will stay Gold Forever (:
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Drank Fundango just now YAY :D Milk tea's the best (Y)
And my Physics got a freaking 6.5/25 -.- DAMN YOU PHYSICS, DAMN YOU.
Once again, Happy 18th Nathan! :D I love you! (Yeah I'm just being crazy and Cynthia-ish, so pls don't mind me)
Hope that your days (esp today, since it's your birthday hehe) will stay Gold Forever (:
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Drank Fundango just now YAY :D Milk tea's the best (Y)
And my Physics got a freaking 6.5/25 -.- DAMN YOU PHYSICS, DAMN YOU.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
SYF
14/4/11
The day before SYF! Practiced and practiced, confident for the next day!
Got home, packed stuffs, slept at 11pm.
People cannot sleep, I lie there 5 min KO already LOL :X Guess I was really tired.
15/4/11
Alarm rang at 4:50pm (Forever The Sickest Kids - I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Serious, only for today, cos I scared Glee's Hey Soul Sister I cannot hear lol :X). Woke up, off alarm, went back to sleep -.-
5:15am Dad woke me up, saying, I thought you want wake up at 5am, late already!
Bolted out of bed, thinking, SHIT. Then I thought, IT'S MY SYF DAY! OMG! :D
Washed up, ate breakfast, did hair, went to school, went to Dance Room. Then changed to gown in toilet, went back up to Dance Room. Stepped on my gown a couple of times while walking up the stairs lol -.- Then did makeup (: My senior helped me do my eyeshadow cos the one I brought the colour quite dark, many thanks to her haha! :D And helped two juniors do some of their makeup. The rest of the makeup I did myself YAY! :D Hahhaha hehehehe!!! :D
Then went to Wesley Hall for warmups and ran through the songs. After that, went to the bus and left for SOTA.
Reached SOTA, registered, waited to use warmup room (It's called the Black Box cos everything in there is black, like seriously. Lol.) After using warmup room, went out, then waited to go perform. Was at the outside area, having short time of sectionals, last min brushing up. Then went in to perform.
"Next, we have Choir number 55 from Geylang Methodist School (Secondary). They will be performing the set piece, The Wind, Go Down Moses, and Sa Ni Shao Nian Tiao Yue Lai.
Sing sing sing, danced danced danced.
Go Down Moses screwed up.. Went faster than the piano for the first half of the song -.- But the rest are fine (:
Going down stage, I almost cried. I was like, cannot get Gold already, that was a damn big screwup.
Watched 2 more Choirs, then went off. Talked to my seniors about it, they said that we were good, and we were at Silver standard. They told me not to worry when I told them I wanted to cry.. Then on the bus back I was feeling much much better (:
Then reached back school, went to Dance Room to change and remove makeup.
Ate pizza from Canadian 2 for 1. (treat from the teachers! :D Heheh thanks alot teachers! :D) and drank Pepsi. Then went to Dance Room collect stuffs and went back class.
Had History remedial, then went back home.
Played with IPad and used comp for awhile. washed face, and went back to school at 5pm to meet teachers and my 2 other dua taos to go SOTA (:
At SOTA, waited for like 30mins to go in to hear results lol. Then we were joined by my juniors and teacher (:
Went into the hall, they announced results.
Cos we were the 2nd Choir of the day, so our results was the 2nd to be released.
"Choir number 55, Geylang Methodist School Secondary, Silver."
We clapped and a few of us screamed. I was one of them who screamed (: Then, announced finished all, Choirs cried, screamed, cheered, clapped.
We went out and we all hugged each other.
Most of all got no feeling, cos the ppl who went to hear results were all upper sec, and we got Silver before already so no feeling lol. But we were happy that we maintained standard, but also disappointed cos we thought that it was cos of the screwup that we didn't get a Gold. We were so close to getting a Gold. But that's okay, thanks God anyways, cos we maintained the standard woots! :D
Then went to Ajisen Ramen at Plaza Sing to celebrate. After that, my table the ppl went to Starbucks and I bought Java Chip and we all shared (:
Then went home.
And that was my SYF day! :D Pics are on fb haha (:
Yes, I'm beginning to like Justin Bieber.
The day before SYF! Practiced and practiced, confident for the next day!
Got home, packed stuffs, slept at 11pm.
People cannot sleep, I lie there 5 min KO already LOL :X Guess I was really tired.
15/4/11
Alarm rang at 4:50pm (Forever The Sickest Kids - I Guess You Can Say Things Are Getting Serious, only for today, cos I scared Glee's Hey Soul Sister I cannot hear lol :X). Woke up, off alarm, went back to sleep -.-
5:15am Dad woke me up, saying, I thought you want wake up at 5am, late already!
Bolted out of bed, thinking, SHIT. Then I thought, IT'S MY SYF DAY! OMG! :D
Washed up, ate breakfast, did hair, went to school, went to Dance Room. Then changed to gown in toilet, went back up to Dance Room. Stepped on my gown a couple of times while walking up the stairs lol -.- Then did makeup (: My senior helped me do my eyeshadow cos the one I brought the colour quite dark, many thanks to her haha! :D And helped two juniors do some of their makeup. The rest of the makeup I did myself YAY! :D Hahhaha hehehehe!!! :D
Then went to Wesley Hall for warmups and ran through the songs. After that, went to the bus and left for SOTA.
Reached SOTA, registered, waited to use warmup room (It's called the Black Box cos everything in there is black, like seriously. Lol.) After using warmup room, went out, then waited to go perform. Was at the outside area, having short time of sectionals, last min brushing up. Then went in to perform.
"Next, we have Choir number 55 from Geylang Methodist School (Secondary). They will be performing the set piece, The Wind, Go Down Moses, and Sa Ni Shao Nian Tiao Yue Lai.
Sing sing sing, danced danced danced.
Go Down Moses screwed up.. Went faster than the piano for the first half of the song -.- But the rest are fine (:
Going down stage, I almost cried. I was like, cannot get Gold already, that was a damn big screwup.
Watched 2 more Choirs, then went off. Talked to my seniors about it, they said that we were good, and we were at Silver standard. They told me not to worry when I told them I wanted to cry.. Then on the bus back I was feeling much much better (:
Then reached back school, went to Dance Room to change and remove makeup.
Ate pizza from Canadian 2 for 1. (treat from the teachers! :D Heheh thanks alot teachers! :D) and drank Pepsi. Then went to Dance Room collect stuffs and went back class.
Had History remedial, then went back home.
Played with IPad and used comp for awhile. washed face, and went back to school at 5pm to meet teachers and my 2 other dua taos to go SOTA (:
At SOTA, waited for like 30mins to go in to hear results lol. Then we were joined by my juniors and teacher (:
Went into the hall, they announced results.
Cos we were the 2nd Choir of the day, so our results was the 2nd to be released.
"Choir number 55, Geylang Methodist School Secondary, Silver."
We clapped and a few of us screamed. I was one of them who screamed (: Then, announced finished all, Choirs cried, screamed, cheered, clapped.
We went out and we all hugged each other.
Most of all got no feeling, cos the ppl who went to hear results were all upper sec, and we got Silver before already so no feeling lol. But we were happy that we maintained standard, but also disappointed cos we thought that it was cos of the screwup that we didn't get a Gold. We were so close to getting a Gold. But that's okay, thanks God anyways, cos we maintained the standard woots! :D
Then went to Ajisen Ramen at Plaza Sing to celebrate. After that, my table the ppl went to Starbucks and I bought Java Chip and we all shared (:
Then went home.
And that was my SYF day! :D Pics are on fb haha (:
Yes, I'm beginning to like Justin Bieber.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Cooking ; Dreams
Made chocolate cornflakes and cooked lunch (Fried rice with mixed veggies, Fried Chicken, Sunny side up egg) with Eunice on Saturday after Thanksgiving :D Hehe awesome and funnnnn!!! :DDD
Saw this on twitter :
ispeakswag Did you know that when someone appears in your dreams, it's because that person misses you. - Psychological fact.
Hmmm... You appeared in my dreams alot of times.
ispeakswag Isn't it ironic? We ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us, hurt those who love us, love those who hurt us.
Yes.. It's true and very sad.. And I still can't believe I'm like that D:
ispeakswag God puts people in my life for a reason... & removes them from my life for a better reason.
Yeah man! :D
Haha I would like to thank God for the amazing and loving family that I have, my awesome friends that I get to see and hang out with almost everyday :D And I thank God for himself too hehe! :D
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE :D
My dream is to be able to set up my own business.. Earn loads of money.. Buy expensive presents for my family and friends :D
Saw this on twitter :
ispeakswag Did you know that when someone appears in your dreams, it's because that person misses you. - Psychological fact.
Hmmm... You appeared in my dreams alot of times.
ispeakswag Isn't it ironic? We ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us, hurt those who love us, love those who hurt us.
Yes.. It's true and very sad.. And I still can't believe I'm like that D:
ispeakswag God puts people in my life for a reason... & removes them from my life for a better reason.
Yeah man! :D
Haha I would like to thank God for the amazing and loving family that I have, my awesome friends that I get to see and hang out with almost everyday :D And I thank God for himself too hehe! :D
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE :D
My dream is to be able to set up my own business.. Earn loads of money.. Buy expensive presents for my family and friends :D
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