LOLS!!:D

darn lols ytd sia.. after sch, ate lunch(pocky!!:D) wif shufang, huimin and their frens, den huimin remedial. me and shufang stayed in sch until like 5plus like that. it was super super darn funney :D we went library, wanna study awhile, in the end she 1 word also nvr write. den i wrote abit geog stuffs, den we go sit wif minyee, regina and huiting. den went out library to canteen, made a concoction of stuffs, and went to 2nd lvl bridge. there carried each other. so fun!! :D haha..

anyways 2day had practice, but tmr nid to project den practice again. bye!!

i just realised i have to do geog, tmr hand up!! shit!!

YO ALL

hello once again.
KBox was enjoyable :) just tat i didnt sing any korean songs. having a headache now, but i dont wanna sleep. ltr at night cant sleep again ;p haha..

我是超级猪 !!超级猪万岁!! :D

我是超级猪 !!超级猪万岁!! :D
yeeha!! i just suddenly thought of my role as superpig, so i just put as superpig.
anyways cant post for long, tmr tuition den KBox.
shufang so funney 2day. aiyo.. haha.. give up bah. hahaha
cya all!!

TIRED

IM SO TIRED.. ytd slept 2pm :( cos i could not sleep sia..
my skin keeps on peeling and peeling and peeling!! cos of my burn, and even since i peeled it off, the other skins (which are not burnt, for ur info) also just keeps peeling!! I HATE THIS. I WISH I NVR PICKED UP THAT LID!! :(
enough of my complains, still i thank god for everything, good or abd, as he had given me such a good life, sch, family, frens, cell, zone, church :D i have no complains now :) haha..
oh yea and anyways 2day choir. was a tiring affair. cos i was half-awake, den i nvr really respond to anything.
so.. den after choir go wif cell watched street fighter the legend of chun li. quite ok ok show, just that abit i dont really understand lols.. so anyways, for me and jerolyn, dinner was our popcorn, which we keep eating until so full and bloated, and i was the only one drinking the coke. i dont blame her la she drank abit also haha ;D
den after that go food court, me and jero nvr eat cos we were too full. so decided to go look for super junior's albums. dont have leh :( haha.. nxt time den i find again wahaha.. i enjoyed myself 2day :)
oh yea, congrats to faustina, who got her skinnies!! hurray!! :D

tmr choir, after choir going wif shufang for lunch, den, got maths tuition, den got chinese tuition, den no more le.. my schedule is still quite tight though.. and friday KBox!! woots woots woots!! :D but b4 KBox i have to wake up darn early for maths tuition at 8.30am :(

nail polishes..

ok i've just painted all my toenails. it turns out ivory is actually glossy colour only. wasted my $ sia.. couldve bought another coliur =.= lols anyways 2day wake up so early. tuition that time i was still drowsy. den my teacher ask me if im ok ornot. i nod, den daydream and was falling asleep. den aft tuition i immediately go sleep again. sleep until 12.30pm den wake up, went online, watch some random videos on youtube and den help my mum cook lunch. we ate pasta!! my mum's a really good cook (im not bragging here, k? its true!! i love her cookings :D), and i enjoyed the pasta very much. its like tomato sauce, carrot and chicken. delicious. oishi. haha.. yup so aft that den had lemon tea and bathe.. and nail polish.. and here i am!! haha :D talking to dayna now. oh yea my mum said dont peel out the burnt skin if its not ready yet. but i peeled it out!! den under the skin still red :( so it will form another hard layer again and li shi chong yan.. sians.. oh yea so ytd it was like, morning star the whole thing i sang wrong!! :(
tmr choir again, den after choir going out wif cell to watch marley and me!! :D whee cya :)

syf rehearsel

syf rehearsel at VCH 2day. woah woah my feet darn pain cos of the shoes :( but its ok now :D
oh yea and i painted my toenails :D only the big toes only. the right one painted one side black one side white (though its done badly but im proud of myself that i did not stain :D), and the left one i painted ivory. ehh the ivory is like too much liquid lor.. den its like became like transparent colour cant se anything, its not shiny like those kinda transparent colour, so its like a waste of my money :( and my mum's money :( sould've chosen another colour.. nvm its alr done.. still i thank god for this day and everyday :D and for giving me the cake illustrarion :) cos i suddenly thought of cakes (dunno why too), so i just like slowly bit by bit figure out wahaha.. jere had the same idea as me too. abt the one dont care abt wat the world thinks of u. he wanted to share wif the cell abt that lols.

so yea, tmr have tuition.. wake up early again. in fact everyday i will be waking up early alr. wednesday have choir, exchange wif temasek sec. yay!! lols i dunno why i so happy. yea den after that meeting cell for movie!! :D woots!! thank god for everything. i go sleep le very late alr. nites!! :D

ps : REALLY try NOT to msg me, unless its nessecary or urgent.

hello

Hello :) hows life and sch? hope that everything will "yi qie sun li" for you guys :) will be praying for all of you :)
YES and god gave me an illustration or something. i think god gave me it, but anyways wanna share wif u guys abt it.
so here goes :
There is a cake, and i feel that god is telling me that the cake is us. he wants to mould us to become like a cake, that people will look to and admire. God is like the baker, so they will praise the baker (god) for the wonderful cake (us) that he had made. so this illustration points that when people see us christians (the some bible verse abt they will see our good deeds and praise our father in heaven), they will praise god, who is the "baker".
So you all know that cake needs eggs right? so the egg will need to be beaten to add to the other ingredients. the egg yolk is like us, and the egg white is like the spirit of god. so we need to be beaten together with the spirit of god, to know him more, and that will ensure the cake will be firm and spongy.
Then you all know the flour need to be sifted? (pardon me if i get the wrong spelling cos i dunno how to spell sift. the meaning of sift is like you shake the flour or something to make it finer, if u dunno, which i think you will know :) ) so when god (the baker) sifts the flour (us, yet again), all the lumps stay in the thing to sift the flour and all the fine flour remains in the plate when you sift it. the fine flour is like all our good stuff and the lumps are the negative things in your lives. this part i dont really know how to explain but u all get it?
Then its like when the baker mixes all the ingredients together such as the eggs, the flour, sugar, etc, he needs to mix it. so when god is mixing the cake mixture, hes like moulding us to be a shining star (or rather cake) for him. yea, its like in life when hes moulding us so that we can be used for his name. and when the cake is finished, the baker will have to add decorations on top to make it look for enticing. so there is our cake (which is us)!! :D the decorations are for people to be attracted and thats why god said everyone is created specially and differently, so dont think you are fat or whatever. YOU ARE PRETTY/HANDSOME AND NOT FAT/UGLY!! :D in god's eyes you are always a princess/prince yea :) dont let what the world think of you to affect you ;D

haha this was copied and pasted from the email i sent to my cell :P haha cos i lazy to type again.. service 2day was good :)

Sorry Sorry 작사 작사 - Super Junior
ok this was the song im listening to now. its super junior's 3rd album :D finally realeased!! its released 2 days ago which was 13 march :) the url : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QO6SjMsmY8

yes, and tmr is syf rehearsel at victoria concert hall. and my throat hurts :( hopefully it will get better or well :) i prayed alr. ok i better stop alr ltr i no time to sleep. byes!! :D

sec 2 camp

faith 2-3, 2009 :D

sec 2 camp was ok ok so so.. 1st day is pet rockect. walao eh partner pet rocket wif that girl. den she go use penknife cut herself o.0 anyways i dun really care la. den aft launching it ran away to toiliet wif wenting and go canteen buy drink. canteen saw winter love there (lols shufang dun jealous) and he talking to mr ng and some other teacher. lols first time hear mr ng speak chinese. he talk chinese to winter love wahaha so weird he say chinese. ok den went marina barrage. partner wif my love felicia :D so good lor better than that girl. anyways den there was this cute instructor. we called him ke ai you ke lian cos everyone all keep bullying him. and den there was another guy instructor hes really pretty boy. too pretty alr. den another one was goofy tshirt instructor. LOLS haha.. and aft that i cant remember wat happened le, and then went for dinner wif yilin and dayna :)
2nd day NEWater was tis german european sch that visited wif us. some quite shuai, not bad haha.. but their couples very open. just like that hug in front of everybody, including their teachers. not used to tis kinda sight. den aft that botanic wei wen zi. den went back, ate dinner, stare at winter love (shufang, dun jealous again!! haha.. he ate OUR rice leh), den went back to class and listen to ni lao shi talk talk talk, went to hall, presentation and cheer. den aft that thought could go home and have cell when i saw my bro msg me "pls help buy cake" cos it happnede that day was jerolyn's bday (jero, happy bday!! :D) so i think they forget to buy den ask me to buy. so go mrt by cake, den rush home, banged into my mum, den walk home, den i once go in yang shouted hello cynthia!! lols so paiseh. den join cell, den i cried. very loud. i not sure wat happned but i think god touched me and i just suddenly cried like that. thanks whoever who gave me that tissue (i think it was lydia, thanks :D) den aft crying done den pray den celebrate jero's bday and den eat cake, den talk to ly, den they all went home. so aft that so tired i went to bathe den immediately sleep.
ok den wake up so early for choir, i couldnt open my eyes. den the bad news came. triplet and quadret singing!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! my worst fear.. jia you cynthia jia you cynthia!! :D den walked home wif shufang den go home, eat lunch and den go boon lay jurong point. met cousins faustina and esther and aunt stephanie. den gav faus her bday prezzie (though it may be late but happy bday :D lols) and den we keep walking around. den send esther for her chinese tuition den went to macs and snack and drink. den i was the only one pigging out. faus ate a little. den the rest i eat (i feel so guilty) anyways den aft pigging out, walk around again and bought yilin the bread from action city :D so cute sia. den went to buy nail polish. black, white and ivory. den go buy nail polish remover. oh yea the nail polish is from the korean beauty shop (yay korean). so yea, den aft that go pick up esther, den walk around again. den go eat dinner den walk around den come home le. wah on the mrt i was so pissed man.. u hav to ask me personally abt it cos i scare offend ppl. and my fingers are (finally) getting better and the skin is dropping off le thank god :D

so that was my days, and tmr got cet den service. sian nid to wake up early again i feel like ponning cet but its cos jere is teaching, so i shall go :D wahah my cell leader, must go :D jere, be proud of me!! :D lols just kidding.
shufang, dun jealous!! haha..

ps : my msg bomb very badly, i just found out, so if i dun reply pls understand. thank you :)

GOT INTO SYF :D

the top pic is sending aretha off at airport ahah :)
the 2nd pic is pl2 :DD just that royston and my bro not there..

woots!!! i got into syf!! :DD was so nervous during audition sia.. haha im so happy i got in!!!! :DD :DD :DD haha.. thank god for helping me through the auditions and giving me a chance for syf. thank u lord :D
oh yea and im fingers are healing now thank god :D

im loving super junior everyday. of cos i love god more :)
listening to don don by super junior now. eunhyuk, kibum, heechul, hankyung and eeteuk rocks!! haha..
anyways i really thank god for his grace and for loving me so much and i really thank u, god :)

friday no cell, but went out wif lydia, dayna, my bro, lauren, azriel and linus. we went pasir ris ehub eat pasta mania. spiced fish baked pasta is good =D anywyas den after eating went to BK outside talk. den 11pm go home.
lauren, i will be praying for u, dun worry too much, keep smiling :)
lydia, i will also pray for u yea, SMILE AND BE HAPPY!! :)
dayna, will be praying for u, try not to think too much. always be happy yea :)

my fingers still hurting

yo!! my fingers still hurts if i press them (duh)
my syf audition is tis sat!! so scare!! i cant memorise leh :(
anyways friday going out wif bro, lydia, lauren, dayna, linus and azriel (not really confirm yet wahaha)which is tmr. so fast.. crap tmr got maths remedial. i feellike pon-ing.. dun wanna go leh... den rush back tuition den rush to pasir ris.. sianz... i wish i studied harder den 2 marks i pass le -_-"
wahaa anywyas shufang i suggest u give up.. its not realistic though (i said tis alot of times le but im saying it again)
haha... i also dun really like yi bai wan alr.. dunno wats wif him nvr really see him around in nsch lately.. must be busy..
yea, give me all ur support for syf audition woohoo!! :D
jerolyn, smile!! :D
lauren, feel free to tell us and be happy ok? :D
jasmine!! dun be angry, be happy and smile :DD
aretha, jia you wif lessons and ur new house :D
dayna, so sorry i keep making u come so early and im always so late :( really sorry..
oh yea btw im so liek frustrated that i cant use my hand... very hard to do things everytime ppl help me do.. but its gonna get healed!! a few more days!! jia you, cynthia!!! :DDD

still sad :(

god pls help me in everything.. from my spiritual life to physical life and to studies and to emotions and to sch life.. why isit that hes so hard to get over??
i cant help myself lord.. only u can help me. i dun care abt him le.. i got over lots of ppl b4, im not sure abt tis though.. i see him everyday(except maybe weekends) and always im always laughing to myself.
i feel im drifting from god, maths and science and english is killing me, my science got 31 only..
god pls help me i cant do anything wifout u. and my fingers are a crucial part of my body.. i wont be able to do things that easily, some things i cant even do le, and there may be scars..
i wont be able to be my happy self again.. i believe its part of christian walk. nvm, i shall hav great faith and strength in u, lord :)

hahaha anyways 2day walked same way wif "wif love". for the sake of shufang and huimin. si xin bah ni men.. not realistic. happened me and him walking the same way. also not his road. den he keep looking back like wu hui like that. walao hai me so paisey. not my fault though.. not his road den i can walk there mah haha.. cos my house also that way mah hahah. not my fault. anyways after choir was an adventure. i cant say haha its really funny hahahaha :)
hahaah so yea, thats all
oh yea my fingers still pain and hard but its getting better :)

:(

hey hey hey!! finally found the song on youtube :D the one in gong. one of the soundtracks its really nice :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNLYfFv0ZYI
must listn.its reallynice. some of the translations are here
we were both too young... we are still loving each other
or somethings like that la.. haha.. its reallynice :DD

ytd went out wif chileng, jasmine n dayna to buy cai liao for home econs. enjoyed myself it was so fun!! :D

my fingers are burnt. almost all. very pain. thanks to my bro for tending to the wounds :D thank u, ge ge :D it got burnt when i was picking up a lid from the boiling pot of water dropped and i went to pick it up wif my bare hands. i didnt think so i anyhow pick up. didnt know it burnt me and very hot of i rushed bac to the table to put it and den i went t0 wash my swelled up fingers. my right hand second and thumb fingers and my left hand thumb is the worse. like the skin r crumpled. so it really pain and i went to tell gab (lim) abt it den he go tell teacher. so put antiseptic 2-3 times and emo there, cos i cant do any work liao. cant even write alr..so its very pain. thank god for my frens who were helping me there and encouraging me :D also thank god he was there. the pain didnt stop though. so i went back to class (poor gab. i hav to blangah u one day cos 2day u do alot) den went back to class. everything is jasmine help me de :) thanks jasmine :D haha den aft sch rush home and my bro treated to the burns. thank u, ge ge :D now its quite ok, jus abit pain.but still cant do much. oh yea, and my maths COMMON TEST was a failure.i got 23/50 :(anyways pls pray for me. thanks :) dun forget, u all always be in my prayers :D
woots 14th march goin out wif cousin faustina :D we're gonna go so siao man ahah

SHOP!! xD

combined service 2day. den aft that went to eat lunch. den went home. den watch korean boys over flowers for awhile, den go out wif mum to plaza to shop. shopped for prezzies :D den after spending so long den i decided wat i wanted. haha.. den after bought everything i needed salompas. i think im so old.. need salompas.. :( hahas anyways we pigged out in secret recipe o vanilla milkshake, mocca and chocalate cheesecake O.0 haha.. i need to lose weight after that. den went home and dinner and watch tv and here i am!!
sch tmr. very sian. i dun feel like going to sch leh :(
and home econ coursework tis coming tues. i dun like to partner wif gabriel (lim) leh. wat can i do.. DnT i might get same also :( i hate this arrangement. i dun like this class. i want faith 1-5 back.. haiz i sound like a kid right? hah i want i want i want!! haha lols. sigh.. looks like i cant though.. hopefully i can "ren" and maybe nxt year will be better :)
anyways i listening to a gong soundtrack now. very nice classical. first time i like tis kinda classical music cos its gong. and gong is one of my fav korean shows. in fact its my fave, better than yi zhi mei, though. so i just wanna share it cos i feel its very nice http://www.imeem.com/stevelam17/music/3aNJzrAs/goong-ost-saddies/
haha another one also very nice its classical still, though, must listen it will touch ur heart (i may be exaggerating) but its really nice :D too bad nvr sing. sing in it nicer.
http://www.imeem.com/stevelam17/music/BZH9rE2M/goong-ost-kai-bu-liao-kou/
oh yea haha another one all very nice la :) nxt time i go upload the things in either my frenster or here in my blog. dun care for now, cos i lazy http://www.imeem.com/people/2UguS/music/MI_syOTS/ice-pond/


cheers :)