Wednesday, March 4, 2009

still sad :(

god pls help me in everything.. from my spiritual life to physical life and to studies and to emotions and to sch life.. why isit that hes so hard to get over??
i cant help myself lord.. only u can help me. i dun care abt him le.. i got over lots of ppl b4, im not sure abt tis though.. i see him everyday(except maybe weekends) and always im always laughing to myself.
i feel im drifting from god, maths and science and english is killing me, my science got 31 only..
god pls help me i cant do anything wifout u. and my fingers are a crucial part of my body.. i wont be able to do things that easily, some things i cant even do le, and there may be scars..
i wont be able to be my happy self again.. i believe its part of christian walk. nvm, i shall hav great faith and strength in u, lord :)

hahaha anyways 2day walked same way wif "wif love". for the sake of shufang and huimin. si xin bah ni men.. not realistic. happened me and him walking the same way. also not his road. den he keep looking back like wu hui like that. walao hai me so paisey. not my fault though.. not his road den i can walk there mah haha.. cos my house also that way mah hahah. not my fault. anyways after choir was an adventure. i cant say haha its really funny hahahaha :)
hahaah so yea, thats all
oh yea my fingers still pain and hard but its getting better :)

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