200th post!

HEY THIS IS MY 200TH POST! YAY YAY YAY :D lol i so xin fen for nth -.-
anw, i found out i write my address wrong in the sec 3 camp consent form. I'M IN DEEP SHIT :(
and today last day of school. happy and sad.... oh and huilun came back to visit today! LOL :D
so far this year i realised i only have 2. used to be more. looks like i'm more faithful :O lol kidding. but it's so pain and i wonder how i'm gonna survive the holidays :( BUT I WILL! WITH THE LOVE OF GOD I WILL! :D even if no one loves me (in which it's false!), i know i have god! :D

HAPPY ENDING BY AVRIL LAVIGNE :D

SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING

childhood memories :)

today got some NE learning trip. lucky i prepared pocky ytd alr :X lol ornot nth to munch on the bus. amelia says i keep eating pocky (which is true, after all :D). the trip to various places was quite okay lah haha. and partnered with jolene! :D on the bus we keep talking about the past lol. missed the days when she and her bro was just staying 3 storeys above me and my bro. haha she told me that at first, the first time me and her met, my bro ask us to talk to each other, make friend. then she said she remembered that we both very shy, then write on a notebook to each other :S lol and the time she and her bro came my church, then she said she remembered it was darn cold. i only remembered the part where we were in the carpark -.- LOL. and i also remembered the past, whereby me and my bro went to her home, then my bro make her bro take a marble from the fish tank. and then my bro bday party, and her bro bday party :D so cute sia she have her bro bday party pic (whereby i'm inside!) and i have my bro bday pic (whereby she's inside too haha!). but that was all in the past. haha now i look back and smile at all the things we've done tgt :DDD i also smile at myself when i was small. all these things took place in SIMSVILLE. MY FORMER HOME AND PLACE WHERE ALL THE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES ARE :D remembered my bro has his first ice cream cake bday. remembered all the functions and bbqs we had back there. remembered how me and my mum always used to go to the back gate (there's a bus stop there) and take bus to my uncle's house in kembangan. remembered how we used to go to the gym (not so frequently). remembered how we used to go swimming, and my dad had to keep having swimming lessons for us so that we can swim, and i CAN SWIM!! :D remembered that was the place where my bro kept polishing his BB boots (we moved out when i was sec 1 and when he was year 1 in poly). remembered how my bro keeps bringing back his friends (OOPS) and i kept disturbing them :P remembered how we had painting in holidays. remembered how my mum had spent so much time bringing up us tho she was busy with the childcare (she was with the childcare at that time) :D haha my convo with her really brought me back to childhood times, and when we were playing tgt haha :D see, jolene, i told you i'd be blogging about it. and here it is! :D hees xD well, it's da lovely and amazing childhood days :DDD and i really thank god for sucha wonderful childhood he has given us :D

in line skating -.-

PARAMORE ROCKS, THEY JUST DO :DD



in line skating (don't know if i spelt it correct -.-) today for some YOG stuff in school today. only for my level -.- damn, i almost cannot stand up, but i did. and then i almost fell down when *walking* on the skates. THANK GOD TODAY FIRST RECESS. ESCAPED! :DD heng ah ~
hmm then got choir briefing after school, thank god none of the choir stuffs clash with my trip :D
YAY SCHOOL GONNA END SOON!
AND JY THOSE O LEVEL PPL! :)

cloudy with a chance of meatballs

LOL went to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs ytd. quite nice :) oh my tian then in the morning i was like trying to book the tix, then stupid golden village keep rejecting! argh but finally can after some tries haha :D then heard time for miracles by adam lambert <3 in the sports shop. lol i was prcatically singing along to it :DD <3
and then met up with mum after her school concert then ate sakae. yumyum :) went home and watch G-Force. haha damn funneh and cute sia :D
today cet, then service, then home
oh yah today decided (or was it god telling me?) that i should give up :) and i decided, yes there's no point in it, i should just give up. i felt like god telling me there's no point, and what for be hurt by it :) SO YES, I'M GIVING UP! THANK GOD :D
so fast sch ending -.- lol ending is good and bad. i hope everyone will stay same class, i LOVE this year the class! :)

happy belated bday yilin!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY YILIN! sorry forget to post ytd :P hey, but i did wish you by sms, facebook okay! :DD hees xD see i so good to da jie right? xD haha anw, happy birthday! thanks for everything :)

and later gonna watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs :O MEATBALLS, I LIKE! :D esp the subway ones xD

JYJY JEROLYN FOR O LVL! MONDAY START LIAO! JYJY! we're behind you :)

TIME FOR MIRACLES :D

ON DAYNA'S BDAY CLASS CELEBRATED HER BDAY! lol
AND CLASS ALSO CELEBRATED YILIN'S AND GABRIEL'S BDAY TODAY! hahah :D i hope she will like her present me and felicia got for her hahah :D happy early bday yilin! :)

TIME FOR MIRACLES BY ADAM LAMBERT ROCKS!!! TOTALLY!! THE SONG LYRICS SO MEANINGFUL AND NICE :D!!! :DDD <3 must listen!! damn nice :) i'm bent on watching 2012 now hahaha


lyrics for time for miracles :
It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it(feel it)
You know I can hear it(hear it)
So can you feel it feel it....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

HISTORY!

got back history and chinese paper 1 results.
history : 74.5 damn! 0.5 more marks can get A1 liao! ARGH.
chinese paper 1 : part 1 i got 13/20 (or isit 11? aiyah cannot remember lah) then part 2 i got 26/40.
total chinese score for EOY is 59.5.... again, get another 0.5 more can get 60 -.-

happy bday dayna! :)

firstly, HAPPY BDAY DAYNA! :D haha may god always bless you, and sister and bffs forever yeah? :DDDDD <3 <3 <3 haha me, lauren and sarah actually went out ytd to make her bday vid. lol :D so ya, hope dayna's happy? :D HHAHA
and got back maths paper 2 le! 33/50 :) so total for maths is 70.5/100!! OMG FIRST TIME I GOT A2 (OR EVEN A) FOR MATHS! IT'S PHENOMENAL! THANK GOD SOO MUCH :DDDDD
and english paper 2 was 30/50 :D haha also first time leh! hees xD
d&t : 53.5/100 :) pass can liao lah! :)
geog : 62/100
haha so thank god soo much for all the good results :D <3
and history haven't come out yet! cos mdm chua didn't come today. mdm chua, faster get well! :D

i really love hot and cold by katy perry :D

video making :)

HAHAH today was uber fun! :D went plaza sing with sarah and lauren. watched 500 days of summer. ROFL in the same theatre we got 2 movies :} one on the screen one in front of us. hehehe.... :} if you know what i mean eh hahaha :} NO OFFENCE THOUGH!
anyway today was really fun hahah :D
and i bought my sungmin strap from comics connection! like, FINALLY! :DDDD hees xD

aiya! tmr got school! and knowing our results liao haha so excited :)
and i dunno if got choir ornot leh :X

wah sian ytd i couldn't sleep! and thruout the WHOLE night i was thinking of the song insomnia by wheesung -.- like, DAMN, couldn't sleep until around 3? lol but wheesung is cool! :D

got back results...

got back some of the results on friday. omg, i so don'tlike my results.
science: 54.5/100 :(((( this is the most saddest thing that ever happened in my sec 2 life!! CRIES...:( chances of taking pure science next year is low liao :((
chinese paper 2: 35/70 ROFL finally pass paper 2 :)
literature : 64/100
maths paper 1 : 37.5/50 i am terribly upset with this one also. so many ppl got 40 over, i only get 30 plus?!! damn. somemore the paper so easy, i cry :(
english paper 1 : 43/60
part 1 = 20/30 lol this one is narrative and ms yee commented on my compo "sounds like a korean drama. autumn in my heart?" and i was like, laughing when i saw the comment. at first i thought my storyline was different from autumn in my heart, but then at night (after cell, at home) i found out that the storyline was same as mine -.- lol hahah. then at the end she commented "sounds rather melodramatic". ROFL. but it's true, it is melodramatic.
part 2 = 23/30 this one is the report writing.

and this is all for my results known so far :O haha
and then at night on friday have cell haha. then went home.
haha i'm like currently listening to you belong with me by taylor swift :) haha this song won the best female music video at the VMAs de okay! lol :D i like this song, alot alot :D haha
tmr have church. haha and before that got cet -.- oh, tmr gonna know who the new youth pastor is!! actually we alr know his name, but almost everyone forget how he look like (he came to our church before) hahah so yah.
and lastly,
I WANT A LOLLIPOP PHONE!!

exams finish ytd! :)

exams finished ytd! :) and then during oral i kept laughing. after every sentence i reply the teachers, i will laugh and smile at the teacher lol. then huang lao shi so cute, she laugh with me :D and infront, kathleen and jolene can hear me laugh. means i laugh so loud :O LOL. *falls off chair*
and dnt totally screwed up. paper 2 hard, dunno how to do.
tmr know results liao. JYJY me and F2-3!! :D
omg, and my love and passion for piano is really going strong :D good, good! :) haha piano, for the win! :D
and i want a lollipop phone! for those of you who doesn't know what's a lollipop phone, listen to lollipop by 2NE1 and big bang. they did the song for the lollipop commercial :) the lollipop phone is smth like icecream phone, and omg i love it and i want it :D and the on top has flashing lights! and the lights can create yourself, and can also move one! can move from left to right de. hahah so cute :D and cool :D I WANT LOLLIPOP PHONE!


i srsly dunno how i'm even listening to G-Dragon lor. lol. he's weird, but i find him quite cool hahah.

give up! petty!!

PETTY! i'm giving up! and you needn't worry now. i shall listen to my friends' advice! i should've known better. do you look like you care? no. and you think i do? no. so, it's better to give up, isn't it? the reality of life.

sigh... WHY?!!

why did it have to happen during exams time?! WHY WHY WHY!!! well, even if you know NOW, so what? i know so what sounds rude, but i can't think of any other words. i'm sorry if you're gonna be pissed or whatever. but i must tell you that even if you know, so what? and you may be thinking, you know then know lah. what's wrong. but i will still say so what no matter what (make no sense?? O.O) i can understand that you may be angry or whatsoever. but i can't help it. my way of speech is like that.
betrayer! i didn't expect it to be someone in my group.. :( what can i do? what's done is done. and you (yes YOU) needn't worry either.
thank god felicia is my friend :)

hist and maths paper 1 over!

today hist and maths paper 1 completed! hist write until hand pain. hope i do well in essay and source based. esp source based! i screwed up today :( my source based all along very not good one.
maths paper 1 was unexpectedly EASY! :DD thank god for that haha :)
today no cell. so can stay home study. see i go guai right xD
next mon got geog and sci. better get A1 for my sci if not my place in pure bio may be lost :(
oh and wed was my bro's bday! my mum bought icecream cake for him (jealous) from swensons haha. and i'm growing fatter! cos almost everyday eat mac the icecream (ahem ahem felicia liangyue jinqyng cough cough) went to subway to buy his cookies on his bday.
that night i went to see doc too. runny nose and phelgm. so my parents say go take medication better than falling sick during exams. haha so yah :)
I'M SO GLAD THAT EXAMS GONNA OVER LIAO! WOOTS!

not so bad.

the pain was not so bad today, but before recess it was......
well, after being happy and going high after recess, then i find it not so bad liao. so i gonna stick to being happy and high again :DD hhahah.. after exam then bother lah :D hehe.. and i forgot to bring my keys! :( sp had to wait until either bro or mum gets home then can go home HAHA. meanwhile, while waiting, we went library again. and in class played truth or dare. haha quite funneh.
anw, i strating to really like classical stuff and instruments right now. so i was searching for goong, and then i listened to these instrumental ost. damn nice :

heartache... but i shall not let it affect my studies :)

i decided not to let the heartache/heartpain i'm feeling right now to affect my studies, esp exams!!! i shall not let it affect exams!! I SHALL FOCUS ON EXAMS AND ONLY EXAMS! after exams i can bother abt this liao lah :) haha.. i shall only bother about this after exams!! :) I SHALL AND I WILL!
i will not bother about it right now!

give up, or give up not?

it's pain. it's hurting. i should give up :( because of what happened ytd, i cannot be guang ming zheng da anymore. i have to pretend. i cannot do this. hide here hide there... well, the only solution is to give up. i lost it. damn. but i'm considering giving up. do not tell me anything about... it hurts so much. but thanks to wenting and lauren i feel better :)
here is the piano on tree of heaven. my, i love this :) tree of heaven will always be my favourite korean drama :D cos thisis the only show that made me cry for so long.... :)

english and chinese EOY!

english paper was practically okay. scare i won't pass. but i know I WILL! :D
chinese paper was okay. hahah. i also scare i fail. but again, i know I WILL PASS!! :D hehe..
today after sch, waited for felicia with jinqyng and liangyue. then went to eat sundae at macs. then went to search for stickers, and bought a super junior sticker *yay* :D then went aljunied popular, my correction tape refill sill don't have. after that went to library, and played truth or dare. lol super funneh. and then suddenly got some guy walk pass (we were on the floor), then we all bei xia dao. then we all say : xia dao wo. then he turn and say : sorry lah. wl! he can hear?! LOL. and after that went home. and here i am. after eating and etc. am tired now. haha