Missing Piece ; Love

These 2 songs have been stuck in my head for quite a while. esp Love :)

If you don't want me in your life, that's alright. All I ever did was bring you misery in the first place. It's better  this way. I don't want to cause any further unhappiness and complications. I'll just slowly move away, I'll let you be happier. I'll make up for the past by not appearing in your life any longer. You deserve so much better. But just remember, I'm still here yeah, if you ever need me.

Oh and Idk if I mentioned this before, but during my Grandma's wake last year, my cousin Faustina mentioned to me that she didn't seem to have much wrinkles compared to last time. Then we go look inside her coffin. And alas, she really didn't seem to have wrinkles :O Before that, in the hopsital, when her coma wasn't so bad, Faustina kept touching her forehead too and mentioned it was really smooth. Then I went to touch and alas, it really was smooth. Lol dk if we noticed it before. But in her last days, her wrinkles seem to have disappeared.. Maybe she wasn't frowning as much as last time?

But I know that this perhaps may be God :) Ever since she accepted Jesus into her life (which was a week before she passed away I THINK? Can't remember sorry :(.. ) she stopped frowning and her wrinkles seemed to be disappearing. Lolol thank God :)

Why I suddenly mention this is that today was Parents' Day is church. Thanks Mummy and Daddy for everything for so many years :) And church showed one vid about the a younger generation guy not understanding why his parents wanna take care of his Grandma since she caused them so much trouble, and why they were sad when her condition in the hospital was critical. He was disrespectful to her at times. Then they showed a flashback. When his Dad was sick with fever, his Grandma ran in the rain to get him to the hospital. She was so concerned for him.
That made me think of my own Grandma. Bringing up my Mum, Aunties and Uncles. There were times I was disrespectful to her, and I regret it but there's nothing I can do. She knows I don't mean it I think. Anyway, she's in a much much much MUCH happier, joyful, blissful and peaceful place now :)

I'll always miss you Ah Ma, but I know I'll be seeing you again someday. And I love you :)

Mid-sem tests starts tmr.. READY SET GO!!! #GodWillGuideUsThroughThisNoFear