I'm really sorry. I didn't ever mean to hurt you. I thought you'd take it lightly.. But I'm not faking it, I'm not giving excuses, but I really laughed because I found it funny. You're my bestie, that's why. If I played your role, would you laugh too? I just found it very unexpected. It's not that your role was ridiculous or whatever, it's because you're my friend. Yes, you'll say that if you're my friend I wouldn't laugh at you, but it's quite natural. You'll say I'm mean but really, when you're friends with someone you'll find it hilarious. And just so you know, I was genuinely shocked and my laughter wasn't fake. There comes a point in friendship when you insult and make fun of your friends and both parties won't feel anything, and that's how I felt. I didn't think it would affect you, I thought you'd just laugh too. When you laughed at me during cross country, I wasn't upset or anything. That's why I didn't understand why it'd affect you. I make fun of my other friends too, but that's not being mean or intentionally hurting them. I just didn't know that it would hurt you like that, and I'm really sorry.
I don't know if you'll forgive me but I'm really sincere with this apology.
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