Warzone

I give up. I really give up on you. You think just texting me every now and then asking me random and weird questions are just gonna redeem our friendship or whatever we had in the past? Well, it's not. It's too late now. I feel sad and empty without you, but you really do seem happier with your other friends. You seem happier without me in your life. I feel I'm being made use of. I feel that you're just getting closer to me cos of the girl you fancy. Idk whatever happened but it's just too late. If you don't say anything, I'm just gonna shut up and try to pretend nothing happened. Well, isn't that what you seem to be doing too? Idk I feel everything you said was just lies lies lies. It's too late, I repeat, it's just too late. My heart is sinking and feeling heavy while I'm writing this cos I'm letting someone special go but you know what? I don't think you're worth it anymore. I'm gonna get over it and you should too. I'll see you for the last time this Friday and disappear from your life cos I'm never going back to the school (apart from collecting results and Choir). I'm a girl, you're a guy. There's no way one can ever understand the other fully.And that's how we are. I don't understand you at all. So unless you're gonna do some intervention, I ain't gonna do anything, I'm giving up on it.

This song explains how I'm feeling. Being made use of. Except it's not a girl -.-



I can't believe I had to see
The girl of my dreams cheating on me
The pain you caused has left me dead inside
I'm gonna make sure, you regret that night

I feel you close, I feel you breathe
And now it's like you're here
You're haunting me
You're out of line, you're out of sight
You're the reason that we started this fight
But I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone
In our house, I hate that place,
Everywhere I walk I see your face
Try to erase a memory with a flame,
And hope I never see you again
Standing here, in this burning room,
You know the end could never come so soon,

It's clear to me,
The lies you use,
The ones that killed me ain't hurting you,
So I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone

I'm running from a warzone
I can't do this anymore
I'm running from a warzone
What are we fighting for?

I'm running from a warzone...

I know,
I just gotta let it go,
I, should've known
I gotta learn to say goodbye now
I throw my armour down,
And leave the battleground
For the final time now,
I, I know.
I'm running from a warzone