Failed

My plan failed. Oh sod it I'll just update on weekends.

I fail in a lot of aspects of life. Friendships, relationships and time management. Sigh.. Idk how many stuff I've screwed, and I can only say everything is my fault. It really is. I guess I'm too ignorant to many things. But at least I know that someone up there loves me for who I am :) I shan't curse myself by saying I fail in studies NO I CANNOT HAVE THAT MENTALITY I'M GONNA DO WELL FOR Os AND PROVE MY PARENTS WRONG THAT I'M THE ITE SORT!! IMMA STUDY ALRIGHT. Yeah and I just spent the day slacking. Fail, again -.-

Well, I just want you to know that I know no matter what I say, nothing will change your mind, and I'm sorry. I know I'm ignorant and terrible. Well, I can't do anything since you've already made up your mind. And all I can do now is just to respect your decisions. If that's what you want, there's nothing more I can do or say that'll change it. I'll respect your decision.

You are on my mind everyday. I see you in school almost everyday but I still can't forget about you. Everyday I think about how you are doing, whether you are doing fine or have stuffs happening in your life. You seem happier without me. I'll just back out and never disturb you again.

In fact, I think I'll never disturb anyone again. I'll back out and let everyone enjoy life. They do seem better off without me and my annoying antics.