hahaha so apprently had tuition today, and step up 3!! :DD watched it with jiemin and felicia in 2D at illuma :D
REALLY LOVE STEP UP 3 EVEN MORE AFTER WATCHING IT!! not only does the music/rap/songs attract me since how long ago, even the dance and whole movie attracts me damn alot :D
just look at these haha :
aren't it awesome! my fav is the robot dance ^^ and i think the best is the water one, and of course, the LAST FINAL DANCE BATTLE. but i'm not gonna spoil it for you (even though i have the vid in my youtube account :D). hahahaha!
AND I FREAKING MISSED THE KISSING SCENE COS I WENT TOILET. THAT'S LIKE THE WHOLE DAMN HIGHLIGHT OF THE SHOW!! argh!!! >:(
but it's okay. can always buy the dvd and rewatch next time hehe ^^
and the trailers :
haha awesome right?!??! :DDD
love it to the max! (L) haha ^^
and i was so damn happy that they were actually blasting this song in school today during teachers day :DD haha love it!!
PUT YOUR HANDS UP!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
results; teachers day
soooo, got back my results. sigh ):
english - 54
chinese - 36
e maths - 60
science (phy/chem) - 52, 55
combined humans (ss/geog) 69, 25
core history - 68
POA - 33 (test 1), 68 (test 2)
sigh... so as usual.... geog is the WORST. then followed by POA (oh wow, i used to have an A1 for it?!?!??!! like, seriously?!?!), and then chinese (well, the test was FREAKING HARD kay).
so apprently. mum said : why your poa fail.
dad said : aiyo jialat liao leh you, later cannot go poly, then go ITE.
bro : it's normal.
??? 3 diff things said from 3 same members of the family HAHAHA LOL.
go what am i gonna do bout geog? chinese and poa still can save. but geog is really cannot alr. unless i mug it for like 2 whole months straight which is impossible for now.
sigh ):
so let's say if i use this for biomed course or for poly :
english - 6
e maths - 4
science - 6
hist - 3
poa - 4
= 21!!!!
i can only go for engineering course -.- or worse, NURSING (which i don't want)
i want my biomed(10 -.-) or baking and culinary science(18) or applied food and science nutrition!!(dk) )): sadded lol.
good news : tmr is STEP UP 3!!! WOOTS!
and buying teachers day present for edward HEHEHE ^^
although the teachers can't see this, but i still have the urge to say this :
dear poa teacher, YOU ARE THE BEST TEACHER I HAVE EVER SEEN. THE BEST OUT OF THE BEST :D you're cute (in a funny way), even when you scold it's still cute. and the best thing is that you're willing to help us. you are willing to stay back after school to help us with our poa. but unfortunately, you may not be in GM soon. and i'm scared of the "new" (maybe) teacher who would be replacing you.
but i'd like to wish you a very happy teachers day ^^
dear e maths teacher, you are short, sharp and sweet in your teaching. and best of all, you make me understand e maths ^^ and you are a FAIR TEACHER who doesn't make students feel unappreciated. one of the best teachers i've even known too ^^ haha happy teachers day to you as well! :D
dear english teacher, YOU ARE MY BEST ENGLISH TEACHER IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE. you speak with this english of a pro that i like alot, and you can pull up our grades (: best of all i love you :D a very happy teachers day! ^^
dear chinese teacher, YOU ARE THE FUNNIEST CHINESE TEACHER EVER! you make us laugh during chinese, help us stay awake in class, and you care for us. you are very funny :D happy teachers day to you too! ^^
dear pe teacher, you are a kind person and you ensure fair play in the game ^^ you rock! esp in church. one of the best teachers in GM too :D happy teachers day! ^^
dear physics teacher, your stories are interesting ^^ and physics sometimes rocks haha hapy teachers day!
dear chemistry teacher, though i don't really pay much attention in chem, but i sometimes do understand lol hhahaha and still wanna wish you happy teachers day.
dear geography, i sometimes think you are a cute teacher. but you do make me want to fall alseep sometimes. and when you talk about unrelated stuff, i actually find it ineteresting (: can't believe i'm saying this but i think you're rather nice in person ^^ happy teachers day!
dear ss/core history teacher, i like your teaching and the way you made me like history (since last year haha), and also the way you teach history. it doesn't make me fall asleep in class. and i love history. well i think the way you teach ss is interesting too haha. happy teachers day to you (:
hahaa and that's all for teachers day ^^ wishing all the teachers in singapore a very happy teachers day! :DD
and i've got hurricane venus stuck in my head ^^ boa the queen is backkkk!! (L) :DDDD hahaha love her to the max! and she's the same height as me! (:
ELECTRONIC, MANIC, SUPERSONIC, BIONIC ENERGY!
CHAO OUTSIDE!
english - 54
chinese - 36
e maths - 60
science (phy/chem) - 52, 55
combined humans (ss/geog) 69, 25
core history - 68
POA - 33 (test 1), 68 (test 2)
sigh... so as usual.... geog is the WORST. then followed by POA (oh wow, i used to have an A1 for it?!?!??!! like, seriously?!?!), and then chinese (well, the test was FREAKING HARD kay).
so apprently. mum said : why your poa fail.
dad said : aiyo jialat liao leh you, later cannot go poly, then go ITE.
bro : it's normal.
??? 3 diff things said from 3 same members of the family HAHAHA LOL.
go what am i gonna do bout geog? chinese and poa still can save. but geog is really cannot alr. unless i mug it for like 2 whole months straight which is impossible for now.
sigh ):
so let's say if i use this for biomed course or for poly :
english - 6
e maths - 4
science - 6
hist - 3
poa - 4
= 21!!!!
i can only go for engineering course -.- or worse, NURSING (which i don't want)
i want my biomed(10 -.-) or baking and culinary science(18) or applied food and science nutrition!!(dk) )): sadded lol.
good news : tmr is STEP UP 3!!! WOOTS!
and buying teachers day present for edward HEHEHE ^^
although the teachers can't see this, but i still have the urge to say this :
dear poa teacher, YOU ARE THE BEST TEACHER I HAVE EVER SEEN. THE BEST OUT OF THE BEST :D you're cute (in a funny way), even when you scold it's still cute. and the best thing is that you're willing to help us. you are willing to stay back after school to help us with our poa. but unfortunately, you may not be in GM soon. and i'm scared of the "new" (maybe) teacher who would be replacing you.
but i'd like to wish you a very happy teachers day ^^
dear e maths teacher, you are short, sharp and sweet in your teaching. and best of all, you make me understand e maths ^^ and you are a FAIR TEACHER who doesn't make students feel unappreciated. one of the best teachers i've even known too ^^ haha happy teachers day to you as well! :D
dear english teacher, YOU ARE MY BEST ENGLISH TEACHER IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE. you speak with this english of a pro that i like alot, and you can pull up our grades (: best of all i love you :D a very happy teachers day! ^^
dear chinese teacher, YOU ARE THE FUNNIEST CHINESE TEACHER EVER! you make us laugh during chinese, help us stay awake in class, and you care for us. you are very funny :D happy teachers day to you too! ^^
dear pe teacher, you are a kind person and you ensure fair play in the game ^^ you rock! esp in church. one of the best teachers in GM too :D happy teachers day! ^^
dear physics teacher, your stories are interesting ^^ and physics sometimes rocks haha hapy teachers day!
dear chemistry teacher, though i don't really pay much attention in chem, but i sometimes do understand lol hhahaha and still wanna wish you happy teachers day.
dear geography, i sometimes think you are a cute teacher. but you do make me want to fall alseep sometimes. and when you talk about unrelated stuff, i actually find it ineteresting (: can't believe i'm saying this but i think you're rather nice in person ^^ happy teachers day!
dear ss/core history teacher, i like your teaching and the way you made me like history (since last year haha), and also the way you teach history. it doesn't make me fall asleep in class. and i love history. well i think the way you teach ss is interesting too haha. happy teachers day to you (:
hahaa and that's all for teachers day ^^ wishing all the teachers in singapore a very happy teachers day! :DD
and i've got hurricane venus stuck in my head ^^ boa the queen is backkkk!! (L) :DDDD hahaha love her to the max! and she's the same height as me! (:
ELECTRONIC, MANIC, SUPERSONIC, BIONIC ENERGY!
CHAO OUTSIDE!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
weddings
if what you think you're doing is right, well, is isn't.
grrr ate too many cheesecakes in a month! gonna grow fat ):
and i just suddenly thought where i'd wanna have my wedding.
and what the wedding would be like. i just realised i hasn't thought of it, i just only thought of it roughly.
now, it's gonna be very detailed haha (:
venue : either in sapporo, hokkaido or singapore.
for sapporo, i want it to be in the ISHIYA CHOCOLATE FACTORY ^^ it sounds weird to have it in a factory right? i don't even know if it's allowed but just imagining. it doesn't look like a factory, more like a chocolate and toy museum. the scene is really beautiful in both winter and summer and spring and autumn. it's like an imaginary wonderland where we would never grow up. but i wanna go back there when i grow up, and get married of course. it's one of the places that made a great impact on my life, i love you hokkaido ^^ too lazy to upload pics of it.
and for singapore, i want it in some grand hotel ^^
okay so it's not very detailed but who cares -.-
want 10 course dinner! though i know the menu will change 1 decade later but i don't care.
1. cold dish - the normal ones, like jellyfish, prawn with mayonaise etc etc.
2. soup - shark's fin! hohoho ^^
3. grilled prawns with lemon butter sauce
4. teriyaki chicken (simple but i love it so ya)
5. fish - sea bass
6. some exotic dish
7. some exotic dish
8. ee fu noodles yum yum
9. salad! hoho
10. dessert - some cold thing HAAHAHAH
so not exactly very detailed right? lol
honeymoon - somewhere in japan, preferably hokkaido (: MEMORIES AHHHH (L)
okay whatever so it isn't very detailed after all. still a rough idea. whatever (:
C Candy, THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WANNA TELL YOU BUT I CAN'T!
1. you don't know anything (:
2. you think i like someone else.
3. i love your character.
4. i wanna talk to you!
5. i want to eat cheesecake with you (random shit HAHAAHHAH)
6. you're the person who makes my day every school day (apart from all the awesome friends i have and GOD! :D just that God makes my day EVERYDAY!)
7. i like you alot (:
i've got a headache cos i've been at the comp since 12. ouchy ): gotta do work now, bye.
grrr ate too many cheesecakes in a month! gonna grow fat ):
and i just suddenly thought where i'd wanna have my wedding.
and what the wedding would be like. i just realised i hasn't thought of it, i just only thought of it roughly.
now, it's gonna be very detailed haha (:
venue : either in sapporo, hokkaido or singapore.
for sapporo, i want it to be in the ISHIYA CHOCOLATE FACTORY ^^ it sounds weird to have it in a factory right? i don't even know if it's allowed but just imagining. it doesn't look like a factory, more like a chocolate and toy museum. the scene is really beautiful in both winter and summer and spring and autumn. it's like an imaginary wonderland where we would never grow up. but i wanna go back there when i grow up, and get married of course. it's one of the places that made a great impact on my life, i love you hokkaido ^^ too lazy to upload pics of it.
and for singapore, i want it in some grand hotel ^^
okay so it's not very detailed but who cares -.-
want 10 course dinner! though i know the menu will change 1 decade later but i don't care.
1. cold dish - the normal ones, like jellyfish, prawn with mayonaise etc etc.
2. soup - shark's fin! hohoho ^^
3. grilled prawns with lemon butter sauce
4. teriyaki chicken (simple but i love it so ya)
5. fish - sea bass
6. some exotic dish
7. some exotic dish
8. ee fu noodles yum yum
9. salad! hoho
10. dessert - some cold thing HAAHAHAH
so not exactly very detailed right? lol
honeymoon - somewhere in japan, preferably hokkaido (: MEMORIES AHHHH (L)
okay whatever so it isn't very detailed after all. still a rough idea. whatever (:
C Candy, THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WANNA TELL YOU BUT I CAN'T!
1. you don't know anything (:
2. you think i like someone else.
3. i love your character.
4. i wanna talk to you!
5. i want to eat cheesecake with you (random shit HAHAAHHAH)
6. you're the person who makes my day every school day (apart from all the awesome friends i have and GOD! :D just that God makes my day EVERYDAY!)
7. i like you alot (:
i've got a headache cos i've been at the comp since 12. ouchy ): gotta do work now, bye.
Friday, August 27, 2010
peter chao ftw!
peter chao just rocks big time.
peter chao, i totally agree with what you said.
in my opinion, those haters are just insulting asians.
and we can speak proper english!
hahah.
peter cha's right about this.
it's just entertainment. WHY SO SERIOUS?
he insulted so many other races and people before.
why such a big reaction to this?
just look at russell peters. he actually insults his own race and doesn't even feel hurt or whatever by it.
so why so serious?
and for mexicans, i can understand your hurt etc etc but you have to know that peter chao's just doing it for pure entertainment.
i don't think he wants to like insult others just for the sake of insulting. nope, i don't think that way.
God, i'm gonna give it to you. i give up.
Lord i'm gonna surrender to you :D
do you catch a breath, when i look at you? are you holding back, like the way i do?
C Candy ^^
Thursday, August 26, 2010
cho shin sung!
supernova/ cho shin sung's songs always appeal to me. just look at the english lyrics and you'll know. even though i got over it (those who are close to me, you know), but it still appeals to me and reminds me of what happened (: those happy memories! :D
this is one reason why i love kpop. cos the songs appeals to me. and it's nice.
and cos of supernova, i actually also like jpop since they're also in the japanese industry! :D
not saying i don't like international music. I LOVE IT!
esp avril lavigne, david archuleta, PARAMORE, JESSIE AND THE TOY BOYS, vanessa carlton, selena gomez and many many more!
international pop appeals to me alot too.
one good example is :
and
http://www.muumuse.com/2010/07/muumuse-excluusive-listen-to-jesse-and-the-toy-boys-key-to-the-city.html
jessie and the toy boys rock!
hahahhaha :DDDDD
bottom line, KPOP AND INTERNATIONAL POP ARE AS GOOD AS ONE ANOTHER!
i just felt like doing a comparison, but both are good as each other in their own ways, so yeah (: i love both!
i must say i'm listening more to international pop more than kpop for now.
WE GOT THE KEY TO THE CITY :D
C Candy!!!!!!!!!! (Y)
Saturday, August 21, 2010
lol
i didn't even do anything and you come and shit me. what is this?
i really think that the Facebook Addiction Disorder (FAD) is true. seriously, i think if facebook just suddenly shut down one day, half of the world's population would drop dead from instant facebook deprivation..
and sometimes.. crushes hurt as much as a 100 ton weight on you, and it's burdening you and hurting you so much so you wanna give up. it hurts you so much so until you wanna cry, but you just can't seem to force the tears out. it's just like tearless crying. but there's still this sad sad sad feeling deep down inside your heart and all you feel is just pain, hurt, sadness and sometimes, anger.
but i say my friends, GIVE IT TO THE LORD AND HE WILL MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT. was he not the almighty God who created the heaven and the earth? was he not the amazing god who created the whole galaxy and every living thing on earth? was Jesus not the amazing God who died on the cross for all our sins just because he loves us? was HE not the amazing God whos complete love filled that empty whole in our heart and made us whole again? IS HE NOT THE ALMIGHTY GOD WE ALL LOVE? HE IS! and i say we give all our troubles, worries and anxieties to him BECAUSE HE MAKES EVERYTHING RIGHT. can i hear an amen?
God, i'm gonna trust you with everything of my life and i renew myself in you once again. take me with you in your hands again, lord. i just want your touch.
God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see.
But he will make a way for me.
thank you so much lord. i love you for loving me and those who don't deserve to be loved like us sinful human beings.
your complete love for us all just makes so wanna scream, shout, sing this : I LOVE YOU GOD!
though the world may not see your almighty love and grace and power, but use us, and send us out into the world like lighthouses so that we may shine so bright with your glory.
even though i walk through the valley of death, i shall not fear because the lord is with me and he will be my guide.
the lord is my shepard and i will follow him all the days of my life.
:D
i love this amazing god i have!
i really think that the Facebook Addiction Disorder (FAD) is true. seriously, i think if facebook just suddenly shut down one day, half of the world's population would drop dead from instant facebook deprivation..
and sometimes.. crushes hurt as much as a 100 ton weight on you, and it's burdening you and hurting you so much so you wanna give up. it hurts you so much so until you wanna cry, but you just can't seem to force the tears out. it's just like tearless crying. but there's still this sad sad sad feeling deep down inside your heart and all you feel is just pain, hurt, sadness and sometimes, anger.
but i say my friends, GIVE IT TO THE LORD AND HE WILL MAKE EVERYTHING RIGHT. was he not the almighty God who created the heaven and the earth? was he not the amazing god who created the whole galaxy and every living thing on earth? was Jesus not the amazing God who died on the cross for all our sins just because he loves us? was HE not the amazing God whos complete love filled that empty whole in our heart and made us whole again? IS HE NOT THE ALMIGHTY GOD WE ALL LOVE? HE IS! and i say we give all our troubles, worries and anxieties to him BECAUSE HE MAKES EVERYTHING RIGHT. can i hear an amen?
God, i'm gonna trust you with everything of my life and i renew myself in you once again. take me with you in your hands again, lord. i just want your touch.
God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see.
But he will make a way for me.
thank you so much lord. i love you for loving me and those who don't deserve to be loved like us sinful human beings.
your complete love for us all just makes so wanna scream, shout, sing this : I LOVE YOU GOD!
though the world may not see your almighty love and grace and power, but use us, and send us out into the world like lighthouses so that we may shine so bright with your glory.
even though i walk through the valley of death, i shall not fear because the lord is with me and he will be my guide.
the lord is my shepard and i will follow him all the days of my life.
:D
i love this amazing god i have!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
steve appleton
steve appleton is just so hot :DDD
today YOG opening ceremony! :DD haha i waited from the start of the show all the way to the part where steve appleton and the rest of them performed to everyone except sean kingston, he was MIA. LOL yay steve's just too cute to be true! :DDDD <3 <3 Topic 1: “Stalin’s rule caused more problems than benefits for the people of the Soviet Union.” Proposition (More problems) - Jia Jun & Alson Opposition (More benefits) - Pamela & Cynthia yes this is my core history debate ): hope can do well! :D at least there's pamela hahaha :DDD and i love jaebeom more and more!
haha TODAY was the START of SS3 (SUPERSHOW 3, super junior's concert) in SEOUL! YAY YAY <3
they're coming singapore soon ^^ next year january :D hahah i'm so gonna go airport again if i can't go for SS3. hahah i so wanna see sungmin! <3 :D
you make me feel so good, C candy ^^
愛してる, 사랑해
today YOG opening ceremony! :DD haha i waited from the start of the show all the way to the part where steve appleton and the rest of them performed to everyone except sean kingston, he was MIA. LOL yay steve's just too cute to be true! :DDDD <3 <3 Topic 1: “Stalin’s rule caused more problems than benefits for the people of the Soviet Union.” Proposition (More problems) - Jia Jun & Alson Opposition (More benefits) - Pamela & Cynthia yes this is my core history debate ): hope can do well! :D at least there's pamela hahaha :DDD and i love jaebeom more and more!
haha TODAY was the START of SS3 (SUPERSHOW 3, super junior's concert) in SEOUL! YAY YAY <3
they're coming singapore soon ^^ next year january :D hahah i'm so gonna go airport again if i can't go for SS3. hahah i so wanna see sungmin! <3 :D
you make me feel so good, C candy ^^
愛してる, 사랑해
Thursday, August 12, 2010
YOG
HAHHA I'M SO LIKE LOOKING FORWARD TO YOG!!! WHY?!?!?! COS STEVE APPLETON IS COMING AND IS GONNA BE PERFORMING ON THE OPENING CEREMONY FOR THE YOG THEME SONG EVERYONE WITH TABITHA NAUSER, SEAN KINGSTON AND A FEW OTHERS HAHAHAHHAHAHAA I LOVE STEVE APPLETON!
was just re-looking some old youtube vids in my favourites hahaha. and all those peter chao vids! xD HAHAH. some people don't really understand what peter chao is talking though, and that's abit sad ): but oh well haha.
heh jokwon so cute and funneh! still 65,905 views worh ^^ heh not bad lehhhh :D HAHA and kim C looked so damn disturbed by it! LOL.
and another old vid haha ^^ i miss jaebeom ): he's coming singapore 21 sept and i so wanna go but it's at wave house at sentosa. 120 bucks O: ?! lol maybe i'll just go airport again (: ahha and this vid is like a freaking 2,456,275 views! hahaha good good! this shows how excellent 2PM is hahahahahaha :DDDD
haha and supernova has just released a teaser for their new korean song! :DDD can't wait! SUNGJE AND YOONHAK!
i love you C Candy ^^
愛してる (Aishiteru, i love you in japanese haha :D)
was just re-looking some old youtube vids in my favourites hahaha. and all those peter chao vids! xD HAHAH. some people don't really understand what peter chao is talking though, and that's abit sad ): but oh well haha.
heh jokwon so cute and funneh! still 65,905 views worh ^^ heh not bad lehhhh :D HAHA and kim C looked so damn disturbed by it! LOL.
and another old vid haha ^^ i miss jaebeom ): he's coming singapore 21 sept and i so wanna go but it's at wave house at sentosa. 120 bucks O: ?! lol maybe i'll just go airport again (: ahha and this vid is like a freaking 2,456,275 views! hahaha good good! this shows how excellent 2PM is hahahahahaha :DDDD
haha and supernova has just released a teaser for their new korean song! :DDD can't wait! SUNGJE AND YOONHAK!
i love you C Candy ^^
愛してる (Aishiteru, i love you in japanese haha :D)
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
you again and again
you, i really hope you treausre this friendship with me.
cos you ARE important to me.
and i hope i am as important to you as you are to me.
silly, don't let yourself get hurt by someone who doesn't deserves it.
i really don't wish to see you, my best friend, like that. i don't.
anyways, can't wait for YOG! STEVE APPLETON IS SO FREAKING COMING AND SO FREAKING PERFORMING LAHHHH! <3
cos you ARE important to me.
and i hope i am as important to you as you are to me.
silly, don't let yourself get hurt by someone who doesn't deserves it.
i really don't wish to see you, my best friend, like that. i don't.
anyways, can't wait for YOG! STEVE APPLETON IS SO FREAKING COMING AND SO FREAKING PERFORMING LAHHHH! <3
Monday, August 9, 2010
you again.
i guess you're my best friend again :D well thanks for coming to me again :D one thing i must say is that i think i was just overreacting and i suppose everything's fine again :D but i'll still be monitoring you though >:( AND I CAN'T LET HER HURT YOU AGAIN. i hope you don't shed tears for her. i really hope so cos she's not worth it. but at least now i know i have hope for our friendship again (: you, cheer up, it ain't gonna kill you (:
Friday, August 6, 2010
you again
I GROW VEGETABLES ON MY TOES HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA.
I LOVE YOU C CANDY!!! <3 <3 <3
now,
i can't bear to look at you anymore. your face just reminds me of.... that person. i really cannot stand it anymore. buay tahan. i see you almost everyday though. i really sou bu liao. you are like so out of my life. you're not my best guy friend anymore. maybe i shouldn't even have guy best friends, cos isn't all guys the same? well maybe not, but some of them are jerks, which includes YOU. and though i'm gonna miss times and laughter spent with you, i think i should not communicate with you for now unless really necessary. i wanna ask you to zou kai, but i suppose i'm gonna have to be the one to zou kai. i think i'm just gonna hide away for now. things will get better i suppose.
and i'll miss you and your old self. the new one sucks.
I LOVE YOU C CANDY!!! <3 <3 <3
now,
i can't bear to look at you anymore. your face just reminds me of.... that person. i really cannot stand it anymore. buay tahan. i see you almost everyday though. i really sou bu liao. you are like so out of my life. you're not my best guy friend anymore. maybe i shouldn't even have guy best friends, cos isn't all guys the same? well maybe not, but some of them are jerks, which includes YOU. and though i'm gonna miss times and laughter spent with you, i think i should not communicate with you for now unless really necessary. i wanna ask you to zou kai, but i suppose i'm gonna have to be the one to zou kai. i think i'm just gonna hide away for now. things will get better i suppose.
and i'll miss you and your old self. the new one sucks.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
pissed
i'm so pissed off today. why? 1 hour. 1 hour. you guys prolly don't know what that means but ask me personally, and i'll tell you.
i'm even more pissed and upset when i thought of you today. and when i saw her, it got worse. just don't appear in front of me ever again (though you do everyday). i don't know if i even want you as a friend anymore but idk and idc. it's not worth my pondering over. i don't know if i am overreacting or what.
i'm happy now cos mou mou yi ge ren suddenly talked to me ^^
and now i'm pissed again when i think about it. argh!
i'm even more pissed and upset when i thought of you today. and when i saw her, it got worse. just don't appear in front of me ever again (though you do everyday). i don't know if i even want you as a friend anymore but idk and idc. it's not worth my pondering over. i don't know if i am overreacting or what.
i'm happy now cos mou mou yi ge ren suddenly talked to me ^^
and now i'm pissed again when i think about it. argh!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
you.
i don't want you as a friend anymore. don't worry whoever is reading this blog, it's not you (: this person doesn't know i have a blog so HAH.
you, whom i have trusted since i met you, you have been my good friend for so long. and now everything's changing cos of one person that creeped into your life. don't you know she's like making use of you?! i blame her for making you like that. but that doesn't mean i don't blame you too. in fact i do.
fine if you don't want to reply me and fine if you're too busy, cos i din't care. you don't even bother saying hi nowadays and it's not always been like that. ever since that day you told me about it, you've changed, you've become like one of them. pls, just don't turn into them. it makes me SICK. SICK to see you like that.
though i have no authority, i'm not god, but i just pray that you'll always stay my good friend. but now, look at what's happening. we can't even talk without you being like so !@%$%^and stuffs.
this post is meant for you and only you. these are the words i've kept in my heart, words i've never said to you even though i tell you everything. well, used to. not now though.
and i'm SO glad you can't see this.
enough said.
you, whom i have trusted since i met you, you have been my good friend for so long. and now everything's changing cos of one person that creeped into your life. don't you know she's like making use of you?! i blame her for making you like that. but that doesn't mean i don't blame you too. in fact i do.
fine if you don't want to reply me and fine if you're too busy, cos i din't care. you don't even bother saying hi nowadays and it's not always been like that. ever since that day you told me about it, you've changed, you've become like one of them. pls, just don't turn into them. it makes me SICK. SICK to see you like that.
though i have no authority, i'm not god, but i just pray that you'll always stay my good friend. but now, look at what's happening. we can't even talk without you being like so !@%$%^and stuffs.
this post is meant for you and only you. these are the words i've kept in my heart, words i've never said to you even though i tell you everything. well, used to. not now though.
and i'm SO glad you can't see this.
enough said.
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