7 members 2PM (:

just realised that i love 2PM with 7 members (who doesn't) LOL :D hehe








dearest boyfriend park jaebeom 박재범,
you are so hot and i love you to the max!
i love your friendly, nice and humble character.
you're my dream guy and you know you love me, XOXO
glad to hear from you in the states, seattle even though you're solo now but better than nothing lol.
you have AOM too (:
but i prefer you in 2PM definitely haha.
and you must know that 2PM would never have made it to where they are today without you, jay park! (adapted from nickhun's section of thanks in 1:59PM)
hehe love you ttm (L) :DDDD




and exams are coming, in fact, english paper is just THURSDAY and chinese is just FRIDAY.
and wth am i doing now? -.-
i don't wanna fail ):
okay i shall go and study like maddddddd lol.
well don't feel like studying but i shall push myself to (:
plus there's chem test tmr on extraction of metals and properties of metals too. sigh ): helpppp!
i still wanna in get into science course somemore -.- maybe i should just change to culinary career :D
don't laugh, but i have an interest in culinary stuffs and wish to pursue a culinary career as a chef prolly?
it's gonna be hard, and i so xiao jie, abit burn also want to die alr -.-
lol just let God and fate decide then (:
and i really want to study for EOY and O levels very hard :D haha


just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because i like the way it hurts.
just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright because i like the way you lie, i love the way you lie (L)
eminem can rap so freaking well! :D haha





Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

lol

lol, i just realised i like to touch myself alot but i don't like it when others touch me -.-
crazy + stupid much? -.-

today service praise and worship BOOMZ :D

yay just got california gurls and club can't handle me from delson! thanks delson! :D
i've been addicted to california gurls since ytd hehe ^^



which is why katy perry is awesome hehe ^^
but i don't really like it when she reveals alot of her body.
but that's just her i suppose lol.
anyways i like her voice alot :D hehe

and, i'm beginning to think eminem is cool although he uses vulgarities in his raps :D
and i only like rihanna cos of love the way you lie LOL.



and teenage dream too!



TEENAGE DREAM IS NUMBER 1 ON MTV
AND LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE IS NUMBER 2 ON MTV!!!
AWESOME!! :D

if you're wondering why i didn't talk anything bout kpop, it's cos i've been listening to international pop haha ^^
but that DOESN'T mean i'm not listening to kpop at all. i still do :D hehe

singers (: (international pop)

GOD'S THE BEST AFTER ALL!!!! (L)

thanks GOD for making me light-hearted again :D love you!

c candy, one word from you makes my whole day better.
but STEP UP 3 makes my day better too (: so without you, i also can. cos there's step up 3!! muhaahahhahaha :D step up 3 is awesome and it rocks!
BORN FROM A BOOMBOX!! :D

and my boyfriend didn't come to see me when he came to singapore with AOM ):

and that's PARK JAEBEOM/ JAY PARK!

oh man jay i love you to the max.

why didn't i go see you at the airport? there weren't so many people (as from the vid i saw), i should've went.

why didn't i?

cos when i wanted to find out when you were coming, i realised you were alr in singapore -.-

ah well, i can always see you on the computer screen (:

PARK JAYBUM, I LOVE YOU!!! (L)

good luck for tonight's dance competition with some other dance group! you WILL win :D

you are the best!

love you always, XOXO

andddddd, decided to post this although i had to do hw. but i can't care less cos i know i'll mug until i can finish (: hehe
these are the singers i LOVE! (L) from international pop (:

NUMBER 1! AVRIL LAVIGNE! I LOVE HER TO THE MAX!

she looks awesome in her wedding dress (designed by vera wang :D)!

but i dont get why she has to divorce ):

they look so sweet tgt!

and Deryck Whibley! is hot!

well but its her personal life so i shan't say further.

lol, they look cute tgt here :D

hehe i love avril's voice! and i'm sad she's not really popular now ): lol but i still listen to her!!! :D i love her since primary 5 lehh!! she's the FIRST singer i love so much!!! (L)

NUMBER 2! HAYLEY WILLIAMS!

HAYLEY IS MY LOVE! SHE'S SO AWESOME! HER VOICE JUST BLOWS ME AWAY AND I LOVE IT! (L)
i really do like her and her voice. it's just so powerful ^^
(Y) i LOVE her alot!!!!!
though she's in paramore, i only like paramore of her :X LOL :D

NUMBER 3! KATY PERRY!

katy perry is awesome and she has a fantastic voice!

i love her to the max!

and i think she's sweet with russsell brand too (:

NUMBER 4! TAYLOR SWIFT!

taylor swift has a nice, country voice which i think is rather nice :D
plus she once dated taylor lautner (L) ^^
they are pei, but now.. oh well lol.
i love her voice!

NUMBER 5! ADAM LAMBERT!






although he's gay and all but i like his voice!
it just blows me off and it's so powerful!
i love it!

NUMBER 6! DAVID ARCHULETA!






seriously, who could resist such a cute boy like archie?! :DD
david archuleta is so adorable!
and his voice is rather nice too :D
i think he's cute and (Y)
(Y) :D hehe

that's about all that i like (: hahaha they're awesome!

one time (:

i fell in LOVE with her!
BUT I'M NOT LES KAY LOL
I LIKE HER SINGING!!!
she's so awesome!!!!
she actually made me re-like one time and party in the USA by doing those song covers ^^
I LIKE HER SO MUCH!! HER SINGING ROCKS!!

Imma tell you one time ~
My world is your world. My fight is your fight. (i like these particular 2 sentences in the song the best (Y) when i first listened to one time, justin bieber singing, i find it okay. now i love this song!!! :DDD)

hehe.
okay.
so today, geog test -.-
Zzz totally screwed it up cos i only read thru, never really memorise but can remember :D hehe.

i think i'm so lazy. cos i haven't even started revising yet. and here am i, typing. not studying. haven't even bathed yet -.- and english exam's in like 8 days?!?!?!??! damn -.- i'm so dead ):

and i realised that maybe i should abstain from stuff that are distracting me from studying. mainly tv and comp Zzz. i  hope i dont get an addiction. okay i'm thinking too much -.- lol.

on the bright side, KEY'S BDAY IS TMR!! AHHHHH (L)
my love ^^





hehe i noticed he has the same smile/look in both the pics! cuteee! ^^
i'm guessing the baby in the 2nd pic is yoogeun. not sure tho lol. credits to rachael for the 2nd pic! :D

more pics of my 2nd husband ^^ (btw, 1st is sungmin)















hehe key and chundoong in raising idols! i remember this episode. haha key's chef teacher wanted to go visit chundoong at his yoga class ^^ then make sandwich for him. and dongho and eli came too! HAHA that episode was epic :D hahah both are so cuteeee!! ^^ somemore chundoong my fav in MBLAQ!!! (L)
hehe cuties ^^

the reason why i didn't put key kim kibum's recent photos was cos i hate this hair now Zzz -.- LOL.
well i love his last time hair ALOT :D hehe ^^

HAHHAA SO HAPPY EARLY BDAY KEY! your bday is on 23 september, i remember ^^ i love you always! (L) (well, maybe not always but ah well)