I'm very confused. Confused about everything. About everyone. Confused about my own feelings. Why must you always pop up in my head? Why are treating me so nicely? Don't you know that I'll fall for you even harder? Friend, good friend, one of my best friends, I must tell you this.
I love you. Even when you're always busy staring and looking at someone else. I'm the one who's always been there for you. Been here for you. When you treat me badly and hurt me, I fall for you even harder. When you treat me nicely, I still fall for you even harder. I'm so confused. Is this what they call love? I'm so confused now. I have my own distractions, but they don't seem to be working. I'm still thinking of you. My distraction was good. It really was. But you're always still on my mind. And I said I was gonna get over you and that this year is gonna be about me. Well, look at how it has turned out.
You always infiltrate my mind and your face is still in my mind everyday. When you don't text me, I feel weird. When you don't talk to me, I feel weird. What happened to our closeness? We used to talk everyday like nobody's business. Is it because of school? And we're both very busy nowadays? I have no idea what I'm saying and what I'm feeling now. But just so you know, I can't help these feelings from surfacing. And it's drowning me. I know that it's not a wrong thing to like someone. And when that someone don't like you back, it's just too bad. You gotta get your ass up and move on with life. I believe I've moved on.
But whenever I see you, all those feelings just come back to me. It comes rushing back to me and they just grip and tug at my heart. Is this what they say by old flames never die/die hard? Well, you were an old flame. But that day when I saw you, a new flame was lit up in my heart. It's like as if that candle was about to die. But then you came with a lighted up matchstick and lit up that candle again. Why? I don't know how to get over these feelings. To reject them. To push them away = to push you away. And I can't do it. I've tried, but you came back and stole my heart once again. Well you know what? I'm gonna get it back. I'm gonna get it back yo.
You are one of my best friends, and I really need you right now.
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now. I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now. I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now.
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