I miss you

You may not know it, but I miss you so much. I miss your laughter, your presence around me that never fails to make me happy. Without you in my life I just feel an empty hole, like something's missing in my life. I wish to turn back time so all of these never happened. I wish I didn't cause you any misery at all and made life happy and easy for you. I wish I could've realised how impt it is to make a positive impact on someone's life, now that I instead caused you hurt. I know that sorry's not gonna help nor is it gonna change anything. I'm too ashamed even to face you. I just want you to know that, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry and though I don't show it, I miss you really, really a lot. It's really like a hole without a treasure without you. I'm not sure how you feel, but I think I've done too many things that can't be forgiven. So if you wanna leave, I understand. I know you're gonna say like But just so you know, I'll be here for you.

Let it go

Hmm I just realised I haven't posted. Been procrastinating to blog, mainly cos of projects and all, but right now I'm in TP library and am tired ttm and can't sleep cos my arms aren't comfy and I didn't bring my jacket today so no pillow to rest my head on. Plus I wanna rest and relax a bit before going for CCA later. So I shall start on my Econs after this post hehe.

Firstly, I've been wanting to blog bout TP Choir Induction camp but haven't. It's awesome and was a lot of fun, just that after that my muscles ached like mad, esp stomach muscles hahahahah couldn't laugh without feeling pain for quite a few days after that.. Soooo my group was Tomato, and in the camp we had games, chamber practices and of cos, normal practice. At the end of the camp, each group was to put up an acapella performance of one of the 4 songs they chose for us. Drew lots and my group got Gotye's Somebody That I Used To Know. That song was stuck in my head for quite a while after that too, thanks to chamber practices :/ Although we were the last group (mainly pulled down by me LOL cos I couldn't do cartwheel for shit :X), we had the award for the best group cheer!! :)) We mixed the tune of Call Me Maybe with our own lyrics lolol and also had our very own cheer.
Soooo had fun for the camp!! :) 2 days 1 night camp totally worth it!! (Y)

Let it go, let it go. Don't blame yourself for the past. What's done is done, there's no way to turn it back. Don't beat yourself up over it. God will still accept you for who you are, and take a step of faith out of that dry boat onto the stormy sea to follow Jesus. Rather be a wet water-walker than a dry boat-rider. What I learnt from Jon Pritikin on Sunday! That dude is strong man. He tore a phonebook in half, lifted 2 girls on a steel bar and swung them around then bent it while using his teeth to support the steel bar, broke a baseball bat into two and rolled a frying pan up and broke off its handle. God's gift to this guy is super awesome hahaha he's so big and strong! And his wife has a beautiful voice <3 Plus his daughter's cute LOL :>

Live a life of "oh well" rather than a life of "what ifs"

Thanks to my classmates, I saw this on Twitter : Live a life of "oh well" rather than a life of "what ifs"

Thanks to whoever posted this cos I can't remember who posted it LOL but I know you're from B1B20!! :D

So yeahhhh... Just been thinking and wondering about some past events recently.
And I kept thinking, what if I said this instead of that, what if I did it instead of that.
What if I had told you how I felt back then, would we still be friends?

And then it dawned upon me, it's the past. We can't change whatever happened in the past. It's happened. It's called history for a reason. We can't turn back time, we just gotta make use of whatever time we have here to and make it the best, with God's guidance and help. Don't dwell on the past, don't live in the past. It's over for a reason.
Also, don't fantasize or think about the future, for only God knows what's gonna happen. Don't be like, oh what if I did this and that. No. Stop. Just don't think about it at all. No point fantasizing and thinking bout the future and don't live in the past. Just live in the moment, make the best of the present. This is gonna sound so cliche but that's why it's called the present, it's a gift from God hehe :)

I really like this pic a lot. Life is like a bridge. We need to cross over from one bridge to another. From the bridge you can see the city, and it represents opportunities, happiness, dreams etc etc. Everyone goes through different stages in your life, different difficulties, different trials. But we must focus our eyes on the big thing : the city. It means that though the walk through the bridge may be long and tiring, you can fix your eyes on the big thing, the opportunities, happiness, achievement, everything. And we can always look to the sky, for we will always be reminded there's a God who cares and who loves us unconditionally and will protect us and keep us safe and give us His peace and awesome presence :) So whenever life gets hard, just look up above! HAHAHA that was from my Bro's song lol.

So it's the past, I'll just learn from it. I'm glad we're still friends though.

That is why my Twitter background is this pic :)

And I'm damn in love with these songs (Y)