syf's coming

syf's coming.. i just found out 2day nvr audition syf. its nxt week. wish me good luck!! :D hoep i get in :)

ok, ytd praise and worship was super screwed up. its my fault actually :( i went too high den everyone confused :( sorry lydia, linus and jere :( but thank god some ppl got touched still :)

lols.. i love tofu song is so darn funny and cute!! haha thanks, aretha for this song haha.. and so is ms swan!! haha..
girls generation have their new album called gee. im addicted to that song "gee" man!! its so nice. its abt falling in love. den it goes like gee gee gee gee baby baby baby gee gee gee gee baby baby baby. ahah so funny
yes, i must thank god for letting me see arirang channel. wifout it, i would still be clueless abt korean stuff. and i love pops in seoul and showbiz extra :) thanks, yea god. i love you too :D
yea and i wanna thank god for this whole week. its really been great, and i have like no more bitterness no hatred in my heart alr. god is really good. all glory to him!! :D
oh yea and shen qian wang is in korea!! :D

haha so the i love tofu song is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HINjTxh_swM
and the gee song is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eodFU4b237s
PS : gee is super super nice!! :D in my opinion



thats it, i've decided to cut off all ties wif u. r u trying to spite me and her? i knew once we part our ways, go diff classes, everything's diff. no longer frens! u do not regard me as one, so i will not too. i forgive u of wat u done that hurt me but i tell u this : we are not frens. i will not acknowledge u, i will just regard u as a stranger in sch. so if we ever go same class again, dun expect me to hang out wif u again. cos i wont. i will go wif her. by the help of god, the hatred and bitterness i once felt in her is gone. its partly ur fault too, actually last year i never hated her. its u keep saying until i also hate her. u may think its im pushing the fault to you, but i dun think i am. never, never ever u expect us to be frens again. i've tried. and i wont again. cos its bai fei. i wish u never appeared in my life, den things would not be like this. bu wat can i do? a christian walk of life is filled wif probs. i have to give it all to god. by the time the years pass, i will forget abt u and so will u forget abt me. although we were once bff's, we will never be again. thats it, bff's are over!!

lord, pls forgive me of all my harboured negative things in my heart, god, pls forgive me. thank you and i give you all praise and glory and honour and worship. in jesus name, amen.

where do i start?

where do i start? so many things hav been happening to me lately and recently.. ok.. start wif common test.
english common test wrote rubbish
maths was ok :D
sciemce was a killer. :(
chinese ke nei i got 13/25, ke wai got 15/25. well, at least i passed and didnt fail. but it made me wonder why k wai got higher than ke nei. funny sia haha..
2day shen qian wang is korea!! :D im gonna watch/ i miss korea :( i wanna go back.
AUDITION FOR SYF!! IM COMING FOR U!! WOOTS!! haha.. i havent audition yet. hope i get in. to have more cca points :D wahaha...

TMR LYDIA AND ME DOING PRAISE AND WORSHIP!! GOD LEAD US :D ytd was the first time we were racking our brains on wat songs to choose. and that made me have lesser time to study scinece ytd. but dun care la..my science alr so lousy. last time we did one tgt too haha.. praise and worship.

ok so aretha's back in australia alr. 2nd day alr and i miss her. its ok,very fast de. by teh time i knew it, she would be back :D that day tuesday 24th feb we went to send her off. jere, linus, ron, clara, david, dayna, jerolyn, lydia and me sent her off at T3. den we all rush to the glass there and all waving. wahaha we had an adventure :D oh yea, and we saw mr kang ahha.. den go eat dinner and do the same thing takeaway popoyes and go food court eat. me and lydia shared again haha.. poor dayna.. anyways im happy u get better le :)

wahha.. 2day so fun.. i walk wif "ahem" until almost bang into him haha den he keep staring thought who i am hahah.. den shufang and huimin nvr wait for me!!! :( so i went home first. cos i also hav tuition. haha tmr i go ask them how was mission impossible 4. hope to start 5 again tmr :D woots!! since tmr got nth except cell on :DD so excited!! :D

jasmine, dun angry ok? im sure they will understand u its only the beginning of the year only so dun fret :) u also always have me!! :D and im also in the same situation as u. so dun worry and dun angry :)

yea and im quite busy tis few weeks and now im finally free.. and syf falls wif exams.. both april.. haiz... if i get selected den i dunno. haha.. anywaysi feel so squeezed like a sponge... god, help me... i put it all into ur hands.. im so scare now.. dear lord, pls help me.

oh yea and home econs i cried again :( somemore stupid gab (lim) emo make me even more emo lor.. we nvr talk during home econ and so i even more emo. so i cry lor.. while washing dishes..
thank god theres jasmine around :D the cookies were a failure :( not enough sugar..

oh yea btw it has been raining heavily.. 2day my maths book dropped to the ground!! :( 2nd time le.. last year also. den the whole thing wet :(

god, i love u and i need u. help me oh lord.

LOLS!!

hahahahaha... jero just msged me something really funny haha its not ok to say it so i shant.. hahahahaha :DD
oh yea and cousin josephine thought i had a bf!! cos my facebook put : im darn tired and missing HIM.
lols?? him is a crush. not bf hahahaha she so funny.
and anyways, thought of goin jurong point for cousin faustina's bday :) cos she said she wanted to bring me to jurong point. so march holiday gonna celebrate her belated bday. i feel so bad sia. she wif me on my bday i not wif her on her bday..

hahaha anyways 2day super funny. cos hav slaining. den super funny. ezra fell on lydia, den lydia fell on dayna. haha..pity both lydia and dayna haha. me and lauren were standing, nvr fall haa..

tag replies;valentines day

TAG REPLIES : (btw tis is a much longer one than i replied on the tagbox cos tagbox very small)

jasmine > haha yea thanks sooo much :D i love u. always my good best fren u are :DD u are always welcome to tell me ur problems :D thanks sooo much i love u!! <3 :D
lauren > thanks veggie :) i love u!! u are always and will always be my good and best fren and sister in the lord :D and yea, feel free to tell me anything too :)
jerolyn > haha sure i try to stay happy :) so must u!! :D
sarah > haha sure yea :) my bestie!! thanks i love u :D <3 feel free to tell me anything too :) i will encourage u!! :D and dun forget there is god and i really glad to have him and have u! :D
mary > haha.. thanks yea :D and we shld really meet up one day cos we 2 years nvr see each other le :( haha and happy valentines day to u too!! :D
faustina > haha happy valentines day to u too :D btw, i thought of going to jurong point for march holidays to celebrate ur bday. how u think of that? isit ok? cos always make u travel here not good, and since ur bday celebration i go ur side :D haha.. and thanks for the korean dramas yea :) i really like man of the vineyard. so funny ahah and cute too :D thanks yea for everything and being sucha wonderful cousin and sister. btw, i cant really reply smses nowadays so im sorry if i nvr reply. i love u!! <3 :D

and thats the tag replies. kinda long haha. sooooooooooo.... I SURVIVED YET ANOTHER VALENTINES DAY!!! WOOTS!! i spent it wif my family. we went central. it was super uper uber crowded. singapore river leh. somemore at night. all the lovely dovey couples out there. i think quite little families were there so i kinda felt outta place. but its ok, i have my family. and yea, i kept thinking of HIM while spending valentines day. woah den aft dinner at waraku go shop also the clothes at the boutiques there all so expensive!! some even $100 plus.. faints.. den aft "shopping" (i didnt buy anything) den go ya kun sit awhile den go off. haha good valentines day. :D but wifout him abit abit weird. but valentines day is for loved ones, right? so my family is my loved ones too :) haha. and not to forget god too :) my lord my saviour. he is always with me. :D
and so.. valentines day morning was spent in choir. i was kinda sad.. look at her also cant look hear her voice i will be sad and angry. so i talked to janice from sec 1 all the time. learned ta xue xun mei!! :D haha xiang ding dang!! :) den aft that walk home wif yilin. den eat pizza for lunch wif family. den i watch man of the vineyard (yet again, thanks cousin faustina :D ) and laugh and laugh and laugh so it cheered me up abit. den in the middle of the show lauren sent me an sms. it was encouraging. thanks yea, lauren :D she said she felt god telling her to send it out. and i needed it. so yea, god is great :D thanks god and lauren :D den aft that chinese tuitionw if uncle den go out wif family for the night. haha thats my valentines day for me.

ok pretty long.. so thursday pon IT wif jasmine, dayna and yilin. haha dam funny we just take our bags and run out like that haha. den go watch volleyball match. the ball headshot-ed me!! so pain.. cos i was not focusing and thinking of something else. so i got headshot. pain.. haha.. den aft that me, yilin and dayna go my house make chocolate cornflakes. so 4th time we succeed. den in the middle i had to go shop and save buy more choc cos no more le haha we use it all on experimenting. and smart yilin came up wif an idea to use hot water to cook it. so we succeeded!! thanks, yilin!! :D i upload the pics nxt time i now very lazy. den friday got church valentines day service. the skit is super funny haha :D me and dayna brought yilin along :D i hope she enjoyed it!! :D den aft that go supper wif dayna, lauren and azriel and yilin at macs. den lauren and azriel go home and me and dayna send yilin home den dayna go my house awhile and until her dad come den she go.

2day got youth service. it was good :) haha.. aretha's going back to australia so fast.. im gonna miss aretha :(

tmr got sch. sian..

CRY

cries.. i cried in class 2day. i was just very troubled. wif her.. i dunno. i jus wan her outta my life. so i emo-ed in class 2day and cried.
i sometimes wonder why she had to appear in my life. had she not been same class as me last year, tis wouldnt have happened.
sometimes i wonder why imust encounter a person like her. taking away all my frens one by one... irritating me.... ignoring me.... i really cant stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cried in class and now im crying again. i do not know why. my heart is very troubled. i feel troubled. and alone. but i know god is with me. i have god, so i do not need to feel alone:)
i still remember all the bad things she said abt me. she still calls us frens??!! i cant take it anymore. I REALLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!! WO BU KE YI REN SOU LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know im srsly emo now, its porbably the first time im so emo. and i wish there would be someone. someone just caring enough to listen to all i have to pour out. i know god is always there, i can tell him everything. he alr knows. and i love him. i know god knows wat im going through. im really happy to have god :D

anyways, enough of emo-ing. erms the sec 3s are back from camp!!! woots!! haha

zone camp pics

valentines day is coming...
hey ppl!! zone camp pics are here :DD i love zone camp

girl power!!

in church on the 1st night of camp

this was taken when we were going to leave

dinner!! free flow of rice!! haha i was at the other table

CAMPFIRE

this was also taken before we left ubin

we all campfire

skipping (throwing) stones!!

woah ubin sunset so nice

ubin scenery is super nice

beloved mother earth;complain;pray, devotion

oh beloved mother earth
haha lauren look at this haha :)

complain to HP
aretha if they give u problems again do that haha :)

complain to sony
lauren if ur keypad give u probs again (but most likely it wont cos we prayed for it :D ) do that haha :)

pray to god, do devotion DAILY
pl2 and all fellow christians, pls do this. its very important as y'all know :D

hmph

2day was... i dunno... shld i say its not ok? cos of her..

ytd i didnt go to sch. missed jasmine, yilin and dayna terribly :( sorry jasmine that i couldnt come and u hav to sit alone :( and i hav hw to do!! but its ok, cos i hav excuse haha :) but im so sad didnt get to see HIM cos i didnt go sch ytd :( haha..

haiz.. nid to go chiong home econs!! sian..

cant wait for lydia to see me and dayna sec1 photo last year. haha was super nerd last time!! haha.. i think lydia would scream if she sees the gm boys sec 1 photo cos all super small last time haha but i dun think im bringing it to church tmr. maybe another time :) i think i bring the last year the yearbook bah. den hav HIM inside also can show her haha.. now no one will critisize my taste cos hes the shuai ge in the sch :) hehe.. i fa hua chi le haha :)
oh yea and i cant believe mr tay still remember gm boys and xiuling. so long ago. maybe xiuling left a deep impression on him haha :) good work xiuling :)