CRY

cries.. i cried in class 2day. i was just very troubled. wif her.. i dunno. i jus wan her outta my life. so i emo-ed in class 2day and cried.
i sometimes wonder why she had to appear in my life. had she not been same class as me last year, tis wouldnt have happened.
sometimes i wonder why imust encounter a person like her. taking away all my frens one by one... irritating me.... ignoring me.... i really cant stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cried in class and now im crying again. i do not know why. my heart is very troubled. i feel troubled. and alone. but i know god is with me. i have god, so i do not need to feel alone:)
i still remember all the bad things she said abt me. she still calls us frens??!! i cant take it anymore. I REALLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!! WO BU KE YI REN SOU LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know im srsly emo now, its porbably the first time im so emo. and i wish there would be someone. someone just caring enough to listen to all i have to pour out. i know god is always there, i can tell him everything. he alr knows. and i love him. i know god knows wat im going through. im really happy to have god :D

anyways, enough of emo-ing. erms the sec 3s are back from camp!!! woots!! haha