falling head over heels

falling head over heels in admiration and teenage crushes again. why must it be? why can't it be another person. pian pian must be him! again, i don't understand why ppl crush. i mean, i don't even know him lor.. it's like, look liao, begin to notice, and then start to like. however, not like previous crushes, i feel strangely warm when i see him. as in my heart feels very warm, there's warmth in me. last time is i get excited and my heart starts beating fast. but this time it's diff. i even dreamt of him 3 days consecutively! something's changed. sungmin didn't even appear in my dreams! OMG. that spells trouble. sigh.. i dunno why.. but yeah, it's different. totally so very different. maybe i'll just see how it goes. whether to stop liking him ornot. how can i stop? how can i stop when i keep seeing you around... i don't even know you. and one thing, i guess he would have known by now, cos it's just so obvious. i still don't get why ppl crush on someone they dunno :S it's silly right? i guess it's part and parcel of growing up. maybe i should just continue? cos i feel the happiness and warmth.