I don't have to feel like a waste of space

More results :
English - B3 in total :DDD heheheh
Core History total - 56/100.... sigh..
POA - 59/100 (1 MORE MARK CAN GET B4. DARN IT. SIGH...)
EMaths - 50% in total.
Elect Geog : 18/50 (I STUDIED KAY), SS : 26/50 (one big SIGH...), so total for Combined Humans - E8. As always -.- Imma improve my Elect Geog!!!!!
erm, if still got anything else means I forgot.

And Shakira's Waka Waka has been stuck in my head since idk when :D heh heh.

Why must you put ppl down like that? Do you know how much I felt like crying when you said that? It's not like as if I don't know about my own flaws. But you should be encouraging instead of making me feel like a waste of space, and not wanted at all. Don't you know I cried because of what you said? Even though I only cried abit, but I still cried. I dislike how you don't consider others' feelings. And I know it's a fact about my flaws, but it was an exam. You don't have to be so harsh. And I know it was terrible, but still. But I'm going to prove to the world that I can do it.

And why do you have to make me feel like I have to go away? You show it too often, and you always give them many chances to shine. And me, not even 1 chance. I'm not seeking attention, but you just make me feel that ppl are looking down on me cos I'm supposed to be the one doing stuff, but you let others do it. Do you have to make me feel like that? Like how embarrassed I always am when others ask me why I'm not doing this, doing that, cos other ppl are doing it.
I think you look down on me, but I don't quite care anymore. Since it's them you want, I shouldn't be bothering. I'll just let you make your choices. Cos I know I'm not good enough for you. But I know in my heart that I'm always good, amazing, special, nice, beautiful and awesome just the way I am in God's eyes. And that is what always matters the most.

And I'm gonna be a firework ignited, like on the 4th of July, so that everyone would see and go "OH! LOOK AT THAT, IT'S SO NICE!". I'm gonna be like that. AND I'M NEVER GOING DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT AYE! No matter what obstacles come my way, Imma defeat them. And this is a promise I made to myself today, I hope I don't break it.