December

December, the month I always love and treasure.
December, the month we got closer than ever.
December, the month where I loved you more than ever.
December, the month where I learned to be stronger.
December, Christmas, a jolly happy time, the day Lord Jesus was born.
December, the month where I decide to let you go.
Now, December is about to end in a few days.
Do you know during this month, every morning I wake up, I immediately on and phone and wait for your sms. Every morning, I do that. Every morning, I'm eager to see your msg. And when I see it, a smile will immediately come to my face. Not only every morning, everytime your msg come in, I will smile. Now, when your msg comes in, I try not to smile. And it's just so hard not to smile.
And the new year 2011 is starting. Which means O lvls. And lots of hard work. And there's no time for you. And don't say I'm selfish, because you have no idea how it's like. The feeling is like, as if I need you. And I don't. What I need is to study harder than ever, have great grades and get into the TP course I want. What I need is to get As for my English, POA, EMaths and Core History. What I need is to find a way to memorise 30 essays and all the other POA and EMaths formulas. What I need is to get over you asap. What I need is to be stronger and never let myself fall too hard again. What I need for next year is study and study and study.
But yet again, what I need is also for you to be there rooting for me. What I need is for you to be my best guy friend. What I need is for you to tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

And this song doesn't match my feelings but heck it, cos it's the only song I think of about December :X LOL. Besides, Taylor Swift wrote this song for Taylor Lautner so it's awesome lol.