Dear bestie

Dear bestie,

Yes indeed maybe you have been wondering why I haven't gotten back to you. And I am also wondering why you haven't gotten back to me. We are both thinking about it very thoroughly? That's my guess.

But I guess now I know the answer. You hate me don't you. Everything I've done was just to make you upset, I suppose this is how you feel. I don't blame you. Cos I'm an insensitive prick who doesn't know how to comfort people and my words are like daggers. I hadn't been sensitive to you and everyone so I constantly make others frustrated cos of that. And I've said I'll change, and I felt I have, but Idk why you didn't see it at first. Now I see it. Everyday I'm acting like a happy kiddo while my best friend is at her lowest and upset about our friendship. I don't blame you, it's me who's at fault. I'm constantly making you depressed and making you choose the wrong decisions in life. Everything was done for me and yet I didn't notice it.

But now I'm asking you to give our friendship one last chance. This will be a test of whether we can be besties for a very long time, hopefully for life. Like you hope that it won't be short-lived, I do too. No, I may not show it but I really do love you. I love hanging out with you and spending time tgt. You're gonna scoff at this but this is true. You might or might not believe it, but this is 101% true.

Please, I'm asking you to reconsider. If you think having me in your life is just gonna make you more depressed, I'm not gonna force you or anything. But all I'm asking for is one last shot at this friendship. This is what I really want.

Please? <3