HAPPY BDAY DAYNA ; Start of school

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAYNA!!! :D Hope you like the cupcakes heheehhe. Love you soooo much, I'm so glad and thank God that you are in my life hehe. Thanks for everything though I'm a sucker at advising and comforting :S Thanks for always being there and for reassuring me countless times haha, and also for giving me such awesome companionship :) 10 years of friendship and more to come!! :D

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Tmr marks the start of a new sem. New modules, projects etc. And I'm already dreading it lol.

I know, I know. Don't complain, others alr started school before me. But I'm just not looking forward to it. Maybe cos I've been slacking ALL 6 weeks -_- Wanted to work but was too lazy to even find another job, and my current job there lesser by 1 counter so no need so many ppl so I guess I wasn't needed lol. Thus, my money is decreasing drastically T.T Not to mention but I'm couch potato and a bag of lazy bones now. And my plan to revise some stuff before school starts failed terribly lol. Thanks Melvyn and Boon Kang for the notes still!! :D Hope you guys can read my handwriting hahaha.
These 6 weeks flashed by in the blink of an eye, and even though it flashed by faster than ever, I enjoyed every single moment of it. From going out, catching up, going for cca, staying at home and chionging Fairy Tail, TBBT and HIMYM hahahhaha. I really enjoyed every single bit of it and I thank God :)

And right now I sort of accepted the fact that school's gonna start tmr alr haha. At least my mind's gonna be active again. I just pray for good time management so I don't sleep so late again T.T

Oh and Choir's concert is on 17 Nov, tickets are at $8 each, will be at the auditorium at South Wing!! If you're interested pls tell me hehehe! We are working very hard for it!! And sorry for always being so late :/

Even as we start school, I pray for everyone to have great project mates, great lecturers and tutors, great friends and great results :) Jiayou everyone, jiayou me!! :D

I'm sure this new sem will have new beginnings and new, awesome stuff!! :)

Starting school with a positive mindset!! (Y)

依然爱你

Recently there's nothing much going on.. Just slacking at home, enjoying the last week of holidays T.T And worrying about my CDS and next sem, how's it gonna be like etc. Also went back to school in the hols for Choir.

I feel stressed. Like stressed if I can't remember this, I can't remember that. Learning so many songs in a limited amount of time is really too much for me. I feel even worse than during the preparation for SYF. I knew I should've opted out, I knew I wouldn't be able to take it. But I still persisted on. I know it's nothing to other ppl, but I really wanna ace this. And now just look at me, I'm a mess. Is this what laziness does to me? Just wanna slack all day long till I even lose my passion and forget about the importance of studies. I guess I'll just keep practicing and push on. God give me the strength..

I'm scared. I'm really, really scared. I'm scared to the point where I just wanna break down, sit in one corner and cry. It's stupid to worry about these kinda stuff, I should really stop worrying.

I'm handing it all to Your perfect plan. Thank You.

我依然珍惜 时时刻刻的幸福.

一闪一闪亮晶晶 留下岁月的痕迹

我的世界的中心 依然还是你

一年一年又一年 飞逝仅在一转眼

唯一永远不改变 是不停地改变

我不像以前的自己 你也有点不像你

但在我的眼中你的笑 依然的美丽

日子只能往前走 一个方向顺时钟

不知道能爱多久 所以要让你懂

我依然爱你 就是唯一的退路

我依然珍惜 时时刻刻的幸福

你每个呼吸 每个动作 每个表情

到最后 一定会 依然爱你

依然爱你~~

我不像以前的自己 你也有点不像你

但在我的眼中你的笑 依然的美丽

日子只能往前走 一个方向顺时钟

不知道能爱多久 所以要让你懂

我依然爱你 就是唯一的退路

我依然珍惜 时时刻刻的幸福

你每个呼吸 每个动作 每个表情

到最后 一定会 依然爱你

我依然爱你 或许是命中注定

多年之后偶然 偶然都无法代替

那些时光 是我这一辈子最美好的

那些回忆 依然无法忘记

我依然爱你 就是唯一的退路

我依然珍惜 时时刻刻的幸福

你每个呼吸 每个动作 每个表情

到最后 一定会 依然爱你

你每个呼吸 每个动作 每个表情

到最后 一定会 依然爱你

I need a reason to sing

Okay so I didn't get my CDS today but got affirmed by my Bro and friends so thank God :)

I'm thinking... If I should quit? :/ I really love singing and all... But if it affects my studies and adds even more stress.. Idk if it's worth it. I guess I'll think about it more..

When the pieces seem to shatter
To gather off the floor
And all that seems to matter
Is that I don’t feel you anymore
No I don’t feel you anymore

I need a reason to sing
I need a reason to sing
I need to know that You’re still holding
The whole world in Your hands
I need a reason to sing

When I’m overcome by fear
And I hate everything I know
If this waiting lasts forever
I’m afraid I might let go
I’m afraid I might let go
Oh Oh Oh

I need a reason to sing
I need a reason to sing
I need to know that You’re still holding
The whole world in Your hands
I need a reason to sing

Yeah

Will there be a victory
Will You sing it over me now
Oh
Your peace is the melody
You sing it over me now
Oh Lord
Will there be a victory
Will You sing it over me now
Oh Lord
Your peace is the melody
You sing it over me now

I need a reason to sing
I need a reason to sing
I need to know that You’re still holding
The whole world in Your hands
That is a reason to sing

Confused

I'm really confused about everything.. I'm confused what's going on and why did I do that instead of being my normal self. I hope that one mistake I made wouldn't change your mind about it.. Idk why but I just feel confused.

Confused about everything. In the midst of confusion and chaos..

Amidst the confusion and chaos, I'm gonna trust everything to You, I give it all to You, for I know my future's in Your hands, not mine. I trust You. Help me, save me from all the confusion and let everything work out according to Your perfect plan.

Songs

Four letter word
But I don't have the guts to say it
Smile 'til it hurts
Let's not make it complicated
We've got a story
But I'm about to change the ending
You're perfect for me
You're more than just a friend
So we can just stop pretending now
Gotta let you know somehow

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything
Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

We used to say
That we would always stick together
But who's to say
That we could never last forever
Girl, got a question
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
'Cause I'm on a mission
And I don't wanna shareI want you all to myself right now
And I just wanna scream it out

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything
Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything

No matter what you do
I'll be there for you
And every time you close your eyes
I will be by your side
'Cause every time you make me sing
Baby I will be your everything
I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything
Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything[x3]



They made a statue of usAnd they put it on a mountain topNow tourists come and stare at usBlow bubbles with their gumTake photographs of fun, have fun
They'll name a city after usAnd later say it's all our faultThen they'll give us a talking toThen they'll give us a talking to'Cause they've got years of experience
We're living in a den of thievesRummaging for answers in the pagesWe're living in a den of thievesAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagious
We wear our scarves just like a nooseBut not 'cause we want eternal sleepAnd though our parts are slightly usedNew ones are slave labor you can keep
We're living in a den of thievesRummaging for answers in the pagesWe're living in a den of thievesAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagious
They made a statue of usThey made a statue of usThe tourists come and stare at usThe sculptor's marble sends regardsThey made a statue of usThey made a statue of usOur noses have begun to rust
We're living in a den of thievesRummaging for answers in the pagesWe're living in a den of thievesAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagious
And it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagiousAnd it's contagious

Thank God for you

I really thank God for you. I thank God we got to know each other better this year, and for you to be in my life. Words cannot express how grateful I am to God for placing you in my life. You are one of the ppl who can make me feel like I'm like luckiest girl in the entire world :)

I feel however, if I annoy you, at least let me know. I don't wanna be left there, hanging on a thread.

Song of the day :

She wants me to come over
I can tell her eyes don't lie
She's calling me in the dark
She moves us around the room where the lights turn like the sky
Confidence like a rock star

I wanna put my hands on her hands
Feel the heat from her skin
Get reckless in the starlight
I'm moving to the beat of her heart
I was so lost until tonight, tonight

I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was on my knees
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing

I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you

The night is getting colder
And I can't come off this high
I don't want this here to end
I know she feels the same
Cause I can see it in her eyes
She says can we start again

I wanna put my hands on her hands
Feel the heat from her skin
Get reckless in the starlight
She's moving to the beat of my heart
We were so lost until tonight, tonight

I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was all in need
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing

I was lost til I found you, you, you
Til I found you, you, you

I said, people
We're all looking for love tonight
But sometimes we can't see it
We're blinded by light
And we all get low, all get low
Searching for that piece of mind
Just when I've given up
Looking for some kind inside

That's when I found you, you, you
I found you, you, you
I found you, you, you
I found you, you, you

I found you, in the darkest hour
I found you, in a pouring rain
I found you, when I was all in need
And your love pulled me back again
Found you in a river of pure emotions
I found you, my only truth
I found you, with the music playing

I was lost til I found you

Happy 21st Bday Bro!! :D

7 Oct, the day my dearest Bro turned 21 years old :) He celebrated his 21st at Aranda Country Club's Ten Dollar Club Family KTV Karoke, on 6 Oct :) The design and interior and atmosphere of the place is really nice, and the best thing is that there were super a lot of songs to sing, the karoke lounge is super updated!! :))

So he hasn't uploaded the pics yet but I'm just putting the bday cake here first cos he's still waiting for all the photos to be sent to him, and also cos I alr uploaded the pic of the cake to Twitter and Facebook LOL.

This is his awesome customised bday cake :) From cakeavenue.com, their customised cakes are really awesome!! :D



Tadaaaa!! It's a Liverpool cake, with a soccer ball bearing the Liverpool logo and a photo of Steven Gerard with cute soccer boots :) We ate everything except the Blessed Birthday, Gabriel, photo, boots and of cos, the Liverpool logo!! :) Inside it is chocolate, and it's really awesome!! The icing is super nice too!! And I was the one who went to search for cakes and found Cake Avenue haha. Actually I saw a cake exactly the same as this, just that it was Manchester United, so my Dad got them to change it to Liverpool :) Awesome or what!!

So everyone had a really fun time, our church friends, his friends and our relatives came haha. It was super awesome and somehow everyone was "fighting" for the mic and the chance to sing haha! Plus it was free flow of drinks at $10 per head!! Thanks to my Dad for finding the place, cos his company sometimes holds functions there too haha. And also for getting the catering of the food!! :)

And of cos, to the awesome photographers,
1. Gessle, my Bro's best friend and my Uncle hehe
2. Sharmaine and Elson, our awesome zone members
3. Joel Qin, a church friend of my Bro's
Even though the pics aren't up yet, they'll be uploaded soon on Facebook. These ppl are awesome, and without their capturing of every moment, there won't be much of fond-looking-back-at-memories kinda thingy haha.

Also, I went around to get ppl to write their wishes for him in a book and decorate it too. It's not done yet but it'll look damn nice hehe. Though I missed out a few ppl :/

And thanks to everyone who came, heard you guys enjoyed yourselves greatly haha. I thank God I got to know you all better, and also for your coming to support my Bro as he turns 21!! :) Thanks for your generous gifts too and for being brave and singing in front of a crowd haha!! :)

And also, thank You Lord for making it a success, a great time where we all enjoyed ourselves, and this will certainly be a very memorable event for all of us to look back on and smile in years to come :) Thank You for assuring and reassuring me time and again not to worry about it just cos I didn't really help as much as I was supposed to :/ Thank You Lord, for Bro having an awesome time during his 21st birthday bash!! :D Thank You for protecting us, and for those who stayed on quite late. Thank You it was good, thank You the price was good, thank You for everything Lord :) Love You!!! :))

A letter to heaven

Dear Jesus

I'm confused about everything now. Why do I feel this way? Why is it I get jealous and all? Why do I fail to see that You are here right in front of me and I don't even grab Your hand for help? I am truly very sorry, pls forgive me for ever forsaking.. I am very sorry, really truly sorry and pls forgive me. I don't deserve Your love at all but Your grace is all that I need :) Thank You, for I know I am forgiven. Help me never to lose sight of You ever again. Let Yourself be the center of my life once again. I don't want to be a slacker and doing everything else but spending time with You, which should be my priority. Help me never to forsake You again. Help me Lord. My heart is willing. Please help me Lord.. Thank You for today, and today's Youth service cos it changed everything and I am now rededicated to You once again Lord. Thank You and sorry for all that I've done. You complete me.

You are indeed my best friend, my helper, my comforter and my all, my whole world :)

I don't know why I feel this way.. I promised myself never to expect anything from anyone except You lord, but still I built up my confidence and expectations.. Only to get crushed once again. I really don't know why but my heart just sank. Expectations lead to disappointments. I guess I shouldn't expect anything from anyone anymore.
Tonight's just one of the nights where I feel so alone and empty.. That could explain the confusion.. I'll seek after You.

But I know I can trust in You forever :)




It’s been a yearFilled with problemsBut now you're hereAlmost as if to solve themAnd I can't liveIn a world without you now
All my lifeI've been searching for youHow did I surviveIn this world before you?'Cause I don't want to liveAnother day without you now
This is the best thingThe best thing that could be happeningAnd I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
All I want to haveIs all that you can give meAnd I'll give right backEverything I have in me'Cause nothing ever felt as rightAs this does right now
I'll go backTo before we metTry and erase the pastTry harder to forget'Cause nothing will ever be as goodAs here and now
'Cause when I looked into your eyesAnd you dared to stare right backYou should've said, "Nice to meet youI'm your other half"
This is the best thingThe best thing that could be happeningAnd I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening
This is the best thing(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)
And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
I always knew I'd find someoneI never dreamt it'd be like this'Cause you've surpassedAll that I'd hoped for and ever wished
And I'm trying so hardWith all my heart and mindTo make your life as goodAs you've made mine
This is the best thing(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)
And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to me