A letter to heaven

Dear Jesus

I'm confused about everything now. Why do I feel this way? Why is it I get jealous and all? Why do I fail to see that You are here right in front of me and I don't even grab Your hand for help? I am truly very sorry, pls forgive me for ever forsaking.. I am very sorry, really truly sorry and pls forgive me. I don't deserve Your love at all but Your grace is all that I need :) Thank You, for I know I am forgiven. Help me never to lose sight of You ever again. Let Yourself be the center of my life once again. I don't want to be a slacker and doing everything else but spending time with You, which should be my priority. Help me never to forsake You again. Help me Lord. My heart is willing. Please help me Lord.. Thank You for today, and today's Youth service cos it changed everything and I am now rededicated to You once again Lord. Thank You and sorry for all that I've done. You complete me.

You are indeed my best friend, my helper, my comforter and my all, my whole world :)

I don't know why I feel this way.. I promised myself never to expect anything from anyone except You lord, but still I built up my confidence and expectations.. Only to get crushed once again. I really don't know why but my heart just sank. Expectations lead to disappointments. I guess I shouldn't expect anything from anyone anymore.
Tonight's just one of the nights where I feel so alone and empty.. That could explain the confusion.. I'll seek after You.

But I know I can trust in You forever :)




It’s been a yearFilled with problemsBut now you're hereAlmost as if to solve themAnd I can't liveIn a world without you now
All my lifeI've been searching for youHow did I surviveIn this world before you?'Cause I don't want to liveAnother day without you now
This is the best thingThe best thing that could be happeningAnd I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
All I want to haveIs all that you can give meAnd I'll give right backEverything I have in me'Cause nothing ever felt as rightAs this does right now
I'll go backTo before we metTry and erase the pastTry harder to forget'Cause nothing will ever be as goodAs here and now
'Cause when I looked into your eyesAnd you dared to stare right backYou should've said, "Nice to meet youI'm your other half"
This is the best thingThe best thing that could be happeningAnd I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening
This is the best thing(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)
And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
I always knew I'd find someoneI never dreamt it'd be like this'Cause you've surpassedAll that I'd hoped for and ever wished
And I'm trying so hardWith all my heart and mindTo make your life as goodAs you've made mine
This is the best thing(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)
And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and meThe best thing is that it's happening to you and me
(The best thing)The best thing that could be happening(The best thing)And I think you would agreeThe best thing is that it's happening to me