WHICH MEANS IT'S EUNICE'S BDAY!!! :DDD HAHAHAHA!!
Love ya Eunice! (L) we've gone through thick and thin this year, and this certainly has made us grow much closer than ever yo! hehe :D sorry for all the mean things I've done to you ): and I must say that without you in my life, it won't be as interesting! haha, just look at us! other ppl don't even know what we're talking and laughing about, and we can just laugh our asses off over a small thing LOLOLOL!! :D
That's what I'm talking about true friendship man! (:
And I'm always here for you whenever you need me kay! And it's still considered the holidays now, but I'm just a call/sms away! (:
Haha and lastly, Happy 15th Birthday to you!!!!!!! :DDD
And I enjoyed myself today haha :D
Why do I still smile when I receive your msg?I was smiling like some dumbo just now when I received it -.- grrrr!
I know it will take some time, and time passes fast, and I'm convincing myself that I'm getting over you.
But that smile just spoiled everything -.-
WHY?!
Maybe.. Cos two is better than one.
This song seriously matches my feelings...
Kudos to Boys Like Girls! :D you guys always make me fall in love with your songs over and over again (even if it's old :X) ESP YOU, MARTIN JOHNSON! WOOTS! :DDD
Two Is Better Than One Lyrics [ft. Taylor Swift] I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought "Hey, you know, this could be something" 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing So maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one I remember every look upon your face The way you roll your eyes The way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing That maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true That I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking I can't live without you 'Cause, baby, two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life But I'll figure it out When all is said and done Two is better than one Two is better than one
December, the month I always love and treasure.
December, the month we got closer than ever.
December, the month where I loved you more than ever.
December, the month where I learned to be stronger.
December, Christmas, a jolly happy time, the day Lord Jesus was born.
December, the month where I decide to let you go.
Now, December is about to end in a few days.
Do you know during this month, every morning I wake up, I immediately on and phone and wait for your sms. Every morning, I do that. Every morning, I'm eager to see your msg. And when I see it, a smile will immediately come to my face. Not only every morning, everytime your msg come in, I will smile. Now, when your msg comes in, I try not to smile. And it's just so hard not to smile.
And the new year 2011 is starting. Which means O lvls. And lots of hard work. And there's no time for you. And don't say I'm selfish, because you have no idea how it's like. The feeling is like, as if I need you. And I don't. What I need is to study harder than ever, have great grades and get into the TP course I want. What I need is to get As for my English, POA, EMaths and Core History. What I need is to find a way to memorise 30 essays and all the other POA and EMaths formulas. What I need is to get over you asap. What I need is to be stronger and never let myself fall too hard again. What I need for next year is study and study and study.
But yet again, what I need is also for you to be there rooting for me. What I need is for you to be my best guy friend. What I need is for you to tell me that everything's gonna be alright.
And this song doesn't match my feelings but heck it, cos it's the only song I think of about December :X LOL. Besides, Taylor Swift wrote this song for Taylor Lautner so it's awesome lol.
Hahaha, today is the day our Saviour Lord Jesus Christ is born into this Earth to save us all! :DDD
YAY! Hahha :D
Ytd I was chionging Christmas cards until 1am plus then I gave up and slept.. Lol... And then, I decided if I only give a few ppl the cards today very bad, so i decided next week then give LOL. All at one shot better haha (: sorry ppl for the late Christmas cards ): I promise to give you all next week kay! Haha (:
So today whole day out haha. Now come back home quite tired already :X
Today Morning was supposed to wake up at 8am, but in the end I slept until 9am cos I off my alarm and went back to sleep -.- LOL. Then went to collect log cake at Parkway, and then went to Uncle's house for Christmas gathering! (Mum's side). Had a great time eating (hoho I always enjoy eating HAHAHAHAH :DDD but I'm not a greedy pig hor -.-) and talking haha :D and then went to Church for Christmas Service. Received Christmas cards from Zone peeps (: Thanks guys! :D hahah, and then went to visit Grandpa at the Hospital, then went to Uncle's place for gathering (Dad's side). Haha, me, Bro and Cousin put up a medly and performed them for everyone (: HOHO! :D LOL. Had a really GREATTT time today! :DDD I feel like as if nothing can make me angry or sad :DDD I LIKE THIS FEELING HAHHA! I LOVE THIS FEELING HAHA! :DDD
I'm gonna be stronger, and get over you. I WILL and I SHALL (:
Caroling was awesome! (:
Had a minor hiccups here and there though.
But I think it was okay since everyone was in the happy and jolly and merry Christmas mood :D
haha :)
Merry Christmas Eve! :D
haha, tmr is Christmas! WOOTS!
looking forward to family gatherings later and tmr! :D
later cooking with Mum for family gathering! haha :D
I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING EVERYONE AGAIN :DDD
haha! :D
these 2 songs are how I feel now. since ytd. since Idk how long ago..
Why oh Why.
Can't you see my feelings for you?
It's so obvious. Why can't you see it?
I've liked you since July.
Do you know that you're one of the longest? Do you know how much you've changed my life this year? Do you know how heartbroken I felt and feel? Do you know how much I really like you?
Getting over you may be hard. We're like Brother and Sister to each other now, and I don't wanna spoil that awesome friendship we have. I really love you as a friend, and you're a friend who knows me inside out. One of the best guy friends I ever had. And I don't wanna let li shi chong yan. You're my Brother now, and I don't wanna spoil that by telling you my true feelings for you.
I wonder, does she make you laugh and smile like I do? Does she have that much fun with you? Does she bother about your feelings? Maybe it's cos she doesn't know, but I think that she doesn't bring that much joy to you like I do.
I'm selfish saying this, but I can't help it.
It's so discouraging, it's so disheartening, it's so heartbreaking.
You play a major role in my teenage life, you're the one who understands and know me inside out, one of the first guy friends to ever make me feel like this.
You made me feel like I'm living a teenage dream.
But I wonder why, why those these kind of idiotic things always happen near Christmas? Last year also like that, this year also like that. This year is worse, nearer to Christmas.
Oh boy, if only you knew.
But I can't tell you. I can't. I just can't.. I can't tell you cos it'll spoil our friendship. Our awesome Bro-Sis friendship and relationship.
I love you so much as a friend, and I don't want another friendship to be broken..
I'm gonna be strong no matter what, I'm gonna be strong and keep our friendship strong too.
I'm gonna get over you, and be a strong girl.
I'm never gonna shed tears for a guy again. Never ever.
I'm gonna be strong.
But... is this just a brave facade? One moment I tell myself that I'm gonna be strong, but the next second I'm totally emo shit and wanting to cry again..
I'm so young, still only 15 years old, and I know I shouldn't care about these kind of things at my age, but I just can't help it.
I really can't do it. And I need courage.
Help me Lord, give me courage, happiness, joy and peace in my life.
I need to have courage to get over you, and still keep you as my best guy friend.
You are my best guy friend, and I love you for that.
I'm gonna be strong yo.
so, ytd is the 18/12/2010!
ANDDDD it's the BIGGG DAYYY of Zone 1's Christmas/Thanksgiving event! :D
and it's called : It's A Big Deal (name thought of by Bro haha)
yes, the event went smoothly even though it rained for one moment but overall it was great! :D
Thank God for the great event! :D
and thank God for the AWESOME committee who planned this (Royston, Bro, Yining, Xiuling, Elson, Sharmaine and me! :D) and the AWESOME people who took part in this event! :D without any of you guys, the event wouldn't have been a success! and God to thank of cos! :DD
So!
the icebreakers were AMAZINGLY good, cos we didn't think they would have that much fun playing it hahaha :D but they did! WOOTS! :D
haha, then the race started after the breifing and the first 2 rounds!
Oh yeah, this is a photohunt + Monopoly Deal Amazing Race-style race :D
HAHAH MD (Monopoly Deal) ROCKS!
yeah and came back to Canaan Centre for P&W and Word shared by Mavis (Service) and after that, DINNER! Rite Pizza haha :D damn cheesy, I LIKE! :D WOOOOOOTS!! :DDD HAHAHAH!
anyways, the pics are on fb haha (:
lazy to upload here :X
and yes, I haven't memorised my scores yet. I mean, not fully memorised ALL yet lah. LOL I'm going to memorise those that Idk soon. SOON! :D after I blog finish and upload It's A Big Deal album to fb haha (:
sooooo looking forward to Caroling at Dover Hospice with Choir! :D I'm sure it's gonna be a fun time since it's CHRISTMAS! :D
You have my heart And we’ll never be worlds apart May be in magazines But you’ll still be my star Baby cause in the dark You can’t see shiny cars And that’s when you need me there With you I’ll always share Cause i
I’m singin’ in the rain Just singin’ in the rain What a glorious feeling and I’m happy again. I’m laughing at clouds. So dark , up above , The sun’s in my heart And i’m ready for love.
You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between You’re part of my entity, here for Infinity When the war has took it’s part When the world has dealt it’s cards If the hand is hard, together we’ll mend your heart Cause
I’m singin’ in the rain
Just singin’ in the rain What a glorious feeling and I’m happy again. I’m laughing at clouds. So dark , up above , The sun’s in my heart And i’m ready for love.
You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
It’s raining Ooh baby it’s raining Baby come here to me Come here to me It’s raining Oh baby it’s raining
I’m singin’ in the rain Just singin’ in the rain What a glorious feeling and I’m happy again. I’m laughing at clouds. So dark , up above , The sun’s in my heart And i’m ready for love.
