stop dwelling on the past!

today's sermon made me open my eyes not to dwell on the past. but i just can't. why? ):

it's gonna be my last post about YOU.
even though we're in different places, we're still under the same sky, breathing the same air. seriously, i'm gonnna stop thinking about you. i'm gonna focus on other things now. i can't waste every second on you -.-

but somehow when i think like this, i always go back to thinking of you. ah well, i guessed i really must have loved you. i miss your hoodie. i miss your hair, your face, your smile, your laughter. i miss your EVERYTHING. sigh... why can't i just forget the happy times in the snowy lands. and yes, you perobably won't be thinking about me at all. but i am. everyday i am. there isn't one day that i never think of you. i still look at your pics, i do. i miss the snow that we were both in. the places we went. the bus we sat on.