Where there is a will, there is a way.

Idk I'm just hurt by it. The feeling is indescribable. It may not be real, but still.. The thought annoyed me and only today I realised one word to describe everything I'm feeling inside is "hurt". Yes, if anything, it'd be hurt. Idk why I just am. You did nothing, absolutely nothing to make me feel this way. It's just me. Idk why but I've been feeling so lost nowadays. And the worst thing is I don't even know what made me feel like this -_- Ultimate fail lolol.
So many things happening at the same time.. Feeling torn apart inside, cranky and annoyed.... But then again, thank God for awesome friends and advisors who really listened and advised. Without these people, I really dk what to do.. You know who you are ;) Thank you... :')
I'm just gonna turn it all to God. After all, He knows best. My future's secured in His hands. Whether it works out or not, Idk, but I'm trusting it all to Him.

Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God You are higher than any other. Our God is healer, awesome in power, our God our God.


If you choose to lock your heart away, you'll lose it for certain. –Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean)
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Anyways on a brighter note, went to gym with Lauren and watch Step Up Revolution with Dayna ytd!! :) Omg it was soooo good and Spaghetti Goemon's super awesome!! (Y)

Oh and on Monday we went for Sarah's bday party :) I feel so bad.. Rah if you ever read this, once again, we're really sorry :/ It was good that you had a great time though, and that's what matters!! :) Rock on man.. 17 years of friendship and much, much more to come. Really, best friends for life, ever since babies. Love you Sarah Chiang :D

Oh and on Sunday after service with KahYen, met up with her and CongLe :)) At Chinatown!! Bought a top from OM. It has pretty musical notes on it woohoo!! (Y) I feel bad for not being able to stay long :/ Sorry girls!! :/

And really stoked to catch up with bro Quak on Sat. Gonna be awesome and filled with the latest gossips that I've been missing up on cos I've graduated already HAHA. Whoops okay now I feel bad :/ Repent repent! :S

Ohh and gonna meet the girls Eunice, Tika, Yuqing and I hope Gillian can come on Tuesday!! Sooooo stoked man, gonna be an awesome catch-up session!! :D Really miss Sec Sch peeps, just seeing them, whether meeting up or unexpectedly, makes me extremely happy :')

Yeah now I'm starting to regret not going for The Wanted.. One of the hardest decisions I had to make this year. I told myself, if need be, I'll just go myself. Looks like that isn't happening after all. But this is for the better.. Till next year or next time lads.

Oh and just watched The Prince Of Egypt on Youtube hehe. Super awesomeeee!! (Y) Got reminded of how powerful and mighty awesome the Lord is :)

Woah crap the rats downstairs just made a very loud squeak ><

Oh and all the best to those taking N Levels now, and for those taking Os soon as well!! :)




I wonder if I've changed for the better or for the worse? I've changed, everyone has. But I just wonder... For the better or for the worse? I'd like to think it's for the better, but then again, I can't deceive myself now can I?

什么是生命中的美好?