Stretched

I've just been feeling so stretched lately.. Like I can't really enjoy myself fully without worrying about something. I know I should not let this affect me, as I have been advised to. I will try.

My heart feels heavy, burdened and I am weary. I cannot take this any longer. I really need a break from all these. Maybe I should just run somewhere new, a new country, a new life and take a break from everything and everyone for a while. Everything comes booming like a missile in all directions. And the worst part is knowing you won't change your ways.

Thank You Lord for helping me realise this that I should just cast all our troubles and cares to You. You know what's best for us after all. Lord I really cannot take it any longer. I really need to let it all out. I'm giving it all to You. I'm handing all these over to You because Your servant is tired and weary. And You are the bread of life, the spring that never runs dry. I run to You now and get the water of life from You. I give all these chaos and unrest to You, Lord. I cannot do it any longer. I pray that You help me not to burst and blow up but instead, have patience like how I did before. I pray that You protect us from the attacks all around and give us the strength, wisdom, love, peace and joy to overcome this, tgt. I pray that You pls remove all negative thoughts, gossips, cursing, anger and disappointments. In the name of Jesus, I pray that You cast it all out from our hearts. Let us overcome this, step by step, tgt.
You can tell the size of your God by looking at the size of your worry list. The longer your list, the smaller your God.
I feel so much better after typing these out. Lord, this is my cry to You. Pls, take all of it, take all of me, all we have to give. Lord, Your servant is here. Use me to be a blessing to others and give me the patience and endurance. Thank You Lord.

Help me not to be a burden to others and most importantly, to myself. Thank You for everything Lord, I'm handing it all to You. Lord I pray that You pls help me to forgive them, help me to forgive myself and Lord, pls forgive me for all that I've ever done. For allowing attacks like that, for allowing anger, doubt and disappointment into my heart. I am so so very sorry. I wished I could've listened to You first. But alas, I did not again. But You are good and You forgave me of all my sins, only if I ask. So thank You so much for forgiving me, and that is what I ask of You right now. Thank You so much :)

I shall always go by my motto in life : I walk the road of life one step at a time, holding the hand of Jesus in mine. He died for me, now I'll live for Him.

And my motto of the year : Always put on the full armour of God.